Thursday, December 22, 2005

   Shopping done, ficcy news, and "Oy, ma, W.T.F?"
Yeah, just finished my last bit of shopping. i got my brother his present; that boy's gonna love it! He loves to draw, and is pretty damn good at it for a 9-year-old, so i got him a notebook full of graph paper, some pencils, colored pencils, a sharpener, thin Sharpie markers, and a case for it all. *squee* I just KNOW he'll love it!

Meh, as for ficcy news: I probably won't get the first chapter for "Love, Your Secret Santa" up until around New Year's. I really have no inspiration, and as tempermental as Chel~chan's compu is being, I really don't want her to have to miss out on it; it IS a partial X-Mas gifty for her. Besides...I've got a MAIN plot, but no real plot...you get it? But yeah, no ficcy for now, sorry guys. *shrugs*

And the "OY, ma, WTF?" is'cause of this:

My mummy wants me to hook up with Mike, and not THE GUY, though she knows both of them fairly well, and knows I like them both, but that i like THE GUY way more.

*blinkblink*

I know, screwy, huh? I think she approves more of Mike...she actually went so far as to tell me to: "Forget (insert THE GUY'S name here); focus on OTHER guys...I know Mike's still probably head-over-heels for you..."

YEAH.

*blinkblinkblink*

Ma, why do you try to complicate things? *sigh*

But YUSH, anyway, Happy Holidays everyone!

(AKA Happy Chrismahanukwanza, as my friends and I have been putting it.)

So much love i make Cupid cry in SHAME:

-Megumi~Sparx
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Tuesday, December 20, 2005

   WHY DO THEY HAVE TO BE SO MUCH OLDER THAN ME???!!!
Yus, it's THE GUY's birthday. I oughta call 'im or somethin', eh? But yeah, he's SEVEN-FRICKIN'-TEEN. 17!!! What IS IT with me and the older guys? I mean, Mike's about 2 1/2 years older, THE GUY's 1 1/2...

It's almost scary...

It's like, I'm starting a Lolita Complex...heeeeeeeee, gah, not good!

-Meggums
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Monday, December 19, 2005

   Hey...I want one....
http://www.ryantown.com/gayboyfriend/




You all know you want a Gay Boyfriend too. *nodgigglesnortnod*

-Megumi
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Sunday, December 18, 2005

   OMFGZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
I WAS ON TV!!!!!!

For the Nick News Special, "10 Things wrong with TV". No kidding; I'm in the part about that girl making the documentary; she's muh buddy, lolz.

BUT YUSHES! I WUZ ON DA TEEVEE, YAYZ!

God, i'm such a spazz, har.

-Meggums
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   Pbbbbbth *blows raspberry*
It's really boring without my Chelsea to chat with. Rawr, nuuuuuuuuuuuuut cool.

I'm listening to the Emo Song. AGAIN. It's been stuck in my head since Wednesday. D:

My neck hurts. *whimper* I slept wrong, and it's PAINFUL.

LMAO, now I'm listening to "Scotty Doesn't Know". Heeeee, I <3 that damn song. BEEJAY's band can play it, and he's always singing it in classes.

I'm boring, I know, STFU already. DDDDDDDDD:

-Megumi
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Friday, December 16, 2005

   Today sucked
Gah, lol, that was blunt. No, it wasn't horrible, but it wasn't all that fabulous either. *sigh* I'm just glad I don't have to do much for the next two weeks.

Jen isn't pregnant! Yay for her! Gah, I'm really, REALLY happy about it too; the last thing she needed was that kind of strain on her life.

OMGWTFNUUUUUUUUUUU *cries*. Chelsea's intarwebz isn't working! *SOBZZZZZ* NOT COOL. I was like, really, REALLY, REEEEAAAAAAAALLLLLLLLLLYYYYYYYYY, effin' happy when we could chat every night, and now...*le sigh*. I'm real sorry your intarwebz is being a butt-head, my love. That's teh SUCKISH and five halves. *nods* I hope it get's fixed really soon, for both our sakes!

Mergh, I've said it before, I'll say it again: guys suck. Period, end of story. Explanation later.

-Megumi
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   Oy, 'tis boring....AND FICCY UPDATE-NESS!
Yersh, it's boring...I'm having to chat with a really annoying chick over IM since my Chiru~chan (Chelsea) isn't on tonight. And 'cause I have to be on AOL to use the music feature to listen to the RENT soundtrack. But hey, what can you do?

Tomorrow's last day before break! Yay! I'll probably be doing nothing in school, and depending on how the day goes, I might go out with my friend Jenny to actually go see RENT.

Yeah...that'll be tomorrow's breath-holder. Jen has to go in for a preggers test, and she's FREAKING out, but her boyfriend will be there with her, and I might go too, if she needs me. *sweatdrop* I really hope she's not pregnant, I really do, 'cause then all HELL would break loose. I mean, she took that Morning-After Pill, but still, y'know? And I mean, it'd be bad, because her boyfriend is 18, and she's 15 for another few months, and her folks already tried getting him arrested for stagetory rape...It's not fun, but Jen and her boyfriend have a safe haven with his folks, and mine, so yeah. (Har, me and Jen are like, really close, and yet we have no "title"...like, how me and Chels and best friends, my sister is my "sister", y'see?)

*sigh* I can't wait for things to be done tomorrow, yay, right?

MY SONGBOOK CAME IN!!! The "Beauty and the Beast" songbook; now I'll be one-up everyone else for the musical! And fuck, that increases my chances for Belle! *diesomfgwtf* It's my dream to play that part this year...Mike's a shu-in for the Beast, THE GUY for Gaston...just imagine it, eh? But yeah, I needed the book anyway, for the sheet music for Belle's song "Home"; I'm singing it for a project in Advanced. *dreamy sigh* I really hope I do well!

Oh, for fic news: I'm hoping to have the first chapter to a new one up this weekend, or Monday! It's called "Love, Your Secret Santa", and the first scene is the pants scene from a few blogs back! And yes, it's Yu-Gi-Oh!, and uses the Christmas "Secret Santa" deal. Oh yeah, funness abounds!

I gotta go to sleep...and get that annoy bish off my back. 'Night luvs!

So much love I make cupid cry in SHAME:

-Megumi~Sparx
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Wednesday, December 14, 2005

   YGO WTF moment...
Found this a while back...enjoy!

Ain't it great?
-Megumi
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Friday, December 9, 2005

   ALL THE GIRLS SAY I'M PRETTY FLY FOR A WHITE GUY!!!!
But I'mma white girl...so that doesn't apply to me!

Aww, i always feel better after talking to my Chelsea. It's not wonder she's my best friend, y'know?

But nu, the title is cause our flag corp is doing a routine to that song. And, it's funny, 'cause Chris is the only guy on the corp, and he IS white. So, it's pretty awesome.

But yeah, nerAGH, ILUA. Muah! 'Nighty-'night peoples.

Luv-

Megumi
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Thursday, December 8, 2005

   Is this the real life? Is it just fantasy? Caught in a landslide, no escape from reality...
[/Queen]

Fuck yes, I love Queen.

*whimper* Wah, why did he have to pick that song? Why?

THE GUY is singing in a show tomorrow/Saturday night, and of all the songs he could pick, he picks one that makes me effin' cry because it's what I feel for him, TO THE WORD. Watch:


"And So It Goes", Billy Joel

In every heart, there is a room
A sacntuary, safe and strong
To heal the wounds from lovers past
Until a new one comes along

I spoke to you in catious tones
You answered with with no pretense
And still I feel I've said too much
My silence is my self-defense

And every time I've held a rose
It seems I've only felt the thorns
And so it goes, and so it goes
And so will you soon, I suppose

But if my silence made you leave
Then that would be my worst mistake
So I will share this room with you
And you can have this heart to break

And this is why my eyes are closed
It's just as well for all I've seen
And so it goes, and so goes
And you're the only one who knows

So I would choose to be with you
That's if the choice were mine to make
But you can make descision too
And you can have this heart to break

And so it goes, and so it goes
And you're the only one who knows



See? Sweet Jeebus, why that one? *sob* I was practically crying after he sang it today at rehersal, because of how hard it always hits me, and the hear it from him...


I don't know if I love him. Hell, who knows love at nearly-sixteen, right? But, I'm more than "in like", more than "infatuated". Because I care about him so much, I'll let him have any girl he wants, let him just never even know I feel this way, if he's happy. It's disgusting, doing this when I barely even know him any more, but I can't help it.

I guess it is "love", in a retarded sense.

If only he "loved" me back.


I'm really not looking forward to our shows this weekend. *le sigh* I'm just...not. They always tend to break my heart, in one way or another.

-Megumi
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