Tuesday, January 29, 2008

Postpost and then I shall leave everyone pretty comments. Hopefully.

I reread Honeydew Syndrome and fell in love with it again. For people who are totally clueless, w00t. Haha I remembered how to link, I think. lawl that rhymes wow I don't think I feel too good.

Yeah. So I shall make a Honeydew Syndrome layout theme thing. And it shall be brilliant and full of Charles. O_o People who read it, I need to know what kind of songs would go well with it. People who haven't read, go do so, it's like the best comic evar.

I am sooooo tired I'm not thinking straight. Bah, when am I ever?

Listening to Prodigy. Like their stuff. I was actually going to pick a song by them and match a layout to it but then HoneySyn distracted me. It would have been Bleach anyway, and I hate Bleach, god awful boring stuff.

Drawing Naruto fanart what the heck. Sakura needs to gain some weight.

NEED TO WRITE LOOOOOOOOOVE POETRY. i need a nap.
G'night be back sometime later.
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Tuesday, January 22, 2008

Wheeeeeeeew it has been WAY too long.
Hi.
Uhh went to meh friend's birthday on sunday. We went to watch Juno. It was a good movie. Tweensy sentences. Went shopping before, cursed Hot Topic for never having simple stuff yet Hakumay found me some perfect plain arm socks I've been in search of. So I got down on one knee, confessed my undying love to her and we rode off into the sunset. -_-; Not exactly. But they make me very happy.

Like I've mentioned previously, I'm changing like mad. No longer an atheist. *gasp-a* I forget the word for "does not deny the existence of a god but wont believe it till they see it". I came up with this elaborate idea all by myself, wanna hear it? Course you do. Imuna use it in mah story too.

There are many different worlds existing on different uh, planes. Every time there is a possibility of at least two things happening, separate dimensions open up for each possibility alongside that world. Only one is chosen out of them. For example, if you dropped a vase, it will either dimension 1) fall and roll, or dimension 2) break. And then there would more dimensions within dimension two to find how many pieces there are and how big each one would be, but whatever. And this all happens like snap but only one is chosen. These choices are made by *drumroll* god. :D Or mister force, mister chooser, whatever you wanna call him. Get this, multiple dimensions are opening up on each world at a time but they're all being completed at the same time too. The good outcomes are ALWAYS equal to the bad outcomes. Andandand where my story comes in is Corey who can go to these different worlds. People who can do this may also effect (affect?) a certain outcome. One of these people decided to act as god and created religion by having people worship them. But all the world traveling made them get both old and young at the same time till they sploded. But people continued to pray. Therefore, your prayers are useless because god ain't listening, it's fifty fifty whether things turn out well for you or not.

Well that's sorta long. There was a little more where humans may change outcomes if they have enough will power but you're bored. I abso-fucking-lutely want to say abso-fucking-lutely. Today in school I almost died, blah blah blah. Nothing else then. Hope you had a nice three day weekend. If you didn't get MLK off sue the school for discrimination.

And someone please recommend me a new anime. D:
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Friday, January 11, 2008

*deep breath*

I dunno. Surgeimmortal. Nadia. My new girlfriend and I love her. *nyarf*

Cause even though I confessed to her and asked her to be my girlfriend I can't say things I want to directly. >.<
Loveherloveherloveher! I'm not exaggerating when I say I think about her all the time And my french notes are now covered in her name. Je t'aime! <3

*headdesk* In other news... there is no other news.

Thankies to my friends who supported me~
Thankies to everyone here who will be supporting me/us. (you better)
Thankies to Nadia ilu
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Monday, January 7, 2008

Gone fishing.
Be back when I re-discover myself.

Stupid hormones. My head is going absolutely nuts. Have you noticed I haven't been commenting? Terribly sorry about that, I plan to come back... later.

I have this horrible urge to go buy some clear nail polish and lip gloss. Ew what the heck. Been going on teen girl and sex puberty education websites. What the heck. And I'm starting to see EVERY SINGLE GODDAMN *cough* all the good in the people I hate the most. Except for like, 2 people who my hate for is getting insanely stronger.

YEARS of building up a tomboy image and collecting boy clothes that weren't available to me because mom was doing the shopping. Then I actually convinced her to start getting me this stuff there you go I'm happy. I'm gonna flush all that for floral print. Smart.

Tell me what's wrong with me, I love you forever, I come back to TheO and give you all pretty comments.

Thankies to Samedi-mai for teh rainbow textssss I love eet so muuuch~


Actually no, I'm not done talking. Did you know Libra and Sagittarius are compatible? *winkwink* Do ya know who you are? I think I just did something I'll regret.

Band: Tokio Hotel. The music's okaaay, but I'm not really listening to it, I'm drooling over the band members. Bill and Tom Kaulitz, google them. How does a non-asian even get to that level of cuteness?

Bah!
Wasting
Your
Time
Now.
Imma go draw.
Go away.
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Tuesday, January 1, 2008

Sorry, I just had to do this. -_- It's cute. Not into the whole "REPOST THIS NAO" things but... this one's too damn adorable. Happy new year everyone!

What each kiss means What each kiss means -Kiss on the stomach: I'm ready. -Kiss on the Forehead: I hope we're together forever. -Kiss on the Ear: You're my everything. -Kiss on the Cheek: We're friends. -Kiss on the Hand: I adore you. -Kiss on the Neck: We belong together. -Kiss on the Shoulder: I want you. -Kiss on the Lips: I love you. What the gesture means... -Holding Hands: We definitely like each other. -SLAP ON THA BUTT: That's mine. -Holding on tight: I don't want to let go. -Looking into each other's Eyes; I just plain like you. -Playing with Hair: Tell me you love me. -Arms around the Waist: I like you too much to let go. -Laughing while Kissing: I am completely comfortable with you. Advice: Don't ask for a kiss, take one. If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love. Requirements: Post this again after reading!! Or you will have a bad year of Relationships. If you LIKE, LOVE, OR MISS someone right now and can't get them out of your head then Re-post this within One Minute and Whoever you are missing will surprise you. Repost this as "what each kiss means"
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Tuesday, December 25, 2007

Worst Christmas ever?

Almost. I woke up at 8, didn't even wanna go downstairs to see presents, went back to sleep. Woke up at 9:30, my brother woke up too and he just picked up a book and read. See how excited we are? laid around for an hour. Went down cause I was hungry, didn't even look at the tree. 4 presents, 3 envelopes. 3 out of the four presents were for my brother. 2 envelopes for my parents, one for me. Inside my envelope was a one dollar bill. -_- One present for Christmas. Dude.

BUT HEY it was a Zen V mp3 player, lime green and white and sooooooooooooooo cute! I wanted this little guy so badly. *squeeze* But yeah nothing to do since I didn't get anything. The best part of today is probably figuring out the software for this thing and dinner. We're gonna have duck. :9 Merry Chreesmas everyone.
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Wednesday, December 19, 2007

I cried and nearly not quite really half exploded.

I'm gonna have a baby and prove to myself adults can be kids too. I'm gonna be the best mom in the world, watch me.

edit: you all fail. OLDER YES WHEN AHM OLDER.
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Monday, December 17, 2007

Bahbah, midnight post, nothing better to do than post. And post a quiz thing too. D: Oh wells, tell me how many you get. It's sorta funny. I am 65% retarded.

x[ You have screamed at an inanimate object for 'hurting' you.
x[ You have ran into a glass/screen door.
[ You have jumped out of a moving vehicle.
x[ You have thought of something funny and laughed, then people gave you weird looks.
x[ You have ran into a tree/bush.
[ You have been called a blonde
x[ You know that it IS possible to lick your elbow
x[ You just tried to lick your elbow.
x[ You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star had the
same melody
x[ You just sang them to make sure.
x[ You have tripped on your own feet and fallen.
x[ You have choked on your own spit.
x[ You have seen the Matrix and still don't get it.
[ You type with three fingers or less.
[ You have accidentally caught something on fire.
x[ you tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose.
x[ You have caught yourself drooling.
x[ You have fallen asleep in class
x[ Sometimes you just stop thinking
x[ Sometimes when you are telling a story you forget what you were talking
about.
[ People often shake their heads and walk away from you.
[ You are often told to use your "inside voice"
x[ You use your fingers to do simple math.
[ You have eaten a bug accidentally...
x[ You are taking this test when you should be doing something more
important.
x[ You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn't realize
it.
x[ You've looked all over for something and realized it was in your
hand/pocket the whole time.
[ You have reposted bulletins because you are scared that what they
say will happen to you if you don't.
[ You break a lot of things.
x[ You tilt you're head when you're confused.
x[ You have fallen out of your chair before.
x[ When you're lying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture
on the ceiling.
x[ The word "um" is used
[ You dont know what "um" means.
x[ You say "what" and "huh" alot.
x[ Your directionally impared
[ People often think your younger than you actually are because of the way you act
[ People have accused you of having Tourette Syndrome
[ You mix up your right and left hand
x[ When you cant describe something you resort to hand gestures
x[ You make up your own words
x[ You space out alot
x[ You've laughed so hard you couldn't breathe
x[ You stare off into space alot
x[ When talking to someone, you trailed off and started mumbling to yourself
[ Your friends fear for your sanity
x[ You cant remember what happend yesterday
x[ You cant remember what happend an hour ago
x[ You laugh at things that no one else thinks are funny
x[ You've been called a klutz before
[ You spell 4 letter words wrong
[ You often say "Can you repeat the question?"
[ You dont know how many letters are in the alphabet
[ You just sang it to check
[ You counted on your fingers
[ You didnt get 26 letters
x[ When you learn a new word, you repeat it because it sounds cool
x[ It's very easy to confuse you
[ People ask you if your in the right class or grade
[ You rock back and forth or shake when you get nervous
x[ Sometimes, you feel lightheaded or dizzy for no reason
[ You have gotten lost in your own house or backyard
x[ You've spelled your own name wrong
x[ You have forgotten your own name
x[ You have forgotten your parents or best friends names before
[ You start studdering when your too hyper or exited
x[ You have forgotten where you are or where your going
x[ You don't know why your taking this quiz
x[ Your afraid of the monsters in your closet
x[ You still have a nightlight because your afraid of the dark
[ You get hit and 10 secounds later flinch
[ When someone screams you scream too
x[ Simple or low tech things entertain you
[ You belive you can fly and have tried
[ You hurt yourself in trying to fly
x[ You belive in lepracauns, werewolves, vampires, ect.
[ When you hurt yourself, you get up and try it again only to hurt yourself again
x[ You have taken a drink, laughed, and the drink went through your nose
x[ You jump to conclusions that make no sense to anyone but you
x[ You have tried to lick your ear
x[ You talk to yourself
[ You argue with youself outloud
[ You have a secret room where you plot your diabolical plans for world takeover
x[ You narrate your own life or someone elses life
x[ People call you random.
[ They don't mean random in a good way
x[ People accuse you of being high or stoned
[ You mess up when counting to 10
[ Your friends are embarresed to hang out with you
x[ Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were talking.
x[ Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were NOT talking.
[ You have tripped on your shoelace and fallen.
[ People have called you slow
[ Your friends/family know not to use big words around you
x[ You used a calculator to find your score for this bulletin.
Add up how many checked boxes you have and divide it by 95.(there are 95 questions)
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Monday, December 10, 2007

Well I was gonna post friday but meh. The adventures of my coming out: For Ghandi, who is getting increasingly stupider everyday, I literally spelled out in huge letters for him that I was bisexual. And he repeated he didn't get it. Ugh. I should give up but... his locker's next to mine and he keeps asking. He even tried "are you and Hakumay lesbians?" but he doesn't understand bisexual. What the heck.

Let it be known,
When i write a poem,
There are subliminal messages,
uhhh To the masses unknown?
Seriously, if I post a poem there will always be hidden messages that I can't come right out with for one reason or another but still able to express. Through poetry. Exceeeeeeeeeept, I DID have something to say and it flew away. :( Come back birdie. Anyway, here's the one line that stuck.

"There's no like or dislike, only love and hate."

Very true, admit it. Love you all. Kisses!
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Monday, December 3, 2007

Heyhey, how's everyone? I actually have stuff to talk about, yay!

Sososo in science we had to look up these websites and determine if they were a reliable source of information or no. There was one that claimed the government is controlling our minds. To prevent this: we wear tin foil. :D Hakumay made us a bunch of tin foil hats and we wore them to school. The teachers either giggled or told us to take the hats off indoors. *sniffle* They're trying to get into our heads. And then some kids in the halls called us gay and tried to steal our beautiful hats.

Over teh weekend I vent on ze mission. *note, mission here is pronounced with a french accent. This weekend was the weekend that I would find my rainbow striped knee high sockssss. First... we went to Spencers. They only had rainbow belts, so my mom offered to buy me a rainbow belt instead. Noo, belts = not visible half the time! Then we went around, missed Claire's I guess. I thought Claire's would have them but I settled for Limited Too instead. *deep breathe* Yes, I held my breathe going into that place, god knows what kind of pink inducing disease I could catch in there. In the end they had none. :( Wasted effort. And across from there is Hot Topic. Ironic eh? I was dubious because that place never has any plain and simple stuff, it's all weird designs that look good alone but not with anything else. In the far far corner of the store *angelic voices* Rainbow sockssss. Love love. <3 Told my dad I wanted to wear them with a white skirt and shirt with another rainbow on it, except it would probably say something under it like Lesbian and Proud. Well he wasn't exactly paying attention and "was about to have a heart attack and keel over." Daaaamn. Got home and put them on and love. <3 I wanted to wear them to school today and my mom said it was too cold and I couldn't. Well shit, it was hot today. grr love. Love love love love. Despise rainbows, I wear them to ridicule, love. Tis complicated love love. <3

AND THE MORAL OF THE STORY IS I SHOULDN'T LET OTHERS DICTATE WHAT I DO AND DON'T WANT TO WEAR JUST BECAUSE THEY DON'T LIKE IT. THANK YOU AND GOOD DAY.
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