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Birthday
• 1990-07-21
Gender
• Female
Location
• USA, babeh!
Member Since
• 2005-02-10
Occupation
• Student/Artist/Musician
Real Name
• Chels and Lolly call me Megumi, ^o^

Personal

Achievements
• Nothing much yet, just some stuff for my writing projects.
Anime Fan Since
• Sailor Moon and DBZ first came out on Cartoon Network...I didn't even know what the hell I was watching, just that I loved it.
Favorite Anime
• Yuugiou, InuYasha (DON'T JUDGE ME!), DNAngel, Gravitation, and...stuff. 0__o
Goals
• Nothing ATM o__o
Hobbies
• Writing fanfiction, reading, acting, singing, doodling, DANCING, talking with people, videogames, and other crud.
Talents
• I'm a good writer from what people say, and I'm damn good at stage stuff (including some tech, ^o^).

myOtaku.com: Sparx539

Friday, July 28, 2006

I have CHEETOS! *squeals*
Yep, a huge bag of crunchy Cheetos. xD OMFG, Cheetos are good. <3

Well, it turns out I will have to get my wisdom teeth pulled. Sadly, I, unlike my luff, don't have enough room for the lil' bastards. *growls* Good thing though, is that, since I'm young, it should be an easier procedure, plus it might not hurt so much afterwards for me. *nods*

I still don't want it to happen though. D=

Otherwise...um...yeah. Wow. Supposedly, this girl i know (i've mentioned her before, but I'm not disclosing who it is right now) is depressed. Like...the kind of depressed me and Chelsea can get into. *frowns* And...I'm not sure...I feel really weird about it...

Lately, I've learned more about some people I know, and...ok. I've already explained my sob story about how I can go all ape-shit and had really severe depression when I was younger, and whatnot. Basically, a point in my life that yeah, I was really messed up. But, I mean, I look at it now, and there's no way in hell I would consider some of the shit I thought about back then. I guess, what I'm saying, is because of going through all that crap ALONE, I came out stronger, MUCH STRONGER, than others I know.

(For the record: Chelsea and Lolly are still my heros. <3 I mean it, seriously. You guys are so much more than my best friends, and you've proved that time and time again.)

But, now...ok, one thing I can't stand is when people are supposedly going through a "rough time", and constantly bitch about it. Yet, they don't accept help, and seem to "get over" their problems almost as soon as they came up. Yeah, I'll understand if your life is a shit hole, and if crap isn't going your way. But, look:

There's a difference between a person who has really suffered from self-torture and hatred and depression, and someone who claims to be "depressed".

There. Is. A. Fucking. Difference.

Long story short: don't say your life sucks and act all emo and claim to hate yourself. Because there are really people out there who ARE feeling horrible, yet who hide it, and trust me sweetie, they've suffered more than you.

*blinks* *laughs*

Sorry for going all serious there for a minute, and know what I'm not talking about any of you. *glomps* It's just my outlook of the subject now that I'm "recovering" (lol, I sound like an addict...xDDDDDD). Life is too precious to waste. I'd rather be living it up than trying to pull sympathy from anyone. *huggles and grins*

Oh, and if I hadn't mentioned yet, we got our lightboard for the school fixed. Yay! =D That makes me happy!

*squees and munches on Cheetos*

Love,
-Megumi

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