Sunday, August 13, 2006

   GAH! *squeals*
I got my Betta fishie! *giggles* His name's Zidane (LOL@FF), and NO, it's NOT actually after that FF character. I haven't even played that game. I just really, really liked his name. And dude, muh fishie's so purdy...he's got a blue/gren/white iredescent tail, which is super flowy and kinda spikey, and a black/red/gold iredescent body. Once I get a good picture, I'll show you guys. He's so beautiful. *nods*

Love,
-Megumi
Comments (1) | Permalink

Saturday, August 12, 2006

   GAH! MOTHER FUCKING KATANAS!!!!
xD My brother got a set of non-functional katanas for his birfday. Displays, but still, sexy mother fuckers.

*huggles katanas*

And...gwuh...it's really effin' hot in my house...and my shoulders are sunburnt...0_o And, um, yeah. I got a pretty new collar at the mall today: black velvet with a red heart-shaped charm. *nods* It's purdy.

AND OMG! I got Sims2 for PS2. SUH-WEET. *squeals* Granted, it's not trhe PC version, but hey, maybe I'll get one of those again soon. *shrugs*

I really need to do school shopping. *nods* I need new bras; the one I wore today was cutting into my ribs and hurt REALLY bad. T___T But yeah, I need new undies (sexy undies, OOHLALA! ^o^), and shirts, and my mum's gonna buy me a new pair of shoes (normally I get shoes around now and Christmas, unless I have some cash and buy a pair, ^-^), so I'm happy. Plus, i need a new backpack, and a dance bag. But, yeah...xD

AND! I forgot! I got a Crazy Frog plushie today. *laughs* We went to this arcade type of place, where you get tickets when you win games? Yeah? And i got enough to get me a plushie, so I got the Crazy Frog one. *giggles* Now that "Axel F' song is stuck in my head.

And...um...nothing else. 0___o I'm boring.

Besides, y'know, seeing THE GUY on Thursday. And being touched by him...*giggles* Chiru and Lolly know what I'm saying. xDDDD

So much love I make Cupid cry in SHAME,
-Megumi
Comments (1) | Permalink

Wednesday, August 9, 2006

   Gwuh...my head hurts...
Being up early to go to registration =/= fun for me.

But, I've got my sheduel now:

1st- Dance
2nd- AP English
3rd- Algebra 2
4th- Stage Tech
5th- Drama (my usual, advanced)
6th- AP US History

Blah, no Costuming sadly, though I can easily get that crap done during Tech. Ah well. At least I got the classes I wanted, plus having Dance in the morning will wake me up. *nods*

I'm just pissed because, unless I get a ride in the mornings, I have to be there almost an hour before school starts (bus, sadly, isn't an option, as it would just be the same). Cuz see, my brother starts at 7:45, where I start at 8:40 now. *grumble* I'm a Junior...I don't want to have to be pulled down because of that. And my mom's getting all pissy over me not wanting to be there early, because she thinks I'm either not gonna find a ride with someone, or I'm gonna be late (0___o the fuck? How would that work?), or I'm gonna end up losing my ride.

Ok, I only need a ride 1st semester. I don't think she thought of that. *shrugs* Besides, c'mon...I have friends who can get me there, or whose house I can stay at until I have to go. *sigh* She's just on about this because Freshman year I attempted this with one of the Sluts, but the girl was so lazy, we were always late. And she lived within walking distance of the school. *laughs*

But, yeah. Umm...I need food. xD *laughs*

Love you all!

Love,
-Megums
Comments (0) | Permalink

Saturday, August 5, 2006

   Gwuh! *glomps and curls up in your lap*
I'm still tired from staying up yesterday to do that chapter. But once I started, I couldn't stop. I'll do the second bit tomorrow, after we get home from my cousin's wedding party. *nods*

We went to go see that "John Tucker Must Die" movie today. ^o^ I loved it! It was actually pretty good. *nods* It has a great soundtrack too. Plus, it had good previews for other stuffus, so yeah. Then afterwards we went to Wal-Mart to get some stuff. I got a new bathing suit and some socks, plus some school stuff. I'm gonna have to do a big shopping spree there before school starts to get the rest of my clothes and stuff. *nods*

Other wise...umm...nothing much has been up, besides trying to do my reading list stuffus. I'm going to try and finish my first book tomorrow, so I can write the journals for it, then start the other one, and finish by Wednesday. Then I'll have just two more to read. *laughs* I hate being "told" what to read. Like, recomendations are fine, but not a total list of what I can read. It makes me hate doing it. I mean, I read a lot of stuff, even if it's mostly fanfiction, but still. Some of the most incredible stuff I've read has been fanfiction. But, yeah. I'll just have to buckle myself down and do it. *sighs*

Oh! I forgot! We got one of those "Gazelle" exercise things! *squees* I love it so much! You're kinda running, but not quite, cuz you don't bend your knees. Plus, it works out your arms at the same time. *nods* It gets me off my butt, that's for sure. xD

But, yeah. Nothing else is new. Love ya'll though. *glomps*

Love,
-Megumi
Comments (1) | Permalink

Friday, August 4, 2006

   IT LIIIIIIIIIIIIVES! *dies from exhaustion*
http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/37408024/

CHECK. IT. OUT.

Love,
-Megumi
Comments (2) | Permalink

Wednesday, August 2, 2006

ANSWER IT, DAMN YOU! xDDDD
I wanted to do one of these, since, well, 'cha. It's the "thing" now. *giggles*

I WANT: my cramps to go away! T_T
I HAVE: water! Yay!
I WISH: my baby Bonsai would start growing. *nods*
I HATE: having a summer reading list.
I MISS: school, and my friends.
I HEAR: PeeWee's Playhouse, on the TV
I REGRET: not getting to see THE GUY much this summer.
I ALWAYS: will give a damn about my friends.
I AM NOT: having a mood swing!
I DANCE: to techno music.
I SING: in the rain.
I CRY: when happy.
I WRITE: fanfiction and smut! ^o^
I NEED: to drive-by rape something.
I SHOULD: be reading.
I WILL: confess my love one day. <3

[YES OR NO]
You keep a diary: yes, a blog. *points to MyO*
You like to cook: absolutely!
You have a secret you have not shared with anyone: um...wow, I'm not quite sure...
You set your watch a few minutes ahead: no, you can't do that on cell phones (which acts as my watch, hurr.) >_<

[WHO IS]
The weirdest person you know: um...shit, let's just say Darlin'.
The loudest person you know: Fuckin' Kyle. xD
The person that knows the most about you: Chelsea and Lolly

[DO YOU]
Take showers: OF COURSE. 0___o
Want to get married: maybe, if the person/time is right.
Have any tattoos/where: no, but I do want some one day.
Get motion sickness: yes, sadly. @__@
Think you're a health freak: not at all. *eats McDonald's*
Get along with your parents: sometimes.
Like thunderstorms: absolutely.

[WHEN YOU SEE THIS NAME YOU THINK OF?]
Ryan: CHIA PET!
Rob: Nothing.
Drew: Lachey can dance.
Heather: Purdy name. ^-^
Will: WIL WITH ONE L, LOL.
Eve: Christmas...hurr...
Lauren: broke her nose with a flag pole.
Michael: MIKE-BISHIE.
Ricky: Um...nothing, again.
John: LOL@GAI BOIS
Justin: is a scary rapist. ^o^
Jack: THAT'S "CAPTAIN" JACK, PLZKTHX
Lisa: is awesome!

[FAVORITE]
NUMBER: 18 and 21 >_>
COLOR: Red/Black/White
DAY: Friday or Wednesday
MONTH: September
SONG: Crap...umm...'Holding Out For a Hero", Jennifer Saunders
FOOD: Any.
SEASON: Summer
DRINK: Tea
VEGGIE: Lettuce
RELATIVE: Daddy

[PREFERENCES]
CHOCOLATE MILK OR HOT CHOCOLATE: Chocolate Milk
DARK OR WHITE CHOCOLATE: Dark
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE: Chocolate

[IN THE LAST WEEK, HAVE YOU]
CRIED: Nope
HELPED SOMEONE: Not sure. *shrugs*
GOTTEN SICK: Again, nope. ^-^
GONE TO THE MOVIES: Um...no, sadly.
GONE OUT FOR DINNER: Yep.
MISSED SOMEONE: Yeah.
HUGGED SOMEONE: Of course!
KISSED SOMEONE: Nope.
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS: No!
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND: No, again!


Kinda long, but cool all the same.

Urhm....I need sleep. *huggles*

Love,
-Megumi
Comments (1) | Permalink

Tuesday, August 1, 2006

   Waaaahahaha, my cooch hurts.... ;___;
Periods suck. But at least this time it decided to behave and not skip. *pats tummy*

And, LOL@TMI. It's true though...it does hurt...*laughs*

Gwuh, I've got...3 TBCs on DevArt that I need to finish tonight. *nods* Then you guys can read 'em and comment. So far, they're:

Holding Out For a Hero: Angsty song-fic, shameless smut.
Black Eyeliner, Red Lipstick: Again, angst, smut, all that good stuff.
By the Bottle: Humor, angst, alcohol, drunkenness, all that.

I'm in an "angsty/smutty" mood, what can I say? *laughs* They're all "Mikki ficcy"'s, all AUs to "One" (the main KH fic, woo...yesh, it finally has a name...), and really have no point to them...except for being plot bunnies. *nods* But, I do like their ideas and plots and crap.

And...um...yeah. That's about it. *laughs*

Love,
-Megumi
Comments (1) | Permalink

Monday, July 31, 2006

   I've been tagged! (TWICE! xD)
1. Do you like animals?
Absolutely! All kinds! =3

2. Have you ever met an online friend in person?
Um...actually, yeah. xD

3. Are you athletic?
If you count "dancing" as athletic...D=

4. Are you: thin, fat, athleticlly built etc:
I'm a chubbers. xD

5. How much do you weigh?
Psssh, I dunno, and don't really give a damn.

6. What's your height?
5'2". I'm a short lil' shit.

7. Shoe size?
Umm...9-10. Depends on the shoe.

8. Girls- are you tomboyish, girly, normal, etc?
Kinda girly, kinda tomboyish. Mostly just a crazy spazz. xDDDDD

9. Guys- Are you girly, or guyish?
If I was a guy...I'd be the same. 0.O But...*looks down pants* I'm a girl. ^-^

10. How old are you?
16

11. When's your birthday?
July 21, 1990

12. Do you like to receive giftart?
Yup! ^-^ Even though i can't draw...I'll write in exchange though! *laughs*

13. Are you sociable?
Sort of. Around people I know/am comfortable with, I'm a lil' social butterfly. Otherwise, I can be pretty shy.

14. Do you have many friends?
I have lots of "friends", but only 3 "friends"...got that? xD *laughs*

15. What's your race?
Mixed beyond mixed. I'm such a mutt.

16. Do you like to talk on the phone?
Not really. The phone kinda creeps me out and makes me panicky.

17. Are you single or taken?
Single, and kinda happy with it. ^o^

18. Do you eat meat?
FUCK YES! *chews pork chop* Yummy!

19. Are you paranoid?
At times. *giggles*

20. Do you read a lot?
Yeah. Mostly stuff on the 'net though.

21. Do you listen to music, what kind?
Of course! And, basically anything except for most Country, Hip-Hop/Rap, and Pop. I love J-Pop/Rock and musicals though. *nods*

22. Do you play any instruments?
I wish. I can sorta play the piano...but that's it...

23. How long have you been drawing?
Um...I scribble...don't draw...but I've been writing since I was 9. *nods*

24. Whats the meaning of life?
42!!!! xDDD Ha, kidding...umm...I'd say the meaning of life is to just enjoy it. *nods*

25. Now tag five of your friends!
T____T I don't have friends on MyO to tag! Chelsea and Lolly already tagged me!

*laughs* *huggles*

Love,
-Megumi
Comments (1) | Permalink

   WEEEEEEEHEEEEEEHEEEEE! * giggles*
I've got PEPSI! ^o^ Ho'muh gawd, I was craving it so bad earlier. And now I have one! *nods*

Gwah. @____o So much game-playing. I'm...14 hours in. Which is pretty good, since I'm right at entering Neverland. Then, once that's done, I'll go level up at the tournaments, then hit hollow Bastion. *laughs* I'm determined! Very, very determined! I'm having fun though; I love RPG-style games. I get wrapped up in the plots. Plus...Kingdom Hearts just rocks. xDDDD

*glomps Chelsea* GWAH! That sketch was so good! You really got her top PERFECT! *___* I always think no one will understand what I meant by how it's supposed to look, but you got it! And...I really, REALLY want her pants. *nods* You made them look so comfy. *huggles*

And...yeah. xD Not much else.

Love,
-Megumi
Comments (1) | Permalink

Friday, July 28, 2006

   I have CHEETOS! *squeals*
Yep, a huge bag of crunchy Cheetos. xD OMFG, Cheetos are good. <3

Well, it turns out I will have to get my wisdom teeth pulled. Sadly, I, unlike my luff, don't have enough room for the lil' bastards. *growls* Good thing though, is that, since I'm young, it should be an easier procedure, plus it might not hurt so much afterwards for me. *nods*

I still don't want it to happen though. D=

Otherwise...um...yeah. Wow. Supposedly, this girl i know (i've mentioned her before, but I'm not disclosing who it is right now) is depressed. Like...the kind of depressed me and Chelsea can get into. *frowns* And...I'm not sure...I feel really weird about it...

Lately, I've learned more about some people I know, and...ok. I've already explained my sob story about how I can go all ape-shit and had really severe depression when I was younger, and whatnot. Basically, a point in my life that yeah, I was really messed up. But, I mean, I look at it now, and there's no way in hell I would consider some of the shit I thought about back then. I guess, what I'm saying, is because of going through all that crap ALONE, I came out stronger, MUCH STRONGER, than others I know.

(For the record: Chelsea and Lolly are still my heros. <3 I mean it, seriously. You guys are so much more than my best friends, and you've proved that time and time again.)

But, now...ok, one thing I can't stand is when people are supposedly going through a "rough time", and constantly bitch about it. Yet, they don't accept help, and seem to "get over" their problems almost as soon as they came up. Yeah, I'll understand if your life is a shit hole, and if crap isn't going your way. But, look:

There's a difference between a person who has really suffered from self-torture and hatred and depression, and someone who claims to be "depressed".

There. Is. A. Fucking. Difference.


Long story short: don't say your life sucks and act all emo and claim to hate yourself. Because there are really people out there who ARE feeling horrible, yet who hide it, and trust me sweetie, they've suffered more than you.


*blinks* *laughs*

Sorry for going all serious there for a minute, and know what I'm not talking about any of you. *glomps* It's just my outlook of the subject now that I'm "recovering" (lol, I sound like an addict...xDDDDDD). Life is too precious to waste. I'd rather be living it up than trying to pull sympathy from anyone. *huggles and grins*

Oh, and if I hadn't mentioned yet, we got our lightboard for the school fixed. Yay! =D That makes me happy!

*squees and munches on Cheetos*

Love,
-Megumi


Comments (2) | Permalink