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Tuesday, August 30, 2005


   Neh?
Owwie...I swear, this is the last fucking time I'm getting that sugaring done. I'm in a world of pain...wah, it hurts so bad! T____T

Yeah, but otherwise, today was okay/meh. My scene for drama turned out to be awesome; it captured everyone's attention, and i think they liked the concept and characters. I like it, and my partner liked it too, so that's all good.

But otherwise...


Ok, so maybe i DO feel territorial about THE GUY. Seriously. Meh, but why? Because I really do like him? Or what? Because i was finding myself to get jealous today when Mal (that chick who likes him too) was all "OHEMGEE, he is like, soooooooo hot!!!11!" today. And calling him her future boyfriend. i didn't say anything, but yeah, i felt...I dunno, hurt? i mean, i did tell her to go for it...

But even when i do that, i screw myself over...because I tend to really, really like that one person. and, i dunno, I'm saying that i'm cool with it...

But since my friends that i thought really cared about me, showed that they didn't, I lost my ability to trust anyone new. Like, i still trust my sister and my Chels-chan with my LIFE, and i trust a lot of my other, older friends. But i just can't seem to trust anyone else nowadays. Which is really, really bad.

Eh, I'll sort my thoughts out later. Anyway!

HAAAAAAAAAAAAA, CHELSEA!!!!! I THINK I GOT THE FIRST REVIEW FOR "CHOKE"! w00t! Go me! Ha, I lurved it, love. Positivly awesome! *flopping glompnessage* 0___o It made sense to meeeeee....in a weird sort of way. But my over-active imagination was like, going haywire, sosososo yeah. But YUSH, I loveded it.

So much love I make Cupid cry in SHAME:

-Sparky~chan <3

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