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Wednesday, September 22, 2021

   I should definitely come to this empty comer of net-space more often. How refreshing!
Hello out there! Currently nearly thirty and doing the mom thing. As rewarding as this is and has been... It's all fun and games until you forget the most favorite parts of yourself. Lol. Luckily, I noticed and have since taken steps to reclaim myself and my interests.

That being said...
I'm starting a home decor business.
I'm about to begin work as a baker.
I never really learned how to drive, so I probably need to do that.
I have some music I need to record.
I need to finish my story.

I recently learned that I'm more or less ashamed or embarrassed to pursue the things that bring me true joy. I'm so accustomed to depriving myself for the sake of those around me, but it's different now. I need to find invest in myself the way I've always wanted to be invested in. How can I expect anyone to listen to me if I don't listen to myself?
How can I live my Kiki's delivery service bakery style life if I don't take steps to learn the trade/business? Lol. Who tf am I trying to impress?

For once, it seems I am legitimately interested in impressing my damn self. I can only hope that things get better from here.

If you're reading this, I think it's awesome that you're still here. Stay safe. Until next time.

See ya, Space Cowboys.

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