Friday, December 1, 2006

   The countdown begins! 24 days 'till Christmas!
Yay! *laughs*

Kyaa...things are...complicated. DDDDDDDD= Cuz, see, in Drama every year, we do a Secret Santa thingy. It's cool, you pick a name and get that person something. I got my friend April, so yay! Her gift won't be difficult at all! x3 But...ok, so we were discussing who we all got, and I remarked about how I didn't know who got me. Slut #2 just gives me this smile and says, "i know who got you; you'll like it."

WTF...

Guys...that makes me incredibly nervous...cuz what if it's...THE GUY...?

...I don't want it to be him, cuz that'd be incredibly akward, I just know it. Even if I don't like him. Cuz, what if he thinks I still do, and makes a big deal out of it? Or, what if, oh shit, something weird happens, like this summer? (Reference to staring thing that flipped me out.) What the fuck do I do then? 0______o;;;

Guh, weirdness...

But, ch'yeah. I get over him, and weird shit like this happens. *giggles hysterically* Life is odd. *nods*

Love,
-megumi
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Thursday, November 30, 2006

   *glomps the HELL out of Chiru and Lolly*
Chiru, darling, you just know how to cheer me up. *nods* x3

Plus, today was better anyway. *laughs*

SNOW DAY. WOOT. <3 I was so happy, cuz I got to sleep in, and just fart around the house, and BAKE *giggles*, and fold more purdy cranes, and yay. But it was cold! 0___0 It was, like, -3 this morning, with the wild chill. The high was 26 FREAKIN' DEGREES. *dies*

But! There was snow! xDDDDDD

And, I got a call to go do another long intern day next week, at the theatre again. *nods* I really hope I can do it, cuz it's a LOT of fun, and I'm learning so much. And...yeah. It's just fun. xD The people who work there are really cool, too.

And...yush Chiru...older men are hot...I have such a reverse Lolita-complex at times, I think. *laughs* I really do like older guys more though, about 5-7 years older than me. *nods* Though, I can't date them as of yet. ILLEGALS, OH NOES. *giggles* I may not be jailbait, but I still can't date guys in their 20's.

*ponders*

HAHA! Chiru is right! When the Trio finally comes together, we shall be UNSTOPPABLE! x3 Truthfully though, we will. We're all extremely talented, and we have the drive to make it big. *nods*

*glomps*

xDDDDDDDDDDDD

Love,
-Megumi
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Wednesday, November 29, 2006

   *ish sleepy*
It snowed last night...and it's kinda snowing now...*nods* I want it to snow really good, or just get nice and icy...SNOW DAY FTW!

xDDDDD

Pbbbbbth....drama, drama, DRAMA. In the drama class. *gigglesnorts* Drama! In the Drama Class.

*nods*

Ugh...it's just getting so stupid! People are BEING so stupid! *sighs* I'm tired of it! It's like...just, grow the fuck up already! Seriously! *flops on top of you*

I'm sorry guys, I've just been a little depressed lately...I'm trying not to, but it's...yeah...hard not to be. *pouts* As you may have noticed, there's a change in my intro part. *points up* *sighs* Yeah...about that...it's not worth trying anymore. You've all listened to my stuggles, and supposedly he has a girlfriend now or something. *rolls eyes* Besides, as much as I did like him...he's...not perfect...basically, he'd probably cheat on me. A lot. And...just, yeah. He doesn't even treat me all that nice as it is. *shrugs* Ah well.

But, yeah. I'm just kind of depressed over the whole situation. And cuz it seems like I'm being abandoned, somewhat, as of late. *clings to Chelsea and Lolly* Not you two, of course, but people at school. A lot of my friends are getting into relationships, and I'll admit, I'm jealous. And scared. Because of being hurt. I'm so tired of it, that it's like...yeah. I'm afariad of being turned on again, like what my so-called "old friends" did. I'm afraid of losing what little I have at the moment...

...I'm scared of being alone...

And, yeah...the jealousy...*cuddles* I'm just tired of being the one who never has someone. I'm tired of just being the...what the hell would I call it?...just the girl that, yeah, you think she's pretty/nice/whatever, and you'll cuddle her and flirt with her, but you'd never consider dating her. For some reason or another. And yeah...I'm just sick of it! *huffs* I'm a goddamn stunner, you fuckers! And you know I'd make a much better girlfriend than those bimbo bitches you're all dating! Am I right ladies? Girls with attitudes, who are intelligent, who hav fucking issues to deal with, are just as amazing as those air-head whores that are a dime a dozen.

*shakes head* I wish I was done with high school. I hate high school boys. I want my sexy, intelligent, dangerous men already! *huffs*

............

*glomps* Bah, I'm sorry guys. I hate acting so bitchy. I'm just really tired, and a little over-emotional now that it's wintery.

*glomps again*

Love,
-Megumi
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Sunday, November 26, 2006

   Mmmm....
I'm hungry...but I don't know what for...xD

...I have to pee, too...damn iced tea, xDDDDDD...

Blah, I'm BORED. Very bored. I kinda want to go back to school, butnotreally. And URGH, I have to write school stuff. *blows raspberry* I have to read two books, too. I'll try to read most of one tonight...it's a romance, so I know I'll like it, =3. Plus, it's what I'd call an "easy read"- NO BIG WORDS! Oh the joy! *laughs*

I think I'm getting somewhere on my weight-loss. The scale doesn't say so, but who can trust bathroom scales, ne? xDDD But I FEEL a little thinner...*shrugs*

And yay! Christmas season has started! *squeals* I love the Christmas season...not necessecerily the day itself, but all the buildup to it. *nods* All the cooking and shopping, all the school rush, to finish up things before break (oh, and break, especially! x3), and, yeah, all the TV specials...it's just a fun season, with lots of hapiness and love and YAY.

xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Mmm, I want coffee...but we don't have any whipped cream, or the sugar I like...*whines* We do have chocolate syrup though...yummy...and I want more tea, too. Some green tea...but we don't have any. But there's still lots of iced tea in the kitchen...*runs off to find tea*

*runs back* =3 Yum.

Y'know what I like? That the book we're reading now in English is so bloody awesome. It's a LOT better than "Scarlet Letter". It's called, "As I Lay Dying", and what makes it so cool, is that each little part of it is told from a different point of view. *nods* So all the characters get their own turn to speak, and their developement is really evident. I love the concept. <3

And...urhm...*giggles*

...I lurve my new theme...*giggles hysterically* Yes, that pic is supposed to be Rinoa kissing Squall under the mistletoe...but...Chiru and Lolly will know why I said it's NOT Rinoa...*collapses from giggling*

Told ya I love the Christmas season! *prances around*

Love,
-Megumi
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Thursday, November 23, 2006

   Happy Thanksgiving!
Happy Thanksgiving guys!

Love,
-Megumi
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Wednesday, November 22, 2006

   Kyaa....*flops*
xD Today was BUSY! I had an all-day internship job at a theatre downtown, and kyaa, I'm aching all over. x___X I was hanging lights/adjusting lights/running around ALL DAY. KYAA. *moans*

It's a fun job though, plus I'm learning a lot. *nods* So, it'll be so worth it in the long-run.


...........

We start rehersals on Monday. ^o^ I'm still really excited...though, extremely nervous. *laughs* I know though, with you guys to support me, I'll be able to do it. *glomps*

I also got costumes for the show, if anyone was interested. Plus, I think I got hair/makeup too. *nods* Lots of work! xDDDD I'll have all my measurements by Monday, so I can get started making the insane ammount of clothes I need to make. *laughs* Lots of stuffus...tons of kimonos, crane dresses, two fukus, a few ceremonial kimonos...plus all the obis that go with everything...and probably a few boy's school outfits...*sighs* ^-^;;;

Guh, I'mma go lay down...and make some more cranes...*giggles*...love you guys!

Love,
-Megumi
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Friday, November 17, 2006

   AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! *screams hysterically*
I GOT A LEAD! FUCK THAT, I GOT THE LEAD! THE LITTLE GIRL! *screams and jumps around hysterically*

I SERIOUSLY CANNOT CALM DOWN RIGHT NOW! I'M SO. EFFIN'. HAPPY!

*dies*

xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

So much love, I make Cupid cry in S.H.A.M.E.!,
-Megumi
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   *dances around the room*
KYAA! *giggles* I'm happy! ^o^ I'm pretty sure I got costumes (officially), AND MAKEUP AND HAIR for "1000 Cranes". *squeals* Plus, auditions were today, and I think I did pretty good. *nods* Plus, I've got double the chance of getting a lead, since we're double-casting. (Freaking awesome idea, if you ask me. We've had too much trouble in the past, when we've had someone get sick RIGHT BEFORE A SHOW, and had no understudies. DDDDDDDDDx)

Hmmmm...*ponders* I think I'm doing good on my weight loss. I don't think I've lost any YET, but I AM just getting started. *laughs* My biggest thing was limiting my food. See, I'm an emotional eater- my appetite is tiggered by my emotions. And I tend to crave things when I get emotional. So, I really had to limit myself to eating just 3-4 times a day, and drinking a LOT of water inbetween (I also tend to get dehydrated, so, yeah. xD) Normally, I'd snack a lot, but now I'm making sure I eat breakfast AND lunch, every day. *nods* That way, I'm not as hungry later.

Next is to work on the exercising. My biggest issue is doing stuff that works my thighs...I've got chunky thighs, ^o^;;;. And my tummy...I do like my curves though, I just want to look a bit more proportionate. Like I was saying, it's not a lot of weight, just enough to slim me down a bit.

*nods*

Gah, I'm glad it's almost Friday. *laughs* I really am. Fridays and Wednesdays are my favorites, out of the week. And Saturdays. xDDDD They just tend to be fun days. *laughs*

And...'chyeah. I need this weekend...and YAY, only two days of school next week.

THIS THANKSGIVING, I'M THANKFUL FOR THANKSGIVING. XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

*giggles*

Love,
-Megumi
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Sunday, November 12, 2006

   *clings to Lolly and Chelsea*
Guys, we REALLY need to set up times that we can talk to each other. Like, seriously. *nods*

Well, my weekend break was short-lived, but I enjoyed it. *laughs* This was one of the first weekends I've had in a long while that I didn't have to do ANYTHING. No homework, no stuff for drama, nothing outside of school...just a peaceful weekend. Soon though...*laughs* We'll be starting our new show next week, "Sadako and the 1000 Cranes". Auditions are on Thursday, then...0____O;;; Rehersals, rehersals. *grins*

I'm getting to do costumes for it though! 0___0 KIMONOS! I get to make kimonos! And all KINDS of stuff! Even a *gasp* SCHOOL GIRL OUTFIT! *spazzes* I'm excited. Plus, I get to create costumes for a bunch of dancers, who are going to be cranes. xD And a kabuki-inspried warrior outfit. Fun. <3

But...yush...*laughs*

Kyaa! Thanksgiving is coming up! xDDDDDDDDD I love Thanksgiving! Yummy food, getting together with my family...3 days off of school...xDDD

And then...CHRISTMAS! I can't wait to go Christmas shopping, and to start picking out stuff i want for Christmas...I'm excited guys...my gift this year, if I do good a loose some weight, is a NEW WARDROBE. *nods* I'm stuck in a fashion rut, so my mama said she'd buy me a new wardrobe. I want to shed some pounds before I get it though. *nods* So...hard work ahead...I'm about 150lbs. right now, and a size 13 (in Juniors) pant...I wanna be about 130-125lbs., and a size 9...oooh, I really hope I can do it! I'm gonna work my BUTT off (literally! xDDD), so cheer me on, please?

*glomps*


Lolly, Chiru, what do you guys want for Christmas? =3

Love,
-Megumi
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Monday, November 6, 2006

   *prances around nekkid*
It's hot in muh house...*blows a raspberry*

Kyaa...yesterday...ho'kays, for the most part, it was BLOODY FANTASTIC.


=3 I got to see "The Phantom of the Opera". On stage. As in, the actual musical.

*squeals hysterically*

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO BLOODY FREAKING AWESOME. *dies* God, the guy who played the Phantom...beautiful voice, plus he was HAWT. Not as hot as the Phantom in the movie, but he was still pretty sexy. So was the guy who played Raoul. *nods* The girl who was Christine was pretty good, but not like the girl in the movie. *shrugs*

But...homuhgawd...the SETS! The COSTUMES! *DIES* Utterly beautiful. UTTERLY. And their tech people were incredible; their scene changes went SO fast. Hell, even the costume changes went amazingly fast. *nods* It was like magic. x3

Yeah...it was awesome. *purrs*

But, after we got home...*sighs* Muh daddy got food poisoning from where we ate dinner, and yeah...we had to call the ambulance, cuz he was like...I dunno, but it was scary. He's ok now, sleeping on the couch, but yeah. *shrugs* i stayed home, cuz i was so tired from staying up last night, waiting for him and my mom to get home. I'm just glad he's ok. *nods* It was just really scary, and my brother was crying, my mom was crying...the dog was crying...xD...yeah.

Oh! And the talent shows went pretty good. Friday night was a living hell though. *glomps* Between getting peoples music to work, getting people on and off stage, getting stuff on and off stage, getting people the right mics...god, I was so pissed over the mic situation. At one point, I gave this girl the wrong mic, and THE GUY (he was running sound) gave me SO much shit about it...he called me a dumbass too, when I was asking where one of the guys was (he was on stage, but I couldn't see him)...

My mom just about killed him when I came to her crying, after the show. *laughs* She was PISSED...she stepped on his foot, and was like, "Next time you call someone a dumbass, think of who her mother is!"...he FREAKED...then he was upset cuz I wouldn't talk to him...but we talked the next morning, so we're ok, I guess. *shrugs*

Saturday was better though. Everything went a lot smoother. I'm just happy it's all over. xD

*munches on popcorn*

Love,
-Megumi
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