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Wednesday, February 10, 2010

I came across this LJ community ENTIRELY by accident and reading the stuff is making me feel good. Which is really surprising because usually when I read glbt fiction/articles I get kinda depressed. But this post almost sums up what I want to say. There are other things I want to rant about but I just feel so GOOD about this community and holy crap I'm not alone and I don't have to type it out this way. I don't know why that scares me so much.

"Hi, I'm new to this community, my name is Stephanie. I'm a 20 year old pre-med student. I guess I am bi-sexual.

I never really considered myself gender-queer or anything, but throughout the years I began to notice that the people who I looked up to and who attracted me most were usually androgynous and I decided I wanted to be like them. I see myself as stuck in a role. Not that I don't like gender-roles, I revel in them. I just resent having to stick with just one. I knew very young that, although I liked being a girl alot, I also wished sometimes that I could be a boy instead. I always wished I could change from one to the other at will. I love gender-roles. Whenever I see a gay couple, the first thing I wanna know is who is on top. I hate gender. I wish everyone on earth were the same gender and we got to define our roles instead of them defining us. I love androgynous looking bodies, I always wished I had one, but sadly while I'm not fat, my hips are too big for me to be mistaken as a guy, and I am short to top it off.

...that, and I wish I had a penis.

I don't quite have myself figured out, but maybe if I keep writing and reading about it, I will piece the puzzle together."
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