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Wednesday, February 22, 2006
I Can't Help This Feeling
"I can't help it...I still feel as if there's some kind of fire inside me, burning away, giving me hope. I've had this...feeling...since October; I can't put it any other way. it's just that; a feeling, a feeding of that fire, telling me something. It's as if Fate wants me to understand that I already have what I desire, that it's been waiting for me. And I pray, I pray with every fiber of my being, that Fate isn't wrong.
I...I want this! I want this so bad that I could kill for it; hell, I could DIE for it. I could lay down my life at someone's feet, just for this. I want it so bad that my heart pleads with anyone listening for me to have it. I just want it...so, so bad.
I deserve it...don't I? Don't I deserve to feel special...just this once? Don't I deserve to have this one wish granted? Just this once?
please...I just...I don't want to think that my feelings are for naught. I know it, deep inside my soul...just...prove to me...that this...this is really going to happen."
Call-backs are tomorrow. Let's see how it goes, ne?
(I think it'll be good though...I had a sign today. *shy smile* I fell off the Green Room stage ((the little one, not the big one))...no, it's actually a good thing! See, every time something big happens in my life, I fall off of something. And I fell today...and I'm bruising...xD But yeah...just...pray for me, guys? i know it's a lot to ask...but...I just...I want this just So. Damn. BAD. And...hell, I think I might even need this...)
So much love I make Cupid cry in SHAME:
-Megumi~Sparx
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