Thursday, November 27, 2008

Chilling, Filling, and Drilling
I'm just chillin... I failed my physics class.... but I'm chillin....

I ate. Alot.

I'm working extra hard to drill every chance I get so I don't make my partner look bad..... ^_^ i think i'll do okay....

I'm Spade, not much to say, and this is good bye! ^_^
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Monday, November 24, 2008

   AWSOMENESS, Signals, Triumphs of Friendship
Derek fucking Richardson is my PARTNER!!!!!! If that's not a sign of things to come, them I dont know what is!!!!! He's, like, top of the line! He's the best we got! AND HE'S ALL MINE!!! (in the partner sense. technically, he belongs to Tara...) He's the greatest partner a girl could ever ask for, and he's the most fun! I have plans for our future leadership together... *evil smile*

Sebas is sending me signals again. I don't think he knows it, but he is.... *sigh* I'd love to tell you the full story, but it's not really mine to tell, so, yeah. I'm gonna change the subject....

Me and Phillip have been best friends since the 6th grade. Even after our three years apart, we jumped right back into it as if nothing ever happend. He's probably someone that I'm going to treasure for the rest of my life. Regardless of the time that's passed, he's still MY Phillip. MY dorky smooth tenor of a best friend, and I love him.

I'm Spade, this is gonna be a beautiful year, and buh-bye!!!!


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Thursday, November 20, 2008

   Awsomeness, Dissapointment, and Anticipation....
I'm one of MC Hammer's Fly Girls!!!! OMFG!!!!
I get to choreograph it with Annie-P!!!

The solo's didn't go like I wanted them to go..... that was dissapointing....

I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE WHO MY PARTNER WILL BE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm so looking forward to it, it's not even funny! wow... This'll be GREAT! I hope... and i'm going to go see Twilight on saturday! (Hopefully!)

I'm Spade, YEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAH! Bye! I'll be back to update on sunday! ^_^ love you!!!!
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Wednesday, November 19, 2008

   Collaboration, Annoyance, and Now That EVERYONE Seems to Care....
I've come to the conclusion that it's just ASHLEE who's being a hateful-ass bitch... Derek and everyone else clearly don't support her train of thinking. Karma..... Btw, Sebastian as Vanilla Ice: Classic. I was expecting him to bring it, just not like that! That was AMAZING!!!

She's trying to get to me, and EVERYONE sees it! Even people I don't normally talk to! They were all, "Didn't you make this up? Why the hell is she trying to tell you how to do it?" HAHAHAHAHAAAA!!!! I love the hate that I get from her! I BASK in it!

Everyone seems to be paying attention to the time that me and Phillip spend with each other, and I think that it's creating a bit of a strain on our relationship. Almost like people are trying to force us together.... It's really starting to piss me off......

I'm Spade, believe it or not, I had a GREAT day! (no sarcasm) BYE!!!
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Monday, November 17, 2008

   Mediocrity, "Privalages", and Misunderstanding (the disambiguation)....
All I have to say is that this is not my senior year, so if you want to go up against schools like counterpoint whit THAT then go right ahead with it. ^_^ KARMA'S A BITCH!!!!

I was asked to sing along with the concert choir..... what an HONOR! jkjkjkjk the true honor is the fact that Fonza even asked me to do it! LOVE!!!

MISUNDERSTANDING:
1) A mistake as to the meaning of something; erroneous interpretation; misconception.
2) A disagreement; difference of opinion; dissension; quarrel.
MISUNDERSTANDING (disambigutaion):
1) Because you two are ALWAYS together you're TOTALLY sleeping together;
2) Because you tell eachother EVERYTHING, you're totally dating;
3) If you tell him that you love him ALL THE TIME then you're obviously secretly engaged.
In the past month, or week, rather, this has been the story of everything between me and Phillip. The perception from others is getting so extreme, that I had to go and create an entire category in the dictionary because of it! I think it was the assumption of us sleeping together that really brought me over the edge..... On top of everything else, Fonza's been telling people that we're practically in LOVE with eachother! *sighs-in-a-creepy-somewhat-romantically-annoyed-tone*

I'm Spade, please buy the next issue of the dictionary, and I love you!
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Sunday, November 16, 2008

   New Schedule, the Importance of Not Being a B!*ch, and the Amazing Realm of an Endless Forever (or, something almost as powerful, anyway...)
Now, every Tuesday after school, I get to go to Caity's house!!!! Yeah! Yeah!
The Blast retreat is tomorrow, so I'm really looking forward to it. I'm a little nervous about finding out who my partner will be, only because Phillip and I work so well together.... ^_^ *totally-realizes-the-lie-in-that-sentence-and-awkwardly-tries-to-change-the-topic*

Fonza totally called some people out in her newsletter... let me just say: KARMA's A BITCH AND SO ARE YOU!!!!! ^_^

Time seems to freeze infinately while we're together, and when we're apart.... ^_^ *awkwardly-realizes-that-this-is-her-best-friend-and-tries-to-change-the-subject-again* ......

I'm Spade, this is sad.... bye.......
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Friday, November 14, 2008

   Miracles, Anticipation, and Taste
Tonight, I pulled a miracle out of my ass! WHOOOO!!!!! I got the band kids to shut the fuck up! their bus got here, like, thirty minutes before the show was over, so me and Nick run out there like: "EVERYONE! BE QUIET< THE SHOW IS GOING ON! SHIT THE EFF UP!!!" they were all, "Okay! ^_^" so that was amazing! I totally pulled a miracle out of my ass! Not to mention the fact that i've been told that i'm an awsome stage hand! ^_-

Tomorrow is the busiest day EVER!!! It's the last night of the show, and the PUBLISHER is coming to see it! OMFG!!! Not to mention the EXCLUSIVE choreography session, AND the cast party, AND RAMEN's HOUSE!!! WHOOOO!!!!! (and doughnuts.....) (oh, and frogball)

There is a taste of separation. When I saw Phillips face on that bus, I was so relieved about everything. I was so happy to see him. The way we embraced eachother when we saw eachother... if it were up to me we would have NEVER let go. lol.... When he told me that he missed me... that was the greatest feeling i'd ever felt, because my soul was aching while he was away from me.... I felt SO lonely without him. As soon as he got off the bus, we spent the rest of the time together until the show was over. I'm so glad that I get to see him tomorrow.... I absolutely love that... ^_^ ..... We really need to talk about this whole "dating" situation.

On a totally random and unnecessary note: I think Sebastians territorial side is starting to build up again. When I told him that Jon started calling me "Dark Chocolate" I'm sure I saw a HINT of territorial-ness... lololololol

I'm Spade, busy day tomorrow, ttyl!
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Wow.... (again), Roses, and YAY!!!!
While I was busy getting my heart broken,it really helped to have someone to lean back on. I love how he's always there for me when i need him. Everyone in 3rd block Shelby Singers thinks that we're dating. They'll all wisper to my bother, "are they together?" It's a little annoying, but it leaves me very curious... apparently, we look at each other like we want to run away and do STUFF... they also say he follows me around like a lost puppy. normally, i would be annoyed by that, but i like it. Alot. WHen we're together, they say we're never more than 2 or 3 feet from eachother. When we're being goofy-lovey-touchy-choir kids, it's far more believable when we do it to each other. I like it. I don't see what others see, probably because he's my best friend and i love him to much to think that way... or maybe i do see it and don't want to.... *sigh*..... if it means any thing, i really hate it when we're not together. he's at B.O.A. right now, and just knowing that i won't see him until tomorrow is really killing me so slowly on the inside..... I MISS PHILLIP!!!

The show was AMAZING! I'm so proud of my cast and crew members! it was amazing!!!! I so badly! *guy-sensei style thumbs up*

YEAH! YEAH! Karma is a BITCH! and so was she! lol i'm so glad that things can still go as planned. yeah, first place!

I'm Spade, I miss Phillip, bu-bye!


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Thursday, November 6, 2008

   The State of the Union, Choreography, Recognition and Appretiation
According to many people, it is not a good thing that Obama won the Presidency. Some people plan to flee the country because of it. No joke, I'm serious. My friends mom said that the moment they get, they're gonna leave the country and go to somewhere that might be safer.... that's a tad extreme...

I"M HELPING WITH CHOREOGRAPHY FOR SHOW CHOIR!!!!! OMFingG!!!!! I'm so excited about it! yeah yeah!

Ever since my partial opening up and getting hurt, i've rebuilt my shell. I think he noticed, because he's been worried about me lately.... I'm concerned for myself now, because everyone is starting to worry about my current state of semi-shock. (noone knows it's semi-shock, though) I just think its nice how everyone cares. I don't think i've ever made to a point so low that everyone starts to get concerned about it... W. O. W. I love my choir family (and Caity! ^_^) They always find a way to brighten my mood!

I'm Spade, "Hikari datte, yami datte, kitto..." goodbye!
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Tuesday, November 4, 2008

   School, Goals, and Light-up
I am so excited to go back to school tomorrow!! yeah-yeah! I think that since i feel a little bit dumped, I'm gonna flaunt what I've got to the best of my abilities! lol jkjkjkjkjk I do feel cute, though...

Be there. No matter how much it kills me....

Light-p Shelbyville is this weekend.... I need to meet with the Dance-Captain-to-Be and see what to do about the majority of our stronger members being away at competition this weekend.... of those that will be absent include:
Katie
Sheehy
Sebastian
Loudermilk
Tara
Haven
Maria
Derek
Sweasy
Nick
etc...
That means that we're left with:
Me (Marissa)
Prather
Shayla
Phillip
Angela
Turley (B)
Turley (J)
Turley (A)
Cottrell (J)
Cottrell (Q)
etc...
This is going to be a miracle in the making! It IS Christmas time, though! lol

I'm Spade, whooptie-stinkin'-do, and this is buhbye!!!!!! ^_^_^_^_^_^_^_^_^_^_^_^_^_^_^
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