Sunday, January 22, 2006

   HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOLLY-CHAN!!!
Gomen, I know I'm late, but I promise I'll have your gift up as soon as my computer decides that it loves me again. 0_o

But yush, Happy 15th Birthday my luffly! Hope it was the best yet!

-Megumi
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Saturday, January 21, 2006

   Maybe she'll be the belle of the ball...if he tells her she's beautiful tonight
Like it? It's a quote I used for a project in CW today. Just came to me, out of absolutely nowhere. *shrugs* I do love it though. The full quote is: "Maybe she'll be the belle of the ball, if he tells her she's beautiful tonight. But who knows if he loves her?"

Ah, today...*tired sigh8. Both fabulous, and yet kinda sad. Remember that "old flame" I talked about, well, today was his last day at school; he's moving this weekend, to Texas. Not that it's incredibly far away, but yeah. I finally realized my true feelings for him too...and, you know, we could never be just friends. There's no doubt that we would've been a couple, or if we ever see each other again, we'll end up dating. And it hurts a little inside, because it's like the first time I lost him, all over again. But, he does have my email and AIM now, I gave them to him when we said goodbye, so I hope we can keep in touch. We will be, if he felt the same thing I did today.

See, he was in my 3rd, since we used to have the class together, and at the end, we all made a line to say 'bye to him. The other girls were hugging him, and when I got to him, I said, "Is there one for me too?" (meaning a hug), and he said, "Yeah," and we hugged. And...wow. That's been the first TRUE hug I've recieved from a guy in AGES. That was, i guess, the moment when everything just kind of clicked. He held me tight, protectivly, and I just kinda of held on to him for dear life, and it was...just...wow. I didn't want to move, 'cause it felt...RIGHT. Like I belonged there, in his arms. I actually kinda felt safe, and desireed. And it wasn't a quick hug, we stayed there for a bit. And i loved, and will cherish, every second of it.

It kinda makes me want to cry now, and I guess I might, in my dreams. (I cried in a dream last night...it was an amazing dream, but kind of terrifying at the same time.) I'm going to miss him...and now I regret not getting to him sooner, like when I had the chance two years ago. Maybe though, this is the way things are to work: we'll eventually find happiness. I believe that every action has a purpose, and if he felt the same from that hug, we'll eventually find ourselves together, and happy.



If it's possible to know love, and to love more than one person (romantically), then I'd have to say I love him. And I'll miss him desperately. But hey, I know something will eventually come out right. And who knows? Love has a way of making it's own fate and destiny. =)

So much love-

Megumi
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   Maybe she'll be the belle of the ball...if he tells her she's beautiful tonight
Like it? It's a quote I used for a project in CW today. Just came to me, out of absolutely nowhere. *shrugs* I do love it though. The full quote is: "Maybe she'll be the belle of the ball, if he tells her she's beautiful tonight. But who knows if he loves her?"

Ah, today...*tired sigh8. Both fabulous, and yet kinda sad. Remember that "old flame" I talked about, well, today was his last day at school; he's moving this weekend, to Texas. Not that it's incredibly far away, but yeah. I finally realized my true feelings for him too...and, you know, we could never be just friends. There's no doubt that we would've been a couple, or if we ever see each other again, we'll end up dating. And it hurts a little inside, because it's like the first time I lost him, all over again. But, he does have my email and AIM now, I gave them to him when we said goodbye, so I hope we can keep in touch. We will be, if he felt the same thing I did today.

See, he was in my 3rd, since we used to have the class together, and at the end, we all made a line to say 'bye to him. The other girls were hugging him, and when I got to him, I said, "Is there one for me too?" (meaning a hug), and he said, "Yeah," and we hugged. And...wow. That's been the first TRUE hug I've recieved from a guy in AGES. That was, i guess, the moment when everything just kind of clicked. He held me tight, protectivly, and I just kinda of held on to him for dear life, and it was...just...wow. I didn't want to move, 'cause it felt...RIGHT. Like I belonged there, in his arms. I actually kinda felt safe, and desireed. And it wasn't a quick hug, we stayed there for a bit. And i loved, and will cherish, every second of it.

It kinda makes me want to cry now, and I guess I might, in my dreams. (I cried in a dream last night...it was an amazing dream, but kind of terrifying at the same time.) I'm going to miss him...and now I regret not getting to him sooner, like when I had the chance two years ago. Maybe though, this is the way things are to work: we'll eventually find happiness. I believe that every action has a purpose, and if he felt the same from that hug, we'll eventually find ourselves together, and happy.



If it's possible to know love, and to love more than one person (romantically), then I'd have to say I love him. And I'll miss him desperately. But hey, I know something will eventually come out right. And who knows? Love has a way of making it's own fate and destiny. =)

So much love-

Megumi
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Wednesday, January 18, 2006

   LOL, and almost forgot!
One thing i do like about Creative Writing: this adorable lil' emo girl in there! OMG, she's like, the stereotypical emo child, it's so adorable. =3 I just wanted to squish her all up in a glomp and pinch her cheeks! She's got the short, two-toned hair (blonde and black, lmao), is so skinny!, was wearing an MCR t-shirt and girl pants, and those cute lil' skater shoes! I was just like: =^o^= URSOCYUTE!

Har, yush. AND! And my budder's basketball game, there was this cute lil' chubby cheerleader, and she made me squeal, she was so damn adorable! She's was the best of 'em too. *squee* Who says ya can't be fat AND a cheerleader?

-Megums
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Tuesday, January 17, 2006

   I love school....*le sigh* So. Effin'. MUCH.
No, i actually don't love school. What I do love, are my new classes. Why?

1st Period, Spanish II: To start things off, I pity the poor bastard teaching us. He has to deal with the best of the worst of us Drama nerds. =D I love the arrangement: me, my uberly-awesome guy friend (the teddy-bear dude), Fuckin' Kyle (no, you can't say his name without the "fuckin'", 'cause it just doesn't work), AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNDDDDDDDDDD:

*deep breath*

THE GUY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YES! He's in my class! When i saw him walk in, I got this like, orgasmic smile on my face, and was like, "Somebody loves me...." xDDDDDDDDD Mornings are from now on going to kick some major ASS.

2nd Period, Creative Writing: Besides from it being my favorite subject, this class can suck my non-existant balls. I'm all alone in it. Seriously. And it fuckin' S.U.C.K.S.

3rd Period, Pre-AP World History: Once again, I love the arrangement. We all know each other, there's only 12 of us, and we're all the BIGGEST nerds in school. But, we're awesomely-cool nerds. =3 But yeah, I'm only 1 of four girls in that class. So, yesh, it's awesome. And an old "flame" (no, we never dated, but we've kinda on-and-off crushed on each other since 7th grade) is in there, and hey, who knows where it might lead? (Personally, we'd make better friends, I think. Friends who cuddle and molest each other. Like...me and Chelsea. =333333333333)

4th Period, Advanced Performance: Psssshaw, what's new there? =3 Besides a few kids, but neh, who cares?

So, yeah. Me ish berry happy. CELEBRATE! *breaks out glowsticks and candy and rave music*

-Megumi
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Saturday, January 14, 2006

   Lmao...I'm such a retard at times...@.@
I had a lot of shit to blog...but I keep forgetting...damn me and my short attention span.

My left hand is going numb for some reason...and yeah....

WTF NO MORE COFFEE FOR ME! DDDDDD=

Gah, gomen nasai everyone, lil' Megumi's just bored as all hell. Four-day weekends do that to a girl.

Mike/THE GUY need to get off of work...I'm bored. And I wanna go do something tomorrow, so yeah, they need to get off of work so I can ask them to go do something tomorrow/Monday.

(For Lolly: Gah, so sorry luv, about my retarded blog about Mike being on the phone. Y'see, I hate talking on the phone...but it was Mike...so I was just like, "WTFOMG what's he want? Dx". We'd been texting before then, and like, the week before he'd asked why I never CALLED him, so he just called me. And I spazzed. And yeah. xD)

But yeah...I'm really effin' bored....and YEAH, no more coffee for me. I'm almost as bad as Trisha was on our way back from competition. But hey: that DID produce some fun inside jokes!

I love me some inside jokes. *shifty eyes* Like...Chelsea...a sexy hooker and baclava!...or hiding in Yami's hair...and Alien sex....

=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

-Megumi
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Thursday, January 12, 2006

   Lol, I'm pretty damn handy with power tools, ne?
It's sad when a girl knows how to build a doorframe, and yet three guys don't. *shrugs*

Yeah, there wasn't much else to do today, so I went to the theatre for 2nd period, with those other girls, and our teacher was like, "Build me a doorframe." So, yeah. I built a doorframe. xD It was actually kinda fun...so it makes me wish I could do tech class, but ne, I'd have to give up CW, and nu, I dun wanna.

OH! OMG! I got more compliments today on my song! =D *blush* My teach even said I did pretty good....so yeah, if I work on it just a teeny bit harder....oh, I really wish I could have Belle. It's like...*sigh*. It's like, my dream. And that kind of role, as a sophomore? It's not unheard of, but it's an honor. A really awesome, incredible honor. Man, I really hope I pull this off, ya know? *grin*

But yeah. Fun times man, fun times.

-Megumi
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Wednesday, January 11, 2006

   Almost done with Finals, and new classes start Tuesday!
Man, I'm so tired. But I'm insanely glad, because I'm almost done with my finals! Only the essay for my English class left to go, for tommorow, and I'm done with this semester! Yay!

Oh, and new classes: Spanish II (I need a full year of a language to get a credit, xP); Creative Writing (SCORE!!! =D); World History; and, as usual, Drama IV aka Advanced Performance. So yeah, nothing too hard. And fuck, in CW, I'll probably be able to get crap loads of fic work done. Yes, I have lots of projects I'm wanting to start, which include:

Love, Your Secret Santa: Christmas ficcy, Yu-Gi-Oh!, basically what the title is

Redamo: My first Kingdom Hearts ficcy, and possibly my first with citrus flavors; (oh, and the title? In Latin, it means: "To love in return".)

Untitled: An InuYasha fic, not really thought through, but would be another possibly citrus flavored one


So yeah, lots of work for '06. *happy sigh* Makes me tired, yet happy.

Oh, and yeah, I performed in front of the entire class alone today! *cries* I had to sing, and see, I know I've got a really nice voice, and I seriously have no stage fright, except for one condition: I absolutely cannot perform in front of people I KNOW (and even that has conditions) without some major preparation. Which I didn't have today, so yeah, I know it wasn't my best, I don't think I did too bad, I'm always too critical of myself, but I was utterly terrified up there. I was shaking! Lmao, I was like, "Lol, fuck, I'm having a seizure...", but yeah, I wasn't, I was just really scared. Mergh, I'll do better for auditions. It's the same song, (for Beauty and the Beast) so I should only have to refine the damn thing. And attempt to go over my break without killing my vocal chords, xDDDD. Gotta get that effin' high note, the bitch that it is.

So much love I make Cupid cry in SHAME:

-Megumi
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   Almost done with Finals, and new classes start Tuesday!
Man, I'm so tired. But I'm insanely glad, because I'm almost done with my finals! Only the essay for my English class left to go, for tommorow, and I'm done with this semester! Yay!

Oh, and new classes: Spanish II (I need a full year of a language to get a credit, xP); Creative Writing (SCORE!!! =D); World History; and, as usual, Drama IV aka Advanced Performance. So yeah, nothing too hard. And fuck, in CW, I'll probably be able to get crap loads of fic work done. Yes, I have lots of projects I'm wanting to start, which include:

Love, Your Secret Santa: Christmas ficcy, Yu-Gi-Oh!, basically what the title is

Redamo: My first Kingdom Hearts ficcy, and possibly my first with citrus flavors; (oh, and the title? In Latin, it means: "To love in return".)

Untitled: An InuYasha fic, not really thought through, but would be another possibly citrus flavored one


So yeah, lots of work for '06. *happy sigh* Makes me tired, yet happy.

Oh, and yeah, I performed in front of the entire class alone today! *cries* I had to sing, and see, I know I've got a really nice voice, and I seriously have no stage fright, except for one condition: I absolutely cannot perform in front of people I KNOW (and even that has conditions) without some major preparation. Which I didn't have today, so yeah, I know it wasn't my best, I don't think I did too bad, I'm always too critical of myself, but I was utterly terrified up there. I was shaking! Lmao, I was like, "Lol, fuck, I'm having a seizure...", but yeah, I wasn't, I was just really scared. Mergh, I'll do better for auditions. It's the same song, (for Beauty and the Beast) so I should only have to refine the damn thing. And attempt to go over my break without killing my vocal chords, xDDDD. Gotta get that effin' high note, the bitch that it is.

So much love I make Cupid cry in SHAME:

-Megumi
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Monday, January 9, 2006

   Lmao...just....lmao
It's fucking Mike...on the phone...oh god.....

Yeah, I answered the phone people, god, shut up!

*lawls* I'm being a retard, STFU!!!!!!!

And dyslexic....and really quiet.....and GOD STFU....

-Megumi
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