Birthday • 1988-01-12 Gender •
Male Location • Ragnarok Member Since • 2003-10-21 Occupation • SeeD Real Name • E.
Personal
Achievements • Very, very smart Anime Fan Since • 99 Favorite Anime • Final Fantasy/ Evangelion/Love Hina/Cowboy Bebop/Samurai Champloo Goals • create my own company Hobbies • play videogames, go online, read Talents • I'm smart, not being self promotional but many ppl tell me so.
myOtaku.com: squall k leonhart
Monday, February 26, 2007
Can't stop strange art work, or these artists either...
The sheer uniqueness and nonsensical fashion of this group seems to draw me in. Hardly a squall-like thing to do, however, I suppose change comes to all of us, me included.
Rin will be working on self improvement, losing ones mind requires work. In case any of you had wondered of her condition. I am suffering from insomnia, far more severe than it has been recently, 4 am is not the best time to be writing in one's myotaku, but then again when you can't sleep, may as well. My days, they are fluttering by, and I find more and more anxiety in them, a feeling that I will be swept away into chaos and disorder, and I have no means of preventing this. WHat am I to do? I wonder. Perhaps I am simply putting too much concentration into this or that source of stress, and that is my issue.
Of course, nothing comes easily now, I find motivation hard to come by, depression easier to embrace, and life harder to face. Perhaps these are just the rantings of an insomniac at 4:18 in the morning, perhaps not. I, I feel... I feel not good. Though I'd rather no one knew, I suppose that admitting this openly will have an effect on my condition, and perhaps allow me to deal with it head on instead of tip toe-ing around it the way I have done with many other things in life. Alas, I need to change. My time is valuable, and sleeping through the morning hours is a waste of it, ergo I must sleep earlier, and defeat this insomniatic streak I have.
If you are not used to me giving long posts, then I apologize for breaking that long tradition of short posts. Here however, I find a need to express this issue, so if you find it useless, just watch the video, and ignore this. However by having read this far you probably already read all the rest of this post and have thus been forced to read a long and tenuous post. Alas, I am doomed to this state of mind for the temporary consciousness, I fear I will find myself here again tomorrow night, but I should not, as I have certain obligations to fulfill. It seems that I am merely ranting, going on with no explicit purpose, therefore I am ending this,
Can't stop strange art work, or these artists either...