Thursday, March 18, 2004

Poems!
Here are all of my poems that I have done so far, I hope u all enjoy them! PLEASE comment!!

Escape:
Pushing...
Through all these barriers...
Gotta get through this...
They are blocking my path...
I can't get to the light...
At the end...
The end of the tunnel...
It's my escape...
My only escape...
If only...
I could get through this...
I could be free...
Put you out of my mind...
Your clouding my mind...
Misleading me...
Distracting me...
Being an obstacle...
That I must overcome...
Gotta get through this...
All of this...
All of these barriers...
Obstacles...
Like you...
I must overcome...
Forget my fear...
Throw it away...
To the depths of the sea...
Where it can never be reached again...
Must go on...
Push through all these barriers...
These things that stop me...
Mislead me...
Distract me...
From getting through this...
To the end...
The end of the tunnel...
To the light...
To my escape...
My only escape...
I've gotta get through this...

Boredness....
It has over come me...
It has consumed me...
That is all I ever see...
That is all I ever know...
Please somebody save me...
Save me from this boredness...
JUST FREAKIN SAVE ME!!! PLEASE!!!!
Before I die...
And never come back...
Save me!!!

Eternal Soul Sleeper:
Sleeping within my soul...
In an eternal sleep...
Awaken me...
From within...
Call my name...
Save me from this eternal slumber...
Bring me to life...
Don't let me die...
Sleeping here...
Within my soul...
Reach out...
Touch my skin...
Enter my soul...
Reach my core...
I'm lost within my soul...
Sleeping within my core...
Come and find me...
I am lost...
Don't leave me...
Stay here, with me...
For eternity...
Unless...
You can awaken me...
From this eternal slumber...

Holding on:
You held on...
After all these years...
You still hold on...
To that little hope...
Why??
Why did you hold on???
There was no point...
Only foolishness...
I'm sorry...
But it is true...
It was pointless...
Stupid...
Unnecessary...
A waste of your time...
I don't understand, why you held on...
Is it because you love me??
Is that why you held on??
Waiting for me to come back to you??
I am speechless...
I do not know what to say...
Really I don't...
You, Love me???
I thought…
I was nothing, in your eyes...
Worthless to you...
Just another girl....
That came your way...
And spent time with you...
But it seems I am the special one...
The one that you chose...
To love...
Out of all the others...
You chose me...
So you held on to that hope, of me coming back to you...
Forever...
To spend time with...
And share love...
Well...
Keep holding on...
I'll be back soon...
In your arms...
For you to love....

Madness:
Madness is around me...
Madness surrounds me...
No matter how far I run...
I cannot escape it...
It consumes me...
It lives within me...
It is me...
Why is it me??
Why must it be me???
That must live with this curse...
This curse of madness...
I do not understand...
Why I was chosen...
To be burdened with this...
This eternal burden...
Of madness...

Retarded:
Something is definitely wrong...
I think your retarded...
Really you are...
Why are you??
I don't understand...
Why you???
Out of all the people...
You...
Are retarded...
I sigh...
Because...
That's what I expected...
But thought it would never happen...
But, it did...
Why???
You???
Really...
This is...
Just weird...
Knowing a retarded person...
Weird...
It seems...
I am constantly surrounded by that...
Absolute weirdness...
I sigh once again...
You are really retarded...
Really, wrong, mentally...
But still able to understand me...
Weird...
I guess...
That's retardedness for you...
And me...
Oh, well...
Have fun...
My old friend...
I have to leave you now...
So you can get better...
I'll keep in touch...
But, I wonder...
Will you reply??
Will you know me??
Will you even remember me??
Your old, dear friend??
From your sweet childhood days??
I do not know...
I do not care...
Just as long as...
You, my retarded, old friend...
Gets better...
I'll come again...
Don't worry...
I'll never leave you...
Even if you don't know me...
Even if you don't remember me...
I'll never leave you...
My old, retarded friend...
Bye now...
See you soon...
My friend...

Tragedy:
Day by day...
Tormented by her past...
Killing and death clouds her memory...
Whenever child hood days are remembered...
She has never known a happy memory...
Only terrible ones...
That cloud her mind...
And drive her to kill...
And kill...
Happiness has never known her...
She has never known it...
Only death...
It knows her...
She knows it...
They are so close...
They are so familiar...
She meets it every day...
She sees it every day...
By killing...
And killing...
Reliving her child hood...
Day by day...
Who is this 'She'???
This 'She' is me...
Tormented...
By my past...
Day by day...
By death...

Why?
I wiped away all your tears...
I helped with all your fears...
I did all that I could...
Then I left...
I am no mother...
I am no saviour...
I'm just somebody whom helped you...
I said "Ill come again, when you really need me"...
You do not need me...
Yet you still hold on...
To that hope...
That hope of what I said...
But you do not need me...
So why do you wish so???
Why do you want me to come back???
Back to you??
Is it because you love me??
Is that it??
Have I guessed right???
Why??
Why do you love me???
I am nothing to you...
Our life's paths only crossed for a brief moment...
Yet you remember that brief moment...
And you love me...
And hold on to that hope...
Why???
I do not understand...
Why do you love me???

I hoped all of my poems are good! I spent a lotta time & hard work on them! PLEASE comment!!
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