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Saturday, December 17, 2005
Took the Color Quiz Results:
Your Existing Situation
Needs, and insists on having, a close and understanding relationship, or at least some method of satisfying a compulsion to feel identified.
Your Stress Sources
The existing situation is disagreeable. Feels lonely and uncertain as she has an unsatisfied need to ally herself with others whose standards are as high as her own, and wants to stand out from the rank and file. This sense of isolation magnifies the need into a compelling urge, all the more upsetting to her self-sufficiency because of the restraint she normally imposes on herself. Since she wants to demonstrate the unique quality of her own character, she tries to suppress this need for others and affects an attitude of unconcerned self-reliance to conceal her fear of inadequacy, treating those who criticize her behavior with contempt. However, beneath this assumption of indifference she really longs for the approval and esteem of others.
Your Restrained Characteristics
Feels listless, hemmed in, and anxious; considers that circumstances and forcing her to restrain her desires. Wants to avoid open conflict with others and to have peace and quiet.
Feels that she cannot do much about her existing problems and difficulties and that she must make the best of things as they are. Able to achieve satisfaction through sexual activity.
Your Desired Objective
Desires a tranquil, peaceful state of harmony offering quiet contentment and a sense of belonging.
Your Actual Problem
Disappointment at the non-fulfillment of her hopes and the fear that to formulate fresh goals will only lead to further setbacks have resulted in considerable anxiety. She is trying to escape from this into a peaceful and harmonious relationship, protecting her from dissatisfaction and lack of appreciation.
Your Actual Problem #2
Wants to be valued and respected, and seeks this from a close and peaceful association of mutual esteem
I just saw episode 51 O_O
is in aw
have you ever felt like laughing and crying at the same time?
I did.
Wow.
*Is now speechless*
I can't even do anything right now but think of it.
complaining about prices hehe.
Random Thought for Today
Today's random thought is:
Someone should set up a buisness selling curtains and the brand name would be Curtis Curtains.
My friend hasn't had a working computer for 3 mounths now and I only chat with one other person on msn and he never comes on and when he does its late and a school night and I don't feel like talking to him when he's on so now I am getting lonly, I read chats people have with their friends on LJ (im just a lurker) and I want coversations like them but I can't cause I don't have any friends in rl that are as obsessed with fma as me and they dont know what happens at the end of the series (I spoiled it for myself and now I can't wait to see it and discus it with them. But alas I horrible at making friends so I read yaoi fanfics instead. Doesn't matter much as long as it has Ed in it.
Is it weird for me to love Ed and love to see him in trouble/get the shit beat out of him? Comments
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Wednesday, November 2, 2005
A FMA!Crack full day
Someone should cosplay as Edward Elric and go to McDonalds have their picture taken while ordering then post it on the web editing the pic so the Ed cosplayer is saying "One Philosopher's Stone please."
-my random though for today
Ah health class, talking about drugs and whatnot. Making me come up with the crack idea that the 'magical flowers' Ed made when he was living with Tucker was actually drugs.(hey he could have went outside for a break when Nina was alseep and Mr. Tucker was working)
Coffee doesn't help you sober up Ed just to let you know, or at least thats my my health teacher says.
In the movie
Ed is 18? And crossed the gate when he was 16? The legal age in Germany to drink alcohol is 16. hehehehe You're good to go Ed!
Yes my health class boredom IS a scary process. Thank you for asking.
Speaking of the movie...
I just saw an amv that has clips of the movie in it and I have one thing to say:
Al! You do not work the coat! Your brother made the coat look so wonderful, on you....it's just a fucking coat! *eyes tear up but not crying* Damnit Ed you worked my favorite coat why did you have to leave it!
Seeing only like two minutes of clips from the movie made me cry actually. Not a real hard cry but, like how I cried when Hughes died aww that just reminded me that Hughes' alter is in the movie. *almost cries again*
Damn I cry over a movie and I laugh at myself when I found out my knee WAS bleeding this morning.
Explination to why my knee was bleeding:
Today was Bus Evacuation Day so we had to jump out of the back of the bus. Me being in 8th grade, 14 years old, still udderly horrified at jumping from even that small hight (hey I'm like 5'6" that yard and a foot from the bus to the ground seemed alot higher), and even more scared of having to hold a HighSchooler's hand to jump down(it hurts), I decided to jump on my own. I landed on my feed but I didn't stay there, 10 seconds after I land I fall to my knees. They asked me if I was alright I just smiled and stood up...pulling up my pants that fell abit when I crashed to my knees. No one said anything about it.(I have wonderful luck I shall tell you about later)
When I got to my locker after my first hour class I saw my friend ,who had her mom DRIVE her to school when she herd about bus evacuation day, and told her about falling to my knees and how cool it would be in they were bleeding. (they still hurt abit) And thats about it. Well it's midnight and I have school tomarrow and my dad might be home soon (I like my labtop thankyouverymuch) so Thats it for today.
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You're a total dumby! Don't worry it's not horrible i dont think. But hey look at the bright side you may be a complete goon now but as you age maybe you will grow smarter. Although you may not. I know that common sense and school aren't really your things but just maybe try a little harder and you'll go places! (Hopefully)
but...but the sun burns! yay slightly depressed i knew it!
You may be slightly depressed. Be careful not to become depressed. Its a sad lonely state of mind that really sucks. Do things that make you happy. Get some sun.
You're somewhat quiet and a bit of a wall flower, maybe even shy. People usually don't really notice you or don't pay much attention to you and you just wish they did. You're a calm person and don't need a busy social life, but you'd like to have just a few more friends. You're probably quite intelligent.
O_O 
A FMA!Crack full day 
