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• Kira pronounced kear uh
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• Since Sailor Moon fought evil by moonlight, Cardcaptor Sakura captored a card and Kiki delivered her first service.
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Saturday, February 6, 2010
friends
Since myotaku was put out of commission I just stopped meeting people online. Not that I made that many closeclose friends, I just miss reading about people's lives. Made a livejournal account and it's great because I made some new friends and they're just dandy and it's super easy to find people with the same interests as you over there, as opposed to here where you just signed guestbooks until someone clicked with you.
butanyway I met this German girl and she's fourteen and draws reallycutethings but she thinks her art is spam and her posts are spam and she stops herself from writing what she really wants and it makes me SAD because talking was the only way Brittany got better, I'm glad I didn't lose her, I don't want to see anyone on the internet commit suicide. Since I'm an avid stalker I found this girls other blog with all her thoughts about life and what really goes on which made me feel even worse because there were a few entries that talked about how she was glad no one read the blog and how if anyone she knew read the stuff on there she would die, and I feel like I just opened up a can of worms, or her secret diary, or her whole fucking chest and ripped her heart out, and it's not my fault, how was I supposed to know, it's on the internet it's not private, but I just feel awful for it and now I know what she means when she says there are things she can't talk about and I want to help her but I can't let her know I know.
now I'm all stupid and depressed and thinking about things I try not to and yeah, I just said the way to make things better is to talk them out but talking about them doesn't belong here in this post about a girl with a real problem. Maybe I'll do a separate post yeah that sounds good.
Don't give up Miri.
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