myOtaku.com: squall k leonhart

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Birthday
• 1988-01-12
Gender
• Male
Location
• Ragnarok
Member Since
• 2003-10-21
Occupation
• SeeD
Real Name
• E.

Personal

Achievements
• Very, very smart
Anime Fan Since
• 99
Favorite Anime
• Final Fantasy/ Evangelion/Love Hina/Cowboy Bebop/Samurai Champloo
Goals
• create my own company
Hobbies
• play videogames, go online, read
Talents
• I'm smart, not being self promotional but many ppl tell me so.

myOtaku.com: squall k leonhart

Thursday, April 26, 2007

anxiety
that's the word which sums up how I feel. Sort of like everything is up to me, but I can't do anything because I'm waiting for others. I should find comfort, but my comforter is busy, and attached elsewhere. So I find a rise in stress, accompanied with a lack of comfort, and a need to keep mostly quiet. If I've been acting extra angry these last few days, I've just been feeling this more and more, but what can I do? I'm caught in a catch-22, anything I do to modify my situation would make it worse. I do not like this, and all I can do is wait for this to pass.

A tattoo, a bracelet, a growing list of promises, but what can I do? you promised didn't you? it's not like anything I want matters after you've made a promise. Sometimes I wonder what else you've promised, what else you do, why you continue, and why it seems that you form these pacts to perplex me and incur my ire. If I did not know better I would swear you wanted me to be angered, perhaps so I could be portrayed in a bad light, so your bond would grow, and I, the evil one, may be discarded. Just because I'm paranoid on occasion does not mean I'm not right...
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