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Birthday
• 1990-07-21
Gender
• Female
Location
• USA, babeh!
Member Since
• 2005-02-10
Occupation
• Student/Artist/Musician
Real Name
• Chels and Lolly call me Megumi, ^o^

Personal

Achievements
• Nothing much yet, just some stuff for my writing projects.
Anime Fan Since
• Sailor Moon and DBZ first came out on Cartoon Network...I didn't even know what the hell I was watching, just that I loved it.
Favorite Anime
• Yuugiou, InuYasha (DON'T JUDGE ME!), DNAngel, Gravitation, and...stuff. 0__o
Goals
• Nothing ATM o__o
Hobbies
• Writing fanfiction, reading, acting, singing, doodling, DANCING, talking with people, videogames, and other crud.
Talents
• I'm a good writer from what people say, and I'm damn good at stage stuff (including some tech, ^o^).

myOtaku.com: Sparx539

Sunday, August 28, 2005

I could just fucking kill you...
...and have no fucking regrets.

DAMN YOU, YOU FUCKING BITCHES, TO HELL AND BACK. I HATE YOU, I'LL ALWAYS HATE YOU, AND NOTHING YOU DO CAN STOP ME. I'LL TEAR OUT YOUR LUNGS, RIP OUT YOUR HEART, LEAVE YOU IN YOUR OWN COLD BLOOD, AND LAUGH AS YOU DIE. AND I'D NEVER REGRET IT, EVEN IF I WENT TO HELL, BECAUSE IT'D SERVE YOU FUCKING RIGHT!!!!!!!

Over-usage of Capslock, ohemgee, lmao. But yes. We all know them by now; those girls who i once considered to be my close friends. Those who decieved me, those who ran down my life to the point that the only thing holding me back from the edge were my Chelsea, my "sister", and my family. I refused to break, and I thought I was finally free. I shouldn't be so damn angry over such a little thing as a quiz result posted on MySpace...

But the damn tramp used my fucking name, and my guy friend's, to get the fucking result! The result to sexual position, with a visual aid! I swear, to any God or higher power, if it was in my hands to decide, the bitch would die.

I feel sick to my stomach. I want to break down and cry. I feel betrayed, slandered, raped of my own name and dignity. Was that I was to you? Some joke? Was that why you never took me seriously, when I told you I had depression? Was that why you didn't care when I explained why I felt no fear towards taking my own life?

TELL ME WHY!

I want to hear it. I want the truth from you. I want a reason before I hurt you, like how you've hurt me. I refuse to crumble; instead, I'll merely repay the favor. Beg, bitches. Such a sweet music for my ears to hear...

OH. MY. GOD. I'm such a fucking sadist. Seriously, don't freak. I just express my emotions through my words, and I guess, well, it's strong stuff. I do feel hurt though; I mean, it hurts so bad, it's not even funny. I really, really, just want to cry. And a hug. T__________T

Wah, I'mma go read some fluffy, smutty, fanfics now. Yummers, smutt 'n' fluff. YAOI, w00t! Don't we know it?

Still doesn't ease the pain. *le sigh* -_______-

Too much love, but Cupid never minded anyway (regular salute on VACATION, in Disneyland, 'cause I dreamed about it last night)-

Sparky-chan <3
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