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Sunday, February 24, 2008

I had a complete breakdown last night. For an hour I was crying. And when I was done crying I was hyperventilating. And my hands were shaking and I couldn't feel my limbs, couldn't move my limbs and everything was so cold. And my mom still insists nothing is her fault. Even when I was like that she still said it was my fault. At least my dad was sorta arguing with her. I felt so suicidal but I'm better than that. They put me in the bathroom and I considered filling the sink with water and drowning myself, but I'm better than that. Does this make me special now? Am I part of that special crazy teenagers group? Someone tell me I'm special. Someone tell me I'm better than that.

...Nadia. I almost spilled everything about her but my mom would have yelled at me more for that and I don't think I could take it. But I need her here so badly. I need you here Nadia. Ugh. *puts on some more devilish addictive lipgloss*

Be back to comment after I go eat something.
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