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Saturday, March 1, 2008

Sleep, Chores, and Friendship
Currently, it is 7:17. i had to wake up at about 6:30 to get my little brother dressed so that he could go, and my dad went to work, and my sister is a bout to leave for an academic team match... my older brother will be here with me, but what difference will that make? all he does is stay in his room anyway..... i'm going to get some sleep...

before i can do that, i promised myself that i'd clean my room. due to the excessively heavy bags under my eyes, i would very much like to say that tis is one promise that i can break. i'll clean it when i wake up. *yawn* ...i'm so tired.

i feel as if i'm makeing a whole world of new friends but being excluded by my own... yeah, my new friends are all upperclassmen, but i only really get to see them during second block and at lunch. when i do see my long time friends, everything seems a bit distant between us... i don't quite like that feeling, but i do learn to adjust and close the distance. on top of that, i feel sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo excluded.... yeah, alot of the time i won't be able to attend alot of the outings that they plan due to practices and rehersals, but the least they can do is send my some information on where we'll be so that i can stop by if i have some time afterward... i only talk to a couple of my older friends and things won't seem distant. as far as the others go, they act as if they don't even want me there...

I'm Spade, that is F**Ked up, and this is goodbye...
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