Thursday, December 27, 2007

Tell me.... if you can.
Tell me if you can, how to hold on to what you know you can't have?? Do you love it while you have it??? Do you shut it out, and pretend that it's existance is as temporary as the rain??? Do you not egknogwledge it at all??? Or do you cry endlessly over your loss, over your broken busted, bleeding heart???
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.....No Tittle Nessary
If i could... i'd stand backwards at the edge of a cliff and fall...letting all of my worries, troubles slip away from me. Maybe I'll fall so fast that they won't be able to catch me. Maybe I'll get to fall forever with my eyes shut and my heart ripped out, lettign my blood and emotions run free. That would be the perfect moment by itself. There are so many things i could tell you all. but i won't. so many things that my soul longs to tell tales of and about. but i won't. I hope all of you had a wonderful holiday, and that you all are safe and happy with your families. remember just because those you care for and those who care for you aren't blood kind, you can still love them as they are... your family.

Love,
Em

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Wednesday, December 12, 2007

some days...
some days i hate myself so much.
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Tuesday, November 20, 2007

   introducing....
mintapple... she's my friend from Korea, the transfer student i've been telling you guys about. anyways.... please be nice to her and make her feel welcome!! well, i have to go to class now. bye guys *gives everyone hugs*
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Wednesday, November 14, 2007

nooo......
lol this morning i was almost last to my first class, because i was talking to you guys.... now i'm in the libary.... i'm suposted to be in art, but i don't think it really matters, because my teacher dosen't really care where i am.... the bell just rang. I talk to all of you tomorrow... i hope.
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me.....
sssoooo... me.... i have a large family ..... well kinda..... i have two little brothers.... and one little sister..... their names are joejoe, pumpkin/booger, and princess.... lol and i have ..all of you guys!!!!..... you know who you are! test thingy Sucked...... but i think i did okay considering it was long and boring. i did find out that i apperantly like a lot of science.....who knew???
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Monday, November 12, 2007

   yep... *shrugs sleepily*
hello.... sooooo tomorrow mornig i have to take this thing .. the planning test....??? it's the pre-act.. if you will..... anyways wish me luck!!!! see ya....

*with love*
*from a person who feels much better.... *


--em--
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Friday, November 9, 2007

   doomed....
i got this letter inviting me to go to europe, china, australia, or to stay in the states for a youth leadership program..... not because i'm a good student.... anyways i'm forever more doomed to spend the rest of my life with the person who hates me the most..... yep thats right, she's going too.... sprinkles would like any advice welcome to her..... cuz i really wanna go. this is the secound letter in two months that i've recived a letter telling me that they think i'm smart, and wanna take me to some far off place. i'm looking for a job, anyways.... oh yeah my birthday was on the 19th of October...... byebye... I guess-------





-----em-----

{*_*}.....it's a tape cassette.... wahooo.... that's gunna be the highlight of my day...
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Friday, November 2, 2007

sad
so i'm in the libary with Young... the Korean transfer student.... I still feel like crap ... and have no spoken to HER... i don't really plan to either. bell just rung... go to go... but will be back.
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venting
OMG ... I've been gone for so long. this place is like an addiction. lol i had withdraws. at home the internet has been cut off, and now we have people pc..... but i dare not get on at home.... it keeps history better than any other internet source that i've seen...... anyways. I'm at school now. I have only bad things to report...... my grades are sliping..... This one guy in my first class porabaly* has mono from chewing gum off of the bottom of a desk..... and my best freind who i hope is reading this ... is a whore and if she talks to me today, i'm gunna sock her between her big fat ugly eyes..... i don't think she's ever hurt me this bad before. I just wanna cry. I've missed all of you so much. I have to go now the bell just rang, but i'll try to log back on around 9-10:20. byebye
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