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Wednesday, November 29, 2006


   *ish sleepy*
It snowed last night...and it's kinda snowing now...*nods* I want it to snow really good, or just get nice and icy...SNOW DAY FTW!

xDDDDD

Pbbbbbth....drama, drama, DRAMA. In the drama class. *gigglesnorts* Drama! In the Drama Class.

*nods*

Ugh...it's just getting so stupid! People are BEING so stupid! *sighs* I'm tired of it! It's like...just, grow the fuck up already! Seriously! *flops on top of you*

I'm sorry guys, I've just been a little depressed lately...I'm trying not to, but it's...yeah...hard not to be. *pouts* As you may have noticed, there's a change in my intro part. *points up* *sighs* Yeah...about that...it's not worth trying anymore. You've all listened to my stuggles, and supposedly he has a girlfriend now or something. *rolls eyes* Besides, as much as I did like him...he's...not perfect...basically, he'd probably cheat on me. A lot. And...just, yeah. He doesn't even treat me all that nice as it is. *shrugs* Ah well.

But, yeah. I'm just kind of depressed over the whole situation. And cuz it seems like I'm being abandoned, somewhat, as of late. *clings to Chelsea and Lolly* Not you two, of course, but people at school. A lot of my friends are getting into relationships, and I'll admit, I'm jealous. And scared. Because of being hurt. I'm so tired of it, that it's like...yeah. I'm afariad of being turned on again, like what my so-called "old friends" did. I'm afraid of losing what little I have at the moment...

...I'm scared of being alone...

And, yeah...the jealousy...*cuddles* I'm just tired of being the one who never has someone. I'm tired of just being the...what the hell would I call it?...just the girl that, yeah, you think she's pretty/nice/whatever, and you'll cuddle her and flirt with her, but you'd never consider dating her. For some reason or another. And yeah...I'm just sick of it! *huffs* I'm a goddamn stunner, you fuckers! And you know I'd make a much better girlfriend than those bimbo bitches you're all dating! Am I right ladies? Girls with attitudes, who are intelligent, who hav fucking issues to deal with, are just as amazing as those air-head whores that are a dime a dozen.

*shakes head* I wish I was done with high school. I hate high school boys. I want my sexy, intelligent, dangerous men already! *huffs*

............

*glomps* Bah, I'm sorry guys. I hate acting so bitchy. I'm just really tired, and a little over-emotional now that it's wintery.

*glomps again*

Love,
-Megumi

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