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Tuesday, April 19, 2005
Why do I feel so confused? Why do I not know what is wrong or right?
It's the truth!
I've been having mad moodswings lately- I think it's PMS and stress. Right now I should be working on Algebra homework, but I'm too preoccupied.
Seeing as no one here should know me IRL, I'll explain the situation:
I've always had BAD luck with guys. I haven't had one guy yet that hasn't broken my heart; and these weren't even boyfriends. I haven't had a boyfriend, let alone a "first kiss". But I have fallen for guys, the last three or so times extremely hard. Last two guys I fell for were the worse: one of them proceded to call me an "ugly bitch" behind my back, while the other just lead me on for months, knowing I liked him, before letting me find out from friends that he was gay. oh, and another basically threw himself in my face, and then disappeared completely when I said "no", even though I still liked him. (Complicated story.)
So yeah. Never had much luck in the romance department.
But now I think I'm falling again for this guy, a friend of mine I guess you could say. I had the world's biggest crush on him when I was 9 (puppy love! *angstangstangst*), but it was more of a cutsey thing. Now though...
He's a year older than me, good-looking, nearly a foot taller, and actually has morals. But, I dunno...it's hard for me to get close to him, and I don't know a way to ask for help without blowing my cover. I'm so...yeah.
It sucks, y'know? Having a crush. Especially one that I fell for SO hard back-in-the-day.
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