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Wednesday, January 31, 2007


   Meh...
One more show...one more, and I'm fucking FREE.

For two weeks. DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDx *cries* Auditions for the musical (Aida this year, joy) are on the 15th.

*shrugs* I'm not really into it this year. and I seriously think it's cuz I feel like, if I audition, I'll be setting myself up for failure again. And I'll be DAMNED if I LET that shit happen to me again. *sighs* It's also cuz, like, NO ONE at school tells me I have a good voice, or I could get a lead; it feels like no one supports me. I mean, I SO have lolly and Chiru. *nods* But it kinda sucks when everyone is supporting the other girls, and I'm never noticed. It kinda makes me feel...odd...I can't really explain it; it just hurts, like that no one gives a shit about me.

*shrugs again* I dunno...I'm just really wishy-washy about the auditions right now. I might just do tech for it, since a lot of our tech people might audition. Plus, tech will totally throw me over the edge on my Thespian points; I'm already honors, and if I stage manage, I'll have 8 more points. *grins* Totally awesome; if I keep it up, I could have close to 100 Thespian points when I graduate. (You need 10 to be inducted; 60 for honors, which I have.)

Yeah...I dunno, I'm just trying to sort everything out. *nods* So, yeah. Ramblings. *laughs*

Love,
-Megumi

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