Saturday, April 22, 2006

   YAY FOR COSTUMES!
Yes! Ha, yesterday (Thursday) was a happy, happy day! We got all our costumes! I was so incredibly happy! And now I'm really excited, if you couldn't tell.

Right now I'm working on organizing all of my costuming work: checklists, cast lists, costume changes, quick changes, the works. (Lucky for me, as the sane person out of the costuming duo, I've got both Mike-bishie and Cole aka Belle for their finale scene change. And Slut #1 and DRACO MALFOY, but who cares 'bout them? Oknotreallybutyeah.)

It's hell. But it's awesome too.

Show countdown: 6 days

Love,
Megumi
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Thursday, April 20, 2006

   So tired...show countdown: 8 days
I'm...very, VERY tired. So, so, so, so tired. 6 hour rehersal today. And it was...crazy.

So, far, this is what I've done for the show:

Choir
Deck Constuction and Design
Deck Crew
Costume Crew
Advetising

And it's been nuts. People are getting stressed out now, but know what? I'm enjoying the sress. I like working under pressure, especially this kind of pressure. Besides, i deal with different kinds of stress differently: this kind (with people going crazy all around me) makes me want to giggle and roll around on the floor. 0___o 'Tis odd, I know.

But yes, so much work. I'm gonna go sleep now, xD.

Love,
-Megums
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Tuesday, April 18, 2006

   I feel......raped.........
Someone broke into our car. And stole my purse. True, nothing important was in it, besides my house key and USB memory stick (which had two school projects from 6 months ago, one not even being mine), but...damnit, it was my stuff...and...I just feel like crying some more. (I cried when I first noticed my stuff was gone, I just leaned against the car and started sobbing.)

It happened when we were getting dinner, me and my mom. At first, it took me a few seconds to notice anything was wrong, and, my mom has to laugh at this, 'cause I just looked at the car, sorta confused, before looking up and her and going, "...Mom...?" Then came the panic, then the overwhelming...grief. I just...I couldn't hold back, I just leaned against the car and started to bawl. They only grabbed my purse too, nothing else, though we have a LOT more important things sitting in that car (my CD player, for one, was in my backpack. Which they left. God people, be smart and take that kind of shit for once, eh?! Just leave my writing notebook, ok?). But...it just...it's a bitch. It really is a bitch. Especially when they're just gonna dump it in some dumpster later. I'm just glad my phone was in my pocket, and my wallet (with all my ID's), plus my money, was at home. Small victory.

I'm sorry for being so emo. I just can't help but think it's my fault, even though it isn't. It's just...putting the blame on myself makes it easier than putting it on nothing at all. And it hurts. It hurts a lot. It's just not...fair.

I do love you all though, so much. Thanks for being here, loves.

So much love,
-Megumi
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Sunday, April 16, 2006

   Happy Easter!
Happy Easter everyone! Hope you guys have an AWESOME day!

Love,
-Megumi
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Friday, April 14, 2006

   0_______________0 *nosebleed*
xD

And yush, muh Chels~chan, I do usually update late at night (around 10/11 my time), so that's why MyO makes it look like a day later than the post really was.

No, lol, ho'kays, I'm gonna sound too damn lovesick again, but really, I'm hyperactive. I can't help myself.

Ever seen something you really just want to stare at for like, hours...but you can't?

Ever have it be a guy's ass?

Ever have that ass be right up in your face? Like, literally?

xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Dance class + streching + standing behind THE GUY (actually...he stood directly in front of me) = THE GUY'S ass directly in my face when we had to bend over.

HO-LY SHIT. <3

It was hawt. <3

xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

And...yeah. o.O Oh, and he ate my ice cream sandwich today, too. And yesterday he was like, seeking out my mama for "counciling" (aka talking to her about shit). They actually had a good 15 minute conversation. It was weird. ._.U

Oy, luv, quit messing with my head, will ya? xD

Love,
-Megumi
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Wednesday, April 12, 2006

   OY! De fuck ya morons tryin' ta pull?!
Title = mental thoughts at rehersal t'day. wanna know why?

Ho'kays, I wanted to go fill my water bottle, but i hate going off by myself. Yeah, whatever. But yes, I was sitting around with Mel, Slut #2, THE GUY *squee*, and his best friend, who I'll just nickname Cogs for now, since he's Cogsworth in the show. Yeah, well we were all offstage, and I was giving Mel and Slut #2 shit about going with me to fill up my water bottle. They were like, "No...but hey, Cogs, go with Megumi."
"Uhhhhhhhhhhn....THE GUY, go with Megumi to go get water..."
"Ho'kays."

0_________________0 = WAS NOT EXPECTIN' THAT ONE.

We ended up with a tiff over that too, 'cause he got confused, and I'm sure I blushed like crazy 'cause my face felt so hot, but I was like, "Really, 'OY! DE FUCK YA TRYIN' TA PULL, EH?!'" It just had a weird vibe coming from Cogs, almost like the HE KNOOOOOOOOOOOWS vibe.


.__________________________.;;;;

It was cool though, for at least a few minutes we were able to actually have a conversation (about Spanish class, and the reaction to our ditching yesterday, xD). And he ended up having to open the door for me, 'cause I was so flustered I was acting a lil' retarded and couldn't do it.


xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD Love sick fool, yush.


Luff,
-Megums


PS- OH! YEAH! *squees and glomps everyone around her* I've decided on a song. And nope, it's not off that old list. =DDD It's from "Wicked", and it's a duet that can be performed as a solo (which is what I'm doing), and it's called "For Good". Basically, since this show is always themed as the "Goodbye Show", it fits PERFECTLY. Lookit:


I've heard it said
That people come into our lives for a reason
Bringing something we must learn
And we are led
To those who help us most to grow
If we let them
And we help them in return
Well, I don't know if I believe that's true
But I know I'm who I am today
Because I knew you

Like a comet pulled from orbit
As it passes a sun
Like a stream that meets a boulder
Halfway through the wood
Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
But because I knew you
I have been changed for good

It well may be
That we will never meet again
In this lifetime
So let me say before we part
So much of me
Is made of what I learned from you
You'll be with me
Like a handprint on my heart
And now whatever way our stories end
I know you have re-written mine
By being my friend...

Like a ship blown from its mooring
By a wind off the sea
Like a seed dropped by a sky bird
In a distant wood
Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
But because I knew you...
Because I knew you...
I have been changed for good

And just to clear the air
I ask forgiveness
For the things I've done you blame me for
But then, I guess we know
There's blame to share
And none of it seems to matter anymore

Like a comet pulled from orbit
As it passes a sun
Like a stream that meets a boulder
Halfway through the wood
Who can say if I've been
Changed for the better?...

I do believe I have been
Changed for the better

And because I knew you...
Because I knew you...
Because I knew you...
I have been changed for good


Edited to what I'm singing, but...yeah. *blush* Ain't it purdy lookin'? And, gah, it always makes me want to cry, it's so pretty. xDDDDDDD I'll try to get a sound file...eventually.
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Monday, April 10, 2006

   "No one mourns the wicked!"
New addiction: the Broadway musical "Wicked". It's the prequel to "The Wizard of Oz". Ya know, Dorothy, Scarecrow, Tin Man, Cowardly Lion, all that fun stuff. Yeah, it's the story of Glinda the Good witch, and Elphaba, aka "The Wicked Witch of the West". I'm loving the soundtrack. xDDDDDDDDDDDDD

OOH! And, lol, I ditched my first peiod today with, get this, THE GUY! OMGYUSH. Ok, not the entire time was it just with him, but I was "with" him....yeah, it's confusing. But yay anyway! xD


I'm such a dork, hah. =D

Luv,
-Megumi
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Saturday, April 8, 2006

   *dances around in her new dress of DAHOOM*
Oh. Muh. GAWD. *squees* I'm so bouncy! I got my prom dress! (Yush, I'm actually going to prom, with either my sister ((who's had dibs on me since last year)) or Darlin', who's been annoying the FUCK outta me lately, so yeah. Or anyone else, if I get asked. =D) It's so purdy! Floor length, dark royal blue, and strapless; very simple looking, no frills at all, very...classical. =3 And holy crap, was it cheep! Major clearence: from 100$ to 25$!!! Ha, It made me so happy.

=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

But yeah. I was just overly excited over my new dress.


(I ended up with new shoes too, but they came before the dress. 0_o Pink stilletos. Purdy, but holy shit, I'd die. 4 1/2 inch heels. OMG. Skurry. o___oUUU)

Love,
-Megumi
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Thursday, April 6, 2006

   Guh, so tired!
I'm sooooooooooooooooooo effin' tired. It'll be an early night for me, that's for sure.

'Nother dance day; dancing is so fun, guh, I luff it. So much. Seriously, I miss it as a class. It always takes my concentration off of everything else, and as Resse Witherspoon puts it in "Legally Blonde": "Look, exercise releases endorphins. Endorphins make you happy. Happy people just don't kill their husbands!"

My throat hurts though. In one of the songs, Human Again, we didn't have enough soprano 2's (meaning, they can sing soprano notes, but not the insanely high ones), so since I can hit the notes, I had to sing with them. I can pull it off (I have a nutty vocal range, from high-ass soprano notes to lower, tenor notes =D), but it takes a lot of air, and it kinda hurts my throat/chest/sinuses. I don't really know why it hurts my sinuses though. 0_oU

Bleh...I'm hungry...and I want Chelsea to come back online...*glomps*

OOOOOOOOOOH! Y'know how my school has it's "Follies" thingy, at the end of each semester? Well, I've got two songs I'm thinking of auditioning for the next one with. Here, lookit:

http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=66911847

That's a duet piece, but i might be able to pull it off otherwise...or maybe I could sucker Mike-bishie or even THE GUY into singing it with me. =DDDDDDDDDD Oh, and #2:

http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=44030048

'Tis the first song, "How Can I Not Love You". It makes me think of THE GUY...so yeah....*shrugs*

Tell me whatcha think, 'k guys?

Luv,
-Megumi

PS- If I do sing "If I Never Knew You"...who with? Or just by meself, to make it more personal?
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Sunday, April 2, 2006

   Sweepy, sweepy....
Lol, I'm still so tired from yesterday. Art auction/Italian dinner for Drama. Fun, but exhausting.

And, as my new favorite saying would go, LOL@DRACOMALFOY. Yeah, ya'll know the little cyute kiddo. (I call him that 'cause he's barely 14, and so itty-bitty! True, he's taller than me, but by just an inch, so yeah!) Why LOL@HIM?

xD 'Cause the dumbass was hanging all over me all day. Doing two of the worst things you could do if you wanted my attention: being clingy (there are exceptions here), and trying to act more important than my family. (Bish, please, you=/=as important as my family.) He was ALL OVER ME. D= AND HE TRIED TO KISS ME! I was just like, "WTF, GO AWAY."

(See, we were attempting "stage kisses", where one person puts their thumbs over their mouth when they kiss the other person. We got some pretty convincing ones out of it, but then DRACO was like, "Our turn!" and like, GRABBED my head and was being all forceful/RAPIST with it. AND HE MOVED HIS THUMBS. DDDDDDDDDDDDDD= Like, not off his mouth, but way further apart than they should've been. I freaked the fuck out, then bitched him out 'cause he knocked my earring out. And the fuck tried it again! I was just like, "OMGWTF, BITCH GTFO!!!!!!")

Yeah, so, not a real kiss, but it was still like, OMGWTFBISHGTFO.


And what pissed me off the most is he was all over me the most around others guys. And THE GUY was there. *fumes* THE GUY even asked if we were a couple. (He really did too, he was like, "So, are you guys like, a couple now?") I couldn't really read the tone of his voice, or his face, but was like, "*shakes head* NO."


Gah, stupid little horny boys. *shoves DRACO off a cliff*



Otherwise, the night was fun. I wish I could've gotten more time with THE GUY though. *pouts* Ah well, ne?


Oh. And, *giggle*, I luff my mama's coworker. She's too funny. But I'll tell that later; I really need a shower to help me wake up. xD

-Megumi
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