life is a real b- - - h
hello people. currently i am very pissed with my mom. she is completely against me being on the otaku. she even told me that she was going to take the internet away. she doesn't think it is right for me to talk to people i haven't really met.but screw her! i don't care what she says. i am still coming on here. anyways i need the internet for school. i don't think she wants me to fail. but i don't really get why she doesn't want me on here. it's not like i'm telling everybody were i live and stuff. i mean most of you don't even know my name or where i live. all you know is i'm a girl. so yeah i am currently pissed of at her. grr! i hate that stupid woman!!! [btw i don't love my parents. i "love" them]
thank you people for the comments. i will try to stay more positive in life. after all things don't have to be the way they say. [screw them!!!] ugh, i wish my life were simpler. i'll get into the mess my life has for the past year at another time. [my mom is currently out right now so i got on the computer] ah! we have to end with something happy!
i did a change for the bg! seriously people who can not change all the time have great self control. i, unfortunately, don't. T_T i wasted all of my free downloads at minitokyo. all for this site. i love minitokyo. i just wished i had friends over there.T_T well i'm planning on wasting the rest of my summer [two weeks] indulged in manga. ahhh! time to revisit DNAngel. [i finally got back after a year. a lent it to a friend and it took her forever to get it back to me. she didn't even read it] i wonder how dnangel is going to end. oh well! i will probably never know.
ok so now i am just rambling on. so i hope i can see all of you tomorrow!
btw i love the couple, watanuki and yuko! they are the best!!!!
ja ne!!
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picture!
ok i have to make this quick b/c i don't have much time. i'm sorry i couldn't visit you yesterday. but i'm glad that atleast somebody visited on their own. thank you!!! [i understand if you didn't have time]
ok the picture that started like this:
ended like this:
so yeah...not really what i expected but i just wanted to get done. anyways now i will visit you people! i'll come back some other day to tell you what has happened lately.
CHANGE!!!
yep, me did the change but...it wasn't what i expected...boo T_T. i will fix the navigation as soon as possible. i can't get rid of the stupid purple box around them! grrr! btw, the background was not made by me. plz, refer to my profile to know who made it. and this time it was himawari's turn! i wonder whose turn it is next...hmmm. even i don't know!
i am almost done with the picture! yay! also i am sorry i didn't make it to aby or your sites today. i will go check them as soon as possible. and i am sorry about the color of the text. i will fix that soon too.
well i hope you like the change! does any one even notice the name always changes? like now it is "Sparkle's site|Queen of Misfortune" which is very true. anyways i have sleep to catch up with.
helloz!
well i took your advice on coloring them topless. i'm still not done. i got tired so i stopped working on it. i am almost done with base colors...ugh, what a drag. but it wil be done by friday! i hope. well i' going to change this site hopefully tomorrow [wednesday] or the next day. but i decided that august is going to be xxxHOLiC month.
ok, life is boring! tsubasa and xxxHOLiC are on a two week break. GRR! i want fai's past, now! but anyways, my neighbor hasn't bothered me for 2 days now so, yay! and today i went to a friends house and we played...Wii! lol. it was fun. i sucked at tennis, but it was my first time playing and she plays tennis for real!
i will stop panicing. what i have to worry about is graduating high school. since i quit band i have no plan for my PE credits, so yeah...i have planning to do. but wouldn't be amazing if i did dubb anime. you would see my name go by and wouldn't even know it's mine. lol!
sorry for long stupid post. but tomorrow there might be a different layout. YAY! [i suck at html codes so don't expect anything great.]
konichiwa! [long post]
hello people! well today band camp started and i am so happy! why? b/c i don't have to go to it! why? b/c i quit the last week of school. so yeah all my friends are out there marching in 90 degree weather while i was sleeping. ah it feels good to quit...even though i disappointed my band director and a lot of friends. my director was actually mad when i told him i quit. he stopped talking to me completely. he use to always say hi and smile but then after i quit he just looked right past me. and then one of my band friends hit me when i told her i quit. but all of my non-band friends congratulated me on quitting. funny world. so yeah, they have band camp for 4 hours every single week day this month. i feel so sorry for them. but now i am stuck with two stupid flutes. what am i going to do with them? [sell them and spend all the money anime! yesh!]
my mom and the crazy lady [my neighbor]went to the mall again. i didn't go b/c: 1) i wanted to visit you guys, 2) i am trying to save money, 3) i don't like that mall, 4) i'm not in the mood to take care of a 5-month old and a crazy 2 year old. seriously she is taking advantage of me. i think i shold start charging her. and sparkle has learned her lesson. she wil no longer smile at men-unless they are cute/hot! lol.
ok well i want to color this picture:
but i have one problem and i need your help. do you think i should color in a shirt for them or leave them topless? i really don't know which...which? btw, this site won't change until i get done with that pic. the kimonos might take a while.
ok, [only a little more and i am done for the day] well as a sophmore, i am starting to seriously freak about the future. so today i found out about the job of audio engineering and it got me interested. i would be able to put all those cool sounds into video games and do the dubbing of anime. i would never have to leave the anime world! do you tihnk i should actually consider that job?
anyways ?'s:
1.shirt or no shirt for that picture?
2. what are some good carreers? [i really am freaking out]
3. what is a good college? [freaking about his too! it doesn't matter if it isn't in the u.s. i don't mind going abroad.]
4. what pocky are you?
btw i need major help! i want to get rid of the navigation bar but i need help! can anyone help me?[nevermind i got the code but i didn't like how it looked...T_T]
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Sunday, August 5, 2007
konbanwa!!
hello! there were some changes made on here yesterday. the chat box was taken down. [i'm never on here at good times so it was pointless having it] so if you want to talk you'll have to pm me. [if i am on i will answer you in 10 minutes or less] also only one post will be on instead of three. [i might change it to 2] also the cursor changed! ha ha! i was able to take the ad of it out. so, ha i win! i get the cursor for free with no ad.
omg...i have like 4 backgrounds already ready for this site [that does not mean a change] i think i might try to make them in to walls...maybe.
now a little about my life. on saturday we went to the hispanic market [btw i am hispanic]and like usual i smile to everybody. it's like my hi. so i smiled to this one man and then he says "hola" and looks me over with a smile on his face. i was like "mommy, please come save me" so, yeah i stopped smiling at everybody and looked at the floor. especially when men started staring/glancing at me. [i was alone with nobody to defend me so it would be an easy "catch"] then on sunday the neighbor came again...GRR! so yeah i was stuck with the kid again...i didn't know what i was going to do with him...what do you do with a 5 month old? so yeah...i don't know what i'm gonna do...ugh, life sucks! i want school again [i have i computer class this year so hopefully this site won't be blocked so i might come on here during school too. ^_^]
anyways ? for you:
1.what grade are you going to be in now?
me? i'm gonna be a sophmore!!! yay! i finally have freshmen top ick on! lol!
hey people....
well i'm not exactly happy now but i will try to be for you *trys to smile* well today i had work. one of my mom's "friends" called and asked me if i could come over to do some work. so i was like "sure". all ihad to do was shred some stuff and crap. also i had full computer access still. so anyways the shredder over heated three times and didn't work so i got on the my otaku. then i started chatting in a chat box [which was pretty interesting] anyways my mom ended up finding out that i was talking to "strangers" on the internet. and she doesn't want me to have anything to do with you guys or anybody else on any forum. so i am currently pissed at her. i finally start making friends and she wants to take me away...grr! seriously sometimes i just want to hurt that woman!!!
on an other note. thank you for liking the change. i hope it can stay up for a week. and thank you for your symphaty. anyways my mom scolded me for not taking the kid. so next time i have to take it...with a smile.[don't get me wrong. i like babies and everything. but sometimes i'm tired and i had enough of raising babies from my brother. i was 11 when he was born.]and thanking you for liking my picture. here is another one:
this was a challenged put up by my uncle. i finished in 4 hours. ugh, i was tired after all that work [for nothing btw] anyways i think it is a bunch of crap. there are so many mistakes! i should just do it again...but there are so many other things i have started and not finished T_T. anyways i am just posting this b/c coloring manga is like my style of drawing. you people draw, i color. i really do hope that i can color one day like a true mangaka...
quiz:
Which TSUBASA RESERVoir CHRoNiCLE character are you?
You are Sakura.Compassionate and caring, you try to take others under your wing; if someone seems hurt, you do your best to cheer them up.Yet, you're lonely; not very many people understand you. This pains you deeply, but you take care not to let it show. Take this quiz!
hello!
well, i did change. it was really bugging me. but now it is in complete darkness [btw i did not make the bg] but i still love it. maybe one day i will put something with color...i think i might change soon again. so to celebrate the change, video time!
the second opening of xxxholic. so feel free to grab your air guitar and play along. ^_^
well, my mom did buy me a cute shirt so it wasn't all bad. and we might go to the mall this weekend, but it won't be the same...boo. my neighbor came over, AGAIN. she kept on trying to shove her baby on me. We were outside [we were working on yardwork] and she came. she kept on saying that he loved me and shoving him in my face [he pulled my hair!] so thankfully our other neighbor came to my rescue! she asked me if i wanted a cookie, which got me away from that lady. but she was too persitent so i ended up with a baby the afternoon...T_T i was not happy.
i completely forgot that yesterday was my one month anniversary. so to celebrate i finally finished a picture that i started a long time ago. i started the 20th of june and didn't finish it till today [to be fair i didn't work on it for a month] so here it is! it is smaller than the original though
all i did was color it. i didn't draw it.i wish ther were somewhere i could submit this but there isn't...boo. it isn't wallpaper-able, it isn't e-card-able [btw i put up a bunch yesterday]so i hope you like it. it was a lot of layers [i think it was more than 50 at least.] and i spent at least more than 12 hours on it. i still have a lot to improve though...a lot. that's it for today, see you tomorrow hopefully!
hello my pretties!
first video, watch it or die...jk! but plz watch it.
it's xxholic, yay! i love watanuki!
GO WATANUKI! I LOVE YOU!!!
anyways today i woke up like at 10. and my mom and my neighbor were asking me if wanted to go to the mall with them. and i said no b/c i thought it was too early. [clueless to how late it was] but worst of all they went to my fav mall! ugh...i feel horrible now. i have so much manga buying to catch up with! i need host club and xxxholic! [i can live without tsubasa] so while my mom and brother are at the mall i am here with you!
i want to change this site...yet again. i don't know why but it's screaming to me 'CHANGE ME! CHANGE ME!' and i am about to give in. so what do you think. change or no change?
i will try drawing again! people use to think i was good, but i have no idea how to do the eyes. i need help. also i started drawing anime the first time with watanuki and he is not easy...i think. anyways long post.very long...i'll be back later with more crap or quizzes
life is a real b- - - h 
CHANGE!!! 
hey people.... 
hello! 