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Birthday
• 1990-07-21
Gender
• Female
Location
• USA, babeh!
Member Since
• 2005-02-10
Occupation
• Student/Artist/Musician
Real Name
• Chels and Lolly call me Megumi, ^o^

Personal

Achievements
• Nothing much yet, just some stuff for my writing projects.
Anime Fan Since
• Sailor Moon and DBZ first came out on Cartoon Network...I didn't even know what the hell I was watching, just that I loved it.
Favorite Anime
• Yuugiou, InuYasha (DON'T JUDGE ME!), DNAngel, Gravitation, and...stuff. 0__o
Goals
• Nothing ATM o__o
Hobbies
• Writing fanfiction, reading, acting, singing, doodling, DANCING, talking with people, videogames, and other crud.
Talents
• I'm a good writer from what people say, and I'm damn good at stage stuff (including some tech, ^o^).

myOtaku.com: Sparx539

Saturday, January 21, 2006

Maybe she'll be the belle of the ball...if he tells her she's beautiful tonight
Like it? It's a quote I used for a project in CW today. Just came to me, out of absolutely nowhere. *shrugs* I do love it though. The full quote is: "Maybe she'll be the belle of the ball, if he tells her she's beautiful tonight. But who knows if he loves her?"

Ah, today...*tired sigh8. Both fabulous, and yet kinda sad. Remember that "old flame" I talked about, well, today was his last day at school; he's moving this weekend, to Texas. Not that it's incredibly far away, but yeah. I finally realized my true feelings for him too...and, you know, we could never be just friends. There's no doubt that we would've been a couple, or if we ever see each other again, we'll end up dating. And it hurts a little inside, because it's like the first time I lost him, all over again. But, he does have my email and AIM now, I gave them to him when we said goodbye, so I hope we can keep in touch. We will be, if he felt the same thing I did today.

See, he was in my 3rd, since we used to have the class together, and at the end, we all made a line to say 'bye to him. The other girls were hugging him, and when I got to him, I said, "Is there one for me too?" (meaning a hug), and he said, "Yeah," and we hugged. And...wow. That's been the first TRUE hug I've recieved from a guy in AGES. That was, i guess, the moment when everything just kind of clicked. He held me tight, protectivly, and I just kinda of held on to him for dear life, and it was...just...wow. I didn't want to move, 'cause it felt...RIGHT. Like I belonged there, in his arms. I actually kinda felt safe, and desireed. And it wasn't a quick hug, we stayed there for a bit. And i loved, and will cherish, every second of it.

It kinda makes me want to cry now, and I guess I might, in my dreams. (I cried in a dream last night...it was an amazing dream, but kind of terrifying at the same time.) I'm going to miss him...and now I regret not getting to him sooner, like when I had the chance two years ago. Maybe though, this is the way things are to work: we'll eventually find happiness. I believe that every action has a purpose, and if he felt the same from that hug, we'll eventually find ourselves together, and happy.

If it's possible to know love, and to love more than one person (romantically), then I'd have to say I love him. And I'll miss him desperately. But hey, I know something will eventually come out right. And who knows? Love has a way of making it's own fate and destiny. =)

So much love-

Megumi
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