Tuesday, February 14, 2006

   Valentines Day.......

Well, i'm finally over my battle with food poisoning over the weekend. It was a tough battle, but I came out the victor. Also, I was invited to join my frineds local band here in South Florida. It's local, so there's no question that it'll work. I play Electric Bass in it, and I am the last member of it. Thanks Kolin, you rock bro! Also, thank you Karen for the V-Day virtual! I liked it a lot! ((Especially since Kyo and I hate chocolate, it's perfect!)) Anywho... Valentines Day, for me, was usually just another boring day. Another day of school, another day to go home, another day to do homework, another day to be bored. Usually that's the case. I've never been in a relationship that lasted through Valentines Day. Usually, my relationships ended right before. Heh, I wonder why 12 of the 13 girls i've dated since kindergarten broke up with me... I always treated them so great. (The other one I ended up breaking up with because she cheated on me..) I guess it's a curse or something. *Shrugs* Nowadays, this day just reminds me of how i'll never find that one girl out there for me. Everytime I find happiness, it's taken away from me. Eh, I suppose it's the hand that fate has dealt me. Slide of hand, and trickery sound more of how i've been delt my cards. Well, I suppose it's never meant to be. Maybe i'll find someone. I thought I did, but apparently I didn't try hard enough. Who knows, the future may hold great blessings for me. The only thing that matters to me now is doing my best in school so I can be able to go to college and be closer to the person I love with all my heart and soul, so that I may protect her and be her shield. I believe this is what fate is trying to show me. I think that it's my mission in life, to always be there for her.. and I think I will, because I want to be there for her, though it may not be with her, but at least she'll know i'll always be there... forever. I hope with all my soul, with every fiber of my being that everyone someday finds the one special person just for them. Please everyone, when you find that one just for you, fight hard for that special person, no matter what. Never let go. As long as your heart knows that person is the one, and yearns to be with them, then never ever leave their side, because that's what i'm going to do, and I know it's the right choice. Even though we may never be together, at lease she'll have the knowledge of knowing that i'll always be here for her... and if you do the same, the person you love will be assured of the same thing. For me, at least, it's enough to know that the girl I love can always turn to me, even if she'll be nothing more than a friend and only a friend. At least I can die with the knowledge that she knew I cared for her. Happy Valentines Day to all otaku.

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