Wednesday, November 28, 2007

Errgrr. I think I'm gonna be like posting about my school day daily for you guys. I used to talk to my dad but now that my mom's home full time I like, don't say as much and I write it instead. It's such a chore to talk to my mom. For example, today this guy stole my seat on the bus and I had to sit near these giggly girls. One like, smacked me in the head. O_O
Dad: *laughs*
Mom: Did they do it on purpose? Did they say sorry?

-_- I hate talking to her. I took out my art sketchbook aka emo diary and started writing about them. Lemme read. "I hafta turn my music up higher than usual because it REALLY hard to drown these girls out. Darn, still hear them wtf getting hit in the head. Today at lunch we reminisced or however you spell it. Talked about 5th grade, best year of our lives. Our stupid hormone controlled teenage live, and I'm writing in my emo journal on the bus. Darn. Nothing to say. But I am emo girl, I should have something to say. Shleet mah reests."
Yeah, I called myself emo girl cause I had a navy blue sweatshirt and those girls... were just giving me that look.

Hope you all had a good day. meh
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Tuesday, November 20, 2007

Be on the lookout for a site change. Again.
Me and surgimmortal were talking. About what I can't remember, but it led to her idea of a social classes zoo. So here's what came out of my messed up mind:

surgimmortal: RUN IT BITES!!

Im gonna make a zoo and its gonna be filled with the social classes. Like Emo and stuffs.

SpiffySporkPerson: Gotta be careful with those emos. Bad emo! Bad!

Preps are carnivorous and oftentimes cannibalistic so you can't put them together, especially with others in their family like wannabes. Two doses of Highschool Musical a day should keep them tame UNLESS they're one of the closely related gossips slash spoiled brats. Goths have naturally dark hair eyes and lips. Although they will deny their cravings at first, goths feed on enormous amounts of sugar and candy. Also in the goth family is the emo. Emos are nervous jittery critters but with a little love and care you'll have another punk on your hands. Punks vary quite drastically from goths but are still found to have relations to them. Hippies are a handful. You gotta keep drugging them up so the people watching wont be too bored. Sluts, on the other hand, are very interesting to watch, especially when put in the same pen as play boys. They branch off from their main family, the preps, and come in the varieties slut, prostitute, whore and ho as well as many other unmentionables. You've got the fag pen to your left, dyke pen on the right, and straight ahead, the bis trans and questionings that don't know which gender to fuck. There's the whole japan originating section filled with lolita catgirls, visual kei, ganguro kogals, coplayers school girls, and whatever else is oozing outta japan. You can basically dump them in one big atrium. Coming up are the nerds and the geeks which must be kept separate at all times. Geeks seek knowledge while their cousins, the nerds, seem to be stuck with information. Then there are subclass nerds that are nerdy for one particular subject, for example, Star Wars. Nerds can sometimes be grouped with wannabes. Did I mention psychopaths? Well they're in a different section all together *cough* probably all murdered each other by now. A subclass of the psychopath is the mentally impaired, better known as a retard. Give them mushy bananas and you'll see they can be quite gentle. And I seem to have forgotten all about jocks. Umm, stick them in the slut pen and I think things'll work out. If the preps are looking squirmy you can stick a few jocks in there too. And here we have the shy people. Shh, we want to be able to observe them without scaring them off. Dang, there are a lot of asians in this group. I guess it wasn't smart to put them next to gangsters. The gangsters will have an infinite number of things to say and DO to you but never fear, for we have the almighty Solja Boy cd. *toss* See, they run after it like dogs. Ah and in this far and isolated corner. All the people who don't fit in anywhere. Or don't give a damn. I feel right at home when I'm with my beloved fellow individuals. Hope you enjoyed your tour, come again soon!

Yeah... I just completely stole your idea.

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Meh. Have a great Thanksgiving everyone!
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Saturday, November 10, 2007

So I... wasn't here yesterday because I was very busy. First in school, meh same old. In civics we were talking about campaigns and I forget which election the opponent got mad at the other guy for winning and challenged him to a duel. With guns. Jessica asked why they would duel guns and not swords and Kyle said "What else are you gonna duel with, YuGiOh cards?" xD yess

Then we had BE club afterschool so I didn't get home till 4:30, where I was forced to stay downstairs so my parents could talk to me about my day and what I was going to be doing at 6.

At 6 I went to my first (before being moved 2more times) elementary school. For community service hours. Uh, me and my friends helped at a candy table and sold stuff to little kids. Ran out of quarters a dozen times because the majority of the candy was 75 cents. Dumped ice out of the coolers outside and felt like an illegal dumper since it was dark. That lasted till 9. Then I went home and drew a NaruSaku picture.

NARUSAKU I CAN EXPLAIN. I'm warming up to the idea of NaruSaku and SasuSaku but only as hugging, holding hands while Naruto and Sakura are missing Sasuke or Sasuke smiling when he's with Sakura. SasuNaru is still my number one. That's a song by BoA. xD "You're still my number one~" Well anyways. Hope everyone has a great weekend.
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Saturday, November 3, 2007

I don't know what to say.

All week I just skipped club meetings. I was so thankful for this 4 day weekend we have now because I've just been so tired and there's lots of stuff I need to sort out. My relationships, my thoughts and opinions, my craving for individuality and independence that my parents wont give me... Then last night I got a pm from... *looks up internet name* Artemis. And asked me to ask Hakumay what was wrong. And I don't want to slash can't talk about their problems but they feel like I'm getting distant and... And here I thought a four day weekend and some thinking time was gonna solve everything. Hakumay called me cause Artemis couldn't be on the phone and I just started crying and saying how sorry I was. And Artemis pm'd me with something like sorry is an overused statement that doesn't mean anything anymore. I just feel terrible and I want to go back to school and talk to them now. The only time I could get my mind off everything was when I was with them and now that all this came up I can't even do that anymore. I keep telling myself I don't care about anything, I shouldn't care about anything just so it doesn't hurt me as much. Missed that goal? I don't care. Bad grade on that test? I don't care. Losing my friends? Now I'm forced to care. It's so fucked up, all three of us are fucked up and I don't know what to do. Now I gotta put an extra coating of Mask on for my parents. Ugh.

Where did Nadia go, she's dead and I miss her. There was that little something about her when I knew her in the beginning but now. I dunno.
I quit. Again.

Leave jokes in your emo comments. Speaking of which, I'm not gonna be doing much of that. Commenting that is. I hope you understand.
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Tuesday, October 30, 2007

Talking to talk, not because I have anything of significance to say. Not that anyone ever does.

Mom lost her job last friday. Knowing her that probably means no Christmas presents. *sobsob*

Gaia's halloween event isn't great as the oldbies make it out to be.

Halloween came up too fast. Usually there's a little anticipation? I think it's all the schoolwork.
Gonna be the same dead bride I was last year. Does it matter much?

Hopefully I get to go home with my friend tomorrow and we're gonna pretend to make out in the back cause her bus driver thinks she's gay cause of the *cough* incident we had last year. *shudder*

Art's getting better. Music association, whee. Hardcover sketchbooks whee.

Meh. I gotta go watch some anime now. Withdrawelssssss.
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Thursday, October 25, 2007

I put back my hair all pretty yesterday and when I got home I decided to shop online for clothes to redo my wardrobe. Warning: If Kira gets girly for more then a day, something WILL explode. Beware. *BOOMBANGCRASH*

Yesh. My new closet shall consist of 5 colors max. Browns, black, white, lite greens and maybe turquoise blue. And they shall come in swirls, vines, and floral patterns. :) And I shall be cool as well as maintaining uniqueness at the same time. Couldn't find any good skirts though. I want frilly layered lolita looking but nooooo. All they got is straight cut or pleated. Boring.

I'm a little worried about the sizes. As the book I'm reading says, when you're wearing clothes 2 sizes to big, stuff that actually fits is gonna be uncomfortable.

Speaking of that book. It's got the best quote ever! "Must you flaunt your heterosexuality in my presence?" xD yay, Something to decorate my locker with. Or better yet, something to say while you walk into a kissing couple. Either way I gotta get to school early tomorrow with a sharpie. >D Cya guys.
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Tuesday, October 23, 2007

We went to the Renascence festival over the weekend. It was pretty cool but even then I couldn't stop thinking of her. Like I wanna take her there some day and I'd buy her one of those roses that people sell from their baskets. Well ya see...

When I get my period, I'm either A) Canned fruit craving, or B) Horny. No the subject doesn't bother me at all thank you. So after going months on canned peaches I'm back to thinking about sex. Her in particular. I drew a picture. :)

Lovesick
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I think you'll find it funny Votes/comments are appreciated. That it for me? Yea. Someone get her off my mind please.
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Thursday, October 18, 2007

Hello everyone, I hope you're all doing okay.

New theme is pretty, I think this one will stick. I made the background all by mehself! That's why the edges of the stars are crooked. xD

I did a pen tattoo all over my arm. Mom's gonna bitch at me about it. Dad says, "I don't care what you do to your arms but watch out for mom". She thinks they're degrading or something and gives me a speech about You Don't Have to Be Like Them. And got mad at me for claiming to be a social outcast and saying bad things about preps. Well soree for not being the perfect cheerleader daughter that you can put on your desk at work. With the perfect hair and white teeth that goes to all the dances and football/basketball games with her perfect boyfriend since 7th grade. But even if I wanted to be like that she wouldn't let me. Wouldn't buy me the clothes, let me straighten my hair, let me go on a date. So...

I admire you for reading about my pathetic little complex. It funny how you guys always come up with something to say when there's not much to comment about. Off to watch some xxxholic. I love the opening!


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Saturday, October 13, 2007

In the beginning it was love but it was the end before I realized it.
I didn't know how to express that without being slightly poetic so excuse me.

I lost my cover to my awesome story book of ultimate awesomeness. Turns out it was in the other pile of papers. xD Speaking of which. I want you to kick me and say "GET SKETCHING!" Cause once I get the sketch done the lineart and maybe color is really quick and easy. And I wanna draw out my story soon. ._.

Mom's starting on me about the dresser again. "But you’re going to have all your makeup soon!" NO. I'M SORRY. So I talked about how Hakumei was redoing her room the way she wanted with new furniture she picked herself and painting bats on the ceiling. So she says I can paint butterflies on the walls. ;_; It’s hopeless. I just can’t be who I am around her.

Ready for a half rant now? :D (Kalli, please don't be offended. I still luff you)
I noticed a while ago on MyO and Gaia that there was an increasing number of bisexual girls.
At first I said: Hey, this is great, right?
Now I say: Lier. Bitch. Poser.
Lemme, tell you something. NO YOU ARE NOT. You are another yaoi fangirl that told yourself that yuri is okay to therefore same sex relationships are okay. Well that's all well and dandy, but then you go and say "Imma be bi now ^_____^"

No dear. That makes you accepting, not bi. You haven't written an "Analysis of the Events and Happenings in my Life That Have Made Me Who I Am Today". You don't say Damn, she's hot, when you see a girl with itty titties. xD (yes, I like small breasts) My own friend Hamumei did this to me! My 1/2 gaydar says zip! So stfu and go be the str8 in the GSA cause I don't wanna be dating a fake.
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Sunday, October 7, 2007

Sorry... I commented maybe four people in the past two days and I'm usually good about that.
Well my friends came over friday and that was fun. I'll read some of our quote list to you!
"Who reads Gravitation when you've got me around?" Hakumei.
We were playing 20Questions and thinking of spork and it came up with... Tampon. O_o
"The sugar bowl is doing the tootsie roll" Tiny Tim music.
Hakumei kept asking where the helium was and I said "You wanna get high on that sooo badly."
"I wouldn't lie on the ground. Scary things might happen." Hakumei
Playing 20Questions again and thinking of sex and it asks "Is it straight?" >_> sometimes...
*while the other two are wrestling and I'm watching* "Wow Tess, I didn't know you liked yuri so much" Hakumei.

Then yesterday my Aunt and Uncle dropped my cousins off. They adopted a little kid from asia like during the summer. EEP! His name's Bird and he's ADORABLE. <3 I hate little kids, so that's saying alot.

And today. I'll try to get back on after my cousins leave and give you some pretty little comments.
Hope you got more sleep than I did!
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