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Friday, October 12, 2007

   Hey, Im finally back! ^^
Yeah, school's been keeping me real busy, so Im glad I finally got to go on the computer.

This is a poem I wrote based off of a book I was reading about this girl who had Bipolar and her look at life.
I.....( Bipolar)
I hate you, more than you could ever know.
But I’m careful not to let my true feelings show.
I smile behind this mask of mine.
I laugh, and grin, and all seems fine.
But through this mask, my tears run free.
I hate you because you seem to ignore me.
I want to see you sit down and cry.
I’m angry at you- why don’t you just die?
Yet I love you, more than you could ever know.
I hope this love will purify me, clean as the snow.
I’m by your side all of the time,
While I try to conceal these feelings of mine.
When I’m with you, my spirit is free.
When I’m with you, I feel…happy.
But of our friendship, does it run deep?
Or is it as shallow as a trickling creek?
I would say shallow, for when I’ve nothing to say,
You never ask what is wrong; just ignore me for the day.
The next day you ask if I’m mad at you,
I can’t really deny it, it’s partially true.
Perhaps this nonsense is all in my head.
I might even be better off dead.
No. I won’t give the satisfaction of seeing me gone.
I’ll stay by your side all our lives long.
...I’ve decided I’m mental, it must be true,
For it would describe these feelings I have toward you.
Yeah....anyway.^^
Oh, and its my sister and my birthday on the 15th. (Monday). ^^ Well, see ya!
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