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Thursday, December 8, 2005

   Is this the real life? Is it just fantasy? Caught in a landslide, no escape from reality...
[/Queen]

Fuck yes, I love Queen.

*whimper* Wah, why did he have to pick that song? Why?

THE GUY is singing in a show tomorrow/Saturday night, and of all the songs he could pick, he picks one that makes me effin' cry because it's what I feel for him, TO THE WORD. Watch:


"And So It Goes", Billy Joel

In every heart, there is a room
A sacntuary, safe and strong
To heal the wounds from lovers past
Until a new one comes along

I spoke to you in catious tones
You answered with with no pretense
And still I feel I've said too much
My silence is my self-defense

And every time I've held a rose
It seems I've only felt the thorns
And so it goes, and so it goes
And so will you soon, I suppose

But if my silence made you leave
Then that would be my worst mistake
So I will share this room with you
And you can have this heart to break

And this is why my eyes are closed
It's just as well for all I've seen
And so it goes, and so goes
And you're the only one who knows

So I would choose to be with you
That's if the choice were mine to make
But you can make descision too
And you can have this heart to break

And so it goes, and so it goes
And you're the only one who knows



See? Sweet Jeebus, why that one? *sob* I was practically crying after he sang it today at rehersal, because of how hard it always hits me, and the hear it from him...


I don't know if I love him. Hell, who knows love at nearly-sixteen, right? But, I'm more than "in like", more than "infatuated". Because I care about him so much, I'll let him have any girl he wants, let him just never even know I feel this way, if he's happy. It's disgusting, doing this when I barely even know him any more, but I can't help it.

I guess it is "love", in a retarded sense.

If only he "loved" me back.


I'm really not looking forward to our shows this weekend. *le sigh* I'm just...not. They always tend to break my heart, in one way or another.

-Megumi
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