Thursday, January 5, 2006

   OMGYAY. And don't freak, mmmkay?
DUDES....you know me and my FREAKEH pyschic powers, si? Well, OMG, I'm getting such weird vibes about tomorrow...really good ones though too. So, i have NO EFFIN' CLUE as to what it means, but YEAH.

Oh, and I'll be getting a 80% or so on my book project, 'cause I'll be turning it in late. No, i don't give a fuck. Really, I don't. As odd as it seems, I really dislike school with a passion for some subjects. I mean, I can love the teachers, even the class, but....man, I swear I have undiagnosed ADHD or ADD or something. I'm really bad when it comes to focusing in half my classes. Oh well. =3

I need to text mine and Chelsea's lover here in a bit. Needing to wish him good luck for Saturday and tomorrow. 'Cause of him being in All-State Choir and all, and that they have rehersals today and tomorrow, and perform on Saturday. If only I could butter up the 'rents into taking us to go see him! I wanna go hear him sing! (Yush, he has a gorgeous voice; he's a baritone/bass, with raw talent. Much like me and my alto. =D But yush, I need to make sure one of us cares, and to tell him his role for the play from tomorrow!

Yeah. But GUH, earlier tonight, GAH, *rawrsnarlrawr*.

If there's one thing I truely HATE AND DESPISE in this world, it's people who claim to want "to kill themselves" without any true reasoning behind it. NO, I'm not talking about people who have some kind of mental disorder, or those who live REALLY bad lives, and despite what they do, they still are treated/feel like they're worthless. What I hate are these little "emo" kids who do it because it's "cool", or these other stupid teens who hit a rough patch in life, and instead of working to overcome it, just freak out and go all "WOE IS ME" on people.

And yes, I have my right to complaine about that: I've been dealing with depression and thoughts of suicide since I was twelve. Four years of mental toture that, most of the time, i didn't understand. I'm A LOT better today than I was a few years ago, and even though I still have my moments, I see that I have people to support me and who truly love me, and who I could never risk hurting by doing something to myself that I may regret one day. As it's been put to me: It takes a greater will, strength, and courage to live with the pain and suffering, than it takes to end it all.

*sigh* All of this comes from some stupid little Freshman at school, who's brother is "friends" (I use the term lightly, as I can't stand the little beast, and my brother is sick of him as well; the only good kid in that family is the oldest boy, who's a lil' sweetheart). She's been getting people after her at school, and was telling my mom that it was "almost so bad that i thought of killing myself". That shit just made my blood boil. I'm not comepletely sure WHY, but I think it's because I really know what it's like to have to face every day with the though of "Should I do it today?", weighing to pros and cons for MONTHS at a time, and finally reaching a conclusion; and this little FOOL has only herself to blame for people wanting to shove her around and mess her up ANYWAY.

*rawrsnarlrawrspitrawr* Sorry guys, I know, fuckin' teen angst. xDDDDDDDDDDD But i just needed to vent! *squeals and huggles everyone* Muah dollies, I do love you all!

So much love-

Megumi
Comments (0) | Permalink

   gdsmhgdythrejbcnbdfjhf FUCK JOO FLU SYMPTOMS!!!!
I hate being sick. And God, do i feel like crap. I've been borderline-ill for nearly three weeks, but yeah, it's finally taking me down. My head is pounding, my neck/shoulders/lowerback ache like a bitch, my throat hurts like hell, I'm dizzy, I'm naceous, I'm dehydrated and sleep-deprived...but fuck it, as long as I make it to tomorrow afternoon, to finish my audition for our upcoming play. Nu, not "Beauty and the Beat"- that's late February. (and FWEEEEEEEEEE, I'm hitting my song like, awesomely =3). Naw, this ones just a cute lil' thingy, called "snow Angel". I'm going for a main: this girl named Eva, who's like Bruce Willis in "The 6th Sense"; she's dead, but doesn't know or understand it. I fell in love with her role, just because it's both challanging and complex, yet simplistic beauty.

*cries* OK, yeah, back to English homework that i won't ever finish. Luv ya'll.

-Megumi
Comments (0) | Permalink

Wednesday, January 4, 2006

   Some Hearts
She sat, watching him like usual, propped back on her elbows on the rough steps of the school building. He was standing around with the others, talking a bit too loud for the early morning hour, but she didn't mind. She loved the sound of his voice as it was; hearing it filled with such happiness and confidance only made the faint grin on her face grow stronger.

I’ve never been the kind that you’d call lucky
Always stumbling’ around in circles
But I must have stumbled into something
Look at me
Am I really alone with you

She brushed long, dark strands of hair from her face, sitting up. The long scarf -an early Christmas present from him, she reminded herself- was wound tightly around her neck. Playing with the tassles at one of its ends, she kept her focus on the boy some twenty feet from her. 'He's nearly too good to be true,' she thought to herself, sighing happily.

I wake up feeling like my life’s worth living
Can’t recall when I last felt that way
Guess it must be all this love you’re giving
Never knew never knew it could be like this
But I guess

Her heart swelled with pride as he glanced her way, long, lean arms waving her over. Standing now, she ran towards him, letting small laughs escape her throat. As he pulled her into his side, his leaner body shaped like a puzzle-piece against her wider one, she felt tears prick at her eyes. 'No...he's just good enough.'

Some hearts
They just get all the right breaks
Some hearts have the stars on their side
Some hearts,
They just have it so easy
Some hearts just get lucky sometimes
Some hearts just get lucky sometimes

~-----~

He wound his fingers between hers, his smile growing brighter. Looking down, his deep green eyes connected with sharper, darker eyes, making his knees weaken. What had he ever done to get so lucky? No, correction: what in the world made him deserving of this kind of good luck?

Now who’d have thought someone like you could love me
You’re the last thing my heart expected
Who’d have thought I’d ever find somebody
Someone who someone who makes me feel like this
Well I guess

He bent down softly to place a kiss on the crown of her forehead, briging out the light flush on her cheeks as it deepened. "I love you...so much..." he murmured to her gently. She curled deeper into his side, and he could feel her utter words against it. "I love you too."

Some hearts
They just get all the right breaks
Some hearts have the stars on their side
Some hearts,
They just have it so easy
Some hearts just get lucky sometimes
Some hearts just get lucky sometimes

The pair walked into the building with the rest of the group as the bell sounded, ending their morning break. Still entwined with the girl at his side, he stoped before reaching their next class, pulling her with him to the wall. It wasn't an action of desire, or lust; he simply held her to him, purring contentedly, drunk on his own happiness, like he would be for the rest of their lives.

Even hearts like mine
Get lucky, lucky sometimes

~-----~

She never noticed how long they stayed pressed against the wall. He never noticed when his cell phone suddenly began to ring like crazy. They didn't even bother to look up when the Algebra teacher came storming out of the classroom, demanding they take their seats.

As she gave his waist one final squeeze, and he returned it, they leaned in simultaniousmly for a delicate kiss. It was brief, but expressed more than the longest song, sonnet, poem, or speech could. It said more in three seconds than could be said in a lifetime.

"I love you."

Some hearts
They just get all the right breaks
Some hearts have the stars on their side, yes
Some hearts,
They just have it so easy
Some hearts just get lucky sometimes
Some hearts just get lucky,
Some hearts just get lucky, lucky sometimes

~OWARI~




Yush, a lil' blurble. I love that song to pieces, and was feeling kinda lovey-dovey, so, pssssshaw, here's a mini-fic. Enjoy. =D

(And yush...it's me...and Otogi. xD Fwee.)

-Megumi
Comments (1) | Permalink

Tuesday, January 3, 2006

   *runs around the room before tripping into a wall*
Lol.....

Him: Hey, "ya"'s my word
Me: Well, I'm stealing it
Him: Nooooooooooooo




Ok
Me: Yay I win!


xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

-Megumi

(Guys, I'm being so retarded, but I love it.)
Comments (1) | Permalink

   HAPPY BELATED NEW YEARS!!!!
Yush, you all know you love me anyway, even if that was late.

Nuuuuu, I hated -yet loved- going back to school today. Yeah. it was mostly boring, but fun 'cause we basically did nothing, yay!

..........and yes, I'm hyper. Wanna know why? *winkwinknudgenudge*

It's cause of my sweetheart, Mike. Yeah...he's just freakin' adorable at times. Though, I do think he's hitting on me....not like I don't mind. *shrugs* We've been text messaging a lot, on my new cell, since I've got text now. Last night he was asking about me: what I like to do, and if I had a boyfriend....YEAH. And just now, he was saying he felt bad because i had a headache from a nosebleed I had earlier. And not the good kind. Aww, but he's too sweet.




Chels, can we share him? *dies from giggles*

So much love I make Cupid cry in SHAME:

-Megumi
Comments (1) | Permalink

Thursday, December 29, 2005

   *squeals like a nutty-nut* OMG LOOKIT!!!!
AAAAAAAAAIIIIIIIIIEEEEEEEE!!!!

X-Mas money well spent:

The "Beauty and the Beast" Original Broadway Recording CD

Tim Burton's "The Nightmare Before Christmas: The Pumpkin King" GameBoy Advanced (ONLY for GBA) Videogame

The "Kingdom Hearts Official Strategy Guide"

w00t!!! And I still have crap loads of money to waist/spend on fun stuff!

I'm thinking of spending the rest of my videogame cash on the sequel to the Jack game. It's called "Oogie Boogey's Revenge". Two words: kick ass.

And YAYOMFGWTFBBQ for finally getting my CD!

^_______________________^
=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

-Megumi
Comments (1) | Permalink

Tuesday, December 27, 2005

   Sweepy me, a short lil' blurb, and stuffus
I'm tired. Bleh! *flumps over* But ahhhhhhh, tomorrow I may get to do a bit of shopping. Dudes...I got 75$ for Hot Topic, and 60$ for GameStop. Can we all say: major splurging?

FF GAMES, HERE I COME!!!

And *drool* all over this pair of jeans I just got. They are the best fucking pair of jeans I've EEEEEEEEEEEEEVER slipped on. They're EXACTLY like guy pants, but with a girly brand name. And they're a dark denim, baggy, and desireable. OBEY THE POWER OF TEH JEANS! *rawr*

Oh, and a tiny teaser for "Secret Santa" (I tend to abbreviant fic names, so sue me) that I haven't been able to pick from my brain:

---------------------------------

"So, who'd you get?"

"I'm not telling you. It's /your/ rules, remember?"

"So? That doesn't mean you can't tell me."

Seto glanced at Megumi, eyes narrowed. She shrugged, lounging back on the couch across from the brunette's recliner chair, tossing her hands behind her head. "It's inevitable, Seto. Someone's bound to break the rules." Yawning, she picked up the television remote and began flipping through channels.

"That person won't be me," Seto mumbled, eyes darting back to his laptop. After a few moments of silence, he began to type, working out the year-end figured for Kaiba Corp.

"Hey, Megumi...what's for dinner?"

Seto's younger brother, Mokuba, appeared in the doorway to the den, brushing long stands of ebony hair from his eyes. "I'm starting to get hungry."

The girl patted the area of couch next to her, and the small boy came over to lay beside her. "I dunno, what do you want me to cook?"

"..." Mokuba thought for a moment, before shrugging. "I dunno..." He expertly stole the remote from the lounging girl, flipping through the channels faster than she'd been previously. "I'm not having a craving for anything..."

"Sammiches it is then!"

----------------------------------

Gomen, it's boring, I know. D= The original thought was for me to be asking Seto while teaching Mokuba how to embroider, and Seto was supposed to be more hostile and irritated. Here, lookie:

----------------------------------

"Come on Set, just tell me!"

"No!"

"God, fine, spolied-spot." The girl snorted lightly, before picking up the piece of cloth she'd left on the table. She pulled it tightly between the two wooden rings holding it together, before stabbing a large needle down into it. "How're you doing there Mokie?"

The raven-haired boy next to her on the couch shrugged. "This good?" He held up his own piece of cloth, where a small picture of sakura blossoms was starting to take shape.

"Gorgeous. Keep going, it takes plenty of practice."

Seto grunted from his chair, rolling his eyes at the pair. "Why are you teaching him that anyway?"

Megumi pulled a strand of hair out of her eyes, looking up at Seto over the rim of her glasses. "He said he wanted to learn. 'Sides, it's really relaxing, and good stress relief. You might want to try it sometime; then we wouldn't be putting up with Mr. Dragon-'No-get-laid' Pants."

"... ..." Seto's reply was a icy glare, before he stood up, closing his laptop and sliding it under his arm. "I'm getting food," he barked, sending the pair below him into another round of giggles. "What do you two want?"

Mokuba shrugged, going back to his embroidery, but Megumi held Seto's gaze for a moment. "I wanna sammich."

"Go get one then."

"No. Go get me a sammich, Seto. You're already up."

"No."

The long-haired girl picked up a spare piece of emboridery cloth from next to her, twirling it into a long rope. She snapped it at Seto, barking back, "YA! Go get me my sammich, woman! Now!"

Seto rolled his eyes.

----------------------------------

See? I kinda like 'em both...but the embroidery one seems better, neh?

Well, i'm off to bed. 'Night luvs!

-Megumi
Comments (0) | Permalink

Sunday, December 25, 2005

   *sigh* Aw fuckit.
Guess he's not that into conversation after the first 30mins. And damn, he takes forever. Me and my uber 1337 text skillz. *blows raspberry*

I'll have to give it a better shot some other time. Not I'm just like...depressed. Went into "Men are assholes" mode, lolz.

Wish me luck my luvs. I'll wait until Wednesday, unless he's does before then.

(But hey...I might've been the one to fuck it over, me and my too-much-talk-nessage. DDDDDDDD=)

'Night, and still a Merry X-Mas!

-Megumi
Comments (0) | Permalink

   OhmigodohmigodohmigodohmigodOHMIGOD!
Holy hell, i never thought i'd be excited over text messaging...

I'm texting WITH


THE GUY.

AND HE'S TEXTING BACK!

*screams* Ohmigodohmigodohmigod...

-Megumi

(Heeeeeee, i just spent five minutes dancing around my room. *falls over giggling*)
Comments (0) | Permalink

   Merry Christmas Luvs!
Hope everyone's enjoying today! Love you all!

-Megumi
Comments (0) | Permalink