Monday, March 13, 2006

   HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY CHELSEA!!!!!!!!

I had fun making those....<3
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Monday, March 6, 2006

   Cute, annoying, but OH SO TRUE

xD
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   YOU POPPED MAH BUBBLE!
Oh my God...I'm so insanely proud of mehself...'cause I told off my drama teacher, and he BACKED DOWN. Fuck yes man, FUCK. YES.

'K, see, I was trying to finish getting costume measurements, and trying to tell him about that one place all at the same time. Well, he wouldn't let me talk, and i was finally like, "GAH! WHATEVER!" And well:

Him: Did I pop your bubble?
Me: *grumblegrumble*
Him: Hey, talk to your dad, he's the one who told me all your plans first. (My dad is going to the school this week to help build sets, so he was there most of the day. x3)
Me: *snarl* *warning glare*
Him: So, I guess your dad popped your bubble.
Me: MAH DAD DIDN'T POP MAH BUBBLE! YOU POPPED MAH BUBBLE! NOW GO AWAY! *snarl growl bitch scream* *shoves hand in his face*
Him: 0_oU *blinks* *walks away*


Oh yeah, who's your momma?! *giggle* I'm so proud, and man, did that feel good. YEAH! *pumps fist*

And I'm still calling that damn theatre for their costumes, I don't give a fuck. I even said that as he walked away; I turned back to the girls with me, and just said, "I'm calling them anyway." Yep, blunt, commanding, a lil' scary...but I am calling them. xD

Teaches him two things: A) Don't piss me off when I'm hormonal and I've had it up to HERE with you, and 2) DON'T SAY SHIT ABOUT MAH DADDY. I'm a daddy's girl, so that kind of thing just doesn't fly.

Oh, and I get lightboard lessons tomorrow. AND I GOT MESELF A SCRIPT! Well, my dad got the script, but my parents are all for me learning Belle's part even so. *grin*

I'd get to kiss Mike-bishie if I somehow got the part...o_o Wow.

xD
-Megums
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   YAY FOR AWESOME SONGS!
Oh. My. GOD! I've found two new songs I LURVE: "Candyman (aka Lollipop)" and "Roses are Red" by Aqua. *squeals with delight* Absolutely awesome!

Oh, and yeah! Guess what else? I'm so one-upping my stupid drama teacher! *does the little "nya" thing with the finger and eyelid pulling* It just so happens that my folks got ALL the material for the sets donated, my mama got a guy to come in FOR free and help us set our light design, AND I may have just found a place in the city about 70 miles away that can rent costumes to us for WAY cheeper than what we're already going to rent (plus, these costumes are FRICKIN' GORGEOUS, instead of the ugly-ass costumes my teach wants right now).

OH YEAH, WHO'S THE BOSS NOW BITCH!!!

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I so win.

-Megums
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Friday, March 3, 2006

   Neragh...
I'm sleepy, stressed out, and so glad tomorrow's Friday.

It's my sissy's birthday tomorrow! *squeals* She'll be 17! ANDOMG, Chelsea's birfday is in just under 2 weeks! *spazzfit* MY CHIRU'S TURNING 18! She can buy porn now! *giggle*

Ah, gomen nasai, I'm a little out of it. Days have been harder lately, after all the musical crap that went down. I'm still extremely angry, but I'm glad I'm feeling something, even if it's anger. I'm very hurt too...especially after some of the things my drama teacher told my mom...saying I have "an incredible voice" and "such talent". It just feels like a slap in the face to hear all that. But, I'll talk to the guy on my own, when it gets closer to showtime. I need closure, but I'm just not ready yet. Not when the wounds are still fresh.

Arigato though, to Chelsea and Lolly, for being there for me. I can never say it enough times. <3

-Megumi
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Monday, February 27, 2006

   I've been needing to write since Friday, so...:
"Truthfully...you can't kill the bastard. It'd be too complicated to explain to others."

The small brunette relaxing on the floor was caught off guard as a few growls followed her comment. Sitting up, she brushed her hair out of her eyes, frowning. "I'm serious here! You can't kill him. Maim, yes. Torture, yes. Terrorize, of course. But kill? No."

"But, Megumi..."

"I said NO, Lolly-chan. Put the katana away." The comment sent the younger, dark-haired girl into a pout. The girl tucked her drawn katana back into the sheath a few inches from her, but let her fingers stay on the hilt.

Flopping back onto the soft, plushy carpet, the brunette -presumably called Megumi- sighed. "And you, Chels-chan? Should I expect Bakura and Malik and Marik at school tomorrow? Otogi-kun is already insisting on being there...and you DID tell the Three Amigos about what happened...Man, their faces were priceless." The girl let out a giggle, turning to face the oldest girl in the room, who was currently attempting to paint small hearts on her toenails. Yawning, the brunette continued, idly picking at a strand of carpet. "I mean, I know the guy deserves it," she mumbled, "but I don't want to cause more problems-"

"You wouldn't be." The older girl had set her nailpolish down, her large, multi-colored eyes swirling with emotion. "You said it yourself: the fucker deserves it. So why keep playing his game?" Breaking out a grin, the girl joined the other two on the floor, lying on her stomach. She tossed an arm around Megumi's waist, and rested her cheek on the girl's shoulder.

Megumi reached out a hand to brush some strands of chestnut hair from the other girl's eyes, smiling. She watched as the youngest girl scooted over, peeking up at her from Chelsea's shoulder. "Chels, Lolly...I'm not playing his game. I refuse to. I just don't want to be seen as a bad person."

Lolly shook her head, long ebony stands fanning out around her. "That's why we're doing the killing, luff!" Flashing an adorable smile, she flicked her fingers at Megumi's head, giggling as the girl squealed and squirmed. "Come on! Enough pouting!"

"Yeah!" Chelsea squealed, jumping off the floor, pulling Megumi and Lolly up with her. "We need to cheer up!" She clapped her hands together, before rushing to her closet. "We're going out, damnit! And we're going dancing! I don't care if you're still bruised from a few days ago Megums, you're getting out there!"

"'Slongs as Malik keeps his hands off my pants, and his ass outta them, I'm happy."

"Good! But we're not making any promises about him; he does seem to have an odd fascination with your clothing."

-OWARI-
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Friday, February 24, 2006

   FUCKSHITCOCKBITCHMOTHERFUCKINGCUNTGODDAMNIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I. Am. PISSED.

Wanna know why?

I didn't even get a fucking LEAD. I got some fucking two-line role with the name "Hat Seller". FUCK. JUST GODDAMNITMOUTHERFUCKING FUCK.

My drama teacher has HELL to pay. 'cause I'm not the only other pissed off kid. There were 62 who auditioned. And i'll bet you that 55 are ready to kill him.

Heaven have mercy on his soul, 'cause 50 of those 62 were women. And not only was I in TEARS, SOBBING MY FUCKING HEART OUT, but I'm not THE ONLY ONE.

I really hope that man survives the weekend. 'cause my daddy said, "Don't worry about it. I'm going to handle it." And that means that guy's ending up in DEEP SHIT.

I do love ya'll though, 'cause I sure as hell know ya'll love me just the same. =)

And Lolly, I want the same thing! Gah! Ya must email me some time here soon! Luff ya!

-Megumi
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Thursday, February 23, 2006

   *massive squee of DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM*
I got a callback! I did it, I did it, I did it! thank you so much to anyone who was keeping me in mind yesterday and last night (specially lolly and Chelsea!) *jumps all around* Now...tomorrow's the true test...*deep breath* I can't wait!

*squeal*

Oh, and men suck. *giggle*

-Megumi
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Wednesday, February 22, 2006

   I Can't Help This Feeling
"I can't help it...I still feel as if there's some kind of fire inside me, burning away, giving me hope. I've had this...feeling...since October; I can't put it any other way. it's just that; a feeling, a feeding of that fire, telling me something. It's as if Fate wants me to understand that I already have what I desire, that it's been waiting for me. And I pray, I pray with every fiber of my being, that Fate isn't wrong.

I...I want this! I want this so bad that I could kill for it; hell, I could DIE for it. I could lay down my life at someone's feet, just for this. I want it so bad that my heart pleads with anyone listening for me to have it. I just want it...so, so bad.

I deserve it...don't I? Don't I deserve to feel special...just this once? Don't I deserve to have this one wish granted? Just this once?

please...I just...I don't want to think that my feelings are for naught. I know it, deep inside my soul...just...prove to me...that this...this is really going to happen."

Call-backs are tomorrow. Let's see how it goes, ne?

(I think it'll be good though...I had a sign today. *shy smile* I fell off the Green Room stage ((the little one, not the big one))...no, it's actually a good thing! See, every time something big happens in my life, I fall off of something. And I fell today...and I'm bruising...xD But yeah...just...pray for me, guys? i know it's a lot to ask...but...I just...I want this just So. Damn. BAD. And...hell, I think I might even need this...)

So much love I make Cupid cry in SHAME:

-Megumi~Sparx
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Tuesday, February 21, 2006

Who Is Your Ideal Disney Love Match? by anonymity
Name:
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Match:	Scar
Reason:	You have fun together
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WTF at me and Chelsea...ya member why, luv?
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I had a really big ass post from yesterday, but MyO decided to be a butthead and not post it. And I'm lazy. Yay. *yawns* But yeah.

O.M.G. Auditions in two days...not even two days, more like...wait, no...it's kindasortalmost two full days. Bleh, I can't count. But yeah.

I'M SO EXCIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIITED.
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I CAN'T WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAIT.

Love ya'll.

-Megumi

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