Thursday, August 31, 2006

   An update
Well, I've doen some research, and if we wanted to go the whole weekend, all of us would have to bring a minimum of $107.5/person (this includes 2 nights at a motel 6, food, and registration.)

to go on sat and sun,
all of use would have to bring a minimum of:80/person (this includes on night at a motel 6, registration for the whole weekend (it's 5 dollars cheaper than just sat and sun), and food.)

to go jsut on sunday (which is when all the stuff we really want to go to is) we would need a minimum of $40 /person (Registration, and food.)

I'm leanign more towards the sunday only one... even through we'd have to leave at 6:00 am to get there when it starts. All i'd have to do is coax my mom into lettign me have somewhere between 50 and 100 dollars from my bank account. I'm going wherther she want's me to or not...Believe it!

There's onyl 4 of us, cuz Dragon-Chan has a dance event in seaside the same weekend, so that gets rid of the car problem, another reason why i'm leaning more towards sunday only, is that the motel costs too much, and we need 2 rooms... (because an adult has to come with us...) plus we'd only have to survive for 14 hours without food if we ahd to... which i doubt we will...
Squeaker
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   The new look .......
I'm hoping your observant enough to guess what that's about...LOL

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Ok, so today was pretty eventful to tell the truth! ^^

I went to yet another Untiy meeting, during which we:

• We (or at least those of us who hadn't already) made our name tags for our 6th graders.


• we got our lockers... which are (sadly) in the 6th grade hall... I donl;t care that they're nto in the 7th and 8th grade social wings, it's the fact that 60 percent of my classes are in the norht and west wings...It's sad...


• did a bunch of other things...which I can't remember...

After unity, I came home, and was surprised to find Reaper 12 waiting for me! ^^ YEAY! ^^ so she was over until about... 5:30... any ways, for a while, she played video games while i used the computer. I did some scanning for her, got a little bit further in learnign HTML...and used some of what i learned on both my site, and Reaper12's. As you may have noticed, there are two less ninja writing generators, and some links... Which i had previously had trouble with... and now i don't... ummm... also, you may have noticed that my site is now black and white... I thoguht it was time for a change... ummm, also the TOS fan club banner is smaller and linked directly to IceEnchatress's site.

On her site, I did the same thing to her TOS fan club banner, and her i programmed her Yuki Fan club banner to go to ElvesAteMyRamen's site. I also turned a few of her urls into actual links... I had fun... I also made her update her site...

then, (because she's grounded off the computer after the magazine incident...) Reaper12 got online and visited her sites (IE: www.Gaiaonline.com, and Neopets.). This is when we got the best news of '06, and probably the best news of our entire teenage lives...

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Before i continue, i have something to say:
As the closest state to Japan, logically Anime and Manga would be very big here, nothign could be more wrong.

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well, as i was saying, that was when we found out the best news of 2006, and possibly the best news of our teenage existance.

We learned that... AN ANIME CONVENTION IS COMING TO PORTLAND!!!! yes, you read me right, and anime convention! Of course i ahev to go to the school on the first day of it, (which is friday) btu i'm free the 3rd and the 4th! ^^ and we could go stay in a motel in portland over the weekend for this... and then we'd all be extremely happy! ^^ This would be like... the greatest thing that will have ever happened to me! ^^ I just have to convince my dad to take us... i ahev until friday...to get my money, and to get my video tape for Reaper12's digital video camera! and to convince my dad to take us... We also have to contact shelby, which i'm hesitant to do... She may amke me drag along Lisa... Grr... either way, our excuse will eb that there's nto enough room in the car... we barely have enough room now... wait... we don;t have enough room! OMG! someone's gonna have to stay behind! it's that or borrow someone's car! which is unlikely... well, no matter, let's see, me in the passenger seat, kira shelby and Ty in teh back seat...ok... thsi sucks! We ahevnt; got enough room in mom's car for abby... and we cant' rent a car... the ones who haev to pay for everythign are us...so we need to preserve money for our other needs...hmmm... the onyl people i know that have car's that are big enoguh are shelby's grandparents, Kira's mom, and the Rainbow Girls *shudders* well, 1 and 3 are way out of the question, and 2's not too likely... so that sucks... the onyl way we'd get everyone there with out borrowing someone else's car, is to invite someone who can drive, someone who has a license... do i know anyone like that... that lives near here? thsi sucks! My cousin Vicki lives in eastern oregon, and she can't leave her dad... hmmm... I doubt cousin nick or cousin michelle would be willign to take us... nor would cousin walter... dammit! why do i have to think of these things at the last second!?!?!?!?

Anyway, back to today...

Kira went home at 5:30, so i've been home since then... Lemme think... I read naruto vol. 11! ^^ yeah! Awesomeness, It rocked! ^^

That was today, so, I'll c ya around!

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Today's question:
12)what is your all-time favorite movie?
MA: Well, the one thing wrong with this question is that no one movie can EVER occupy that position. as with my favorite band it is an ever changing statistic.

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Squeaker
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Wednesday, August 30, 2006

   Random inspiration has struck!
I changed my site a bit... how's it look? I almost think i shoudl change the colors back, but i'm asking you guys! ^^
Squeaker
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FFVII disk 2
you'll find out later...-_-...oh, and due to a fit of random inspiration, Today's update will be written like a story.

As you may or may not know... today i got back from spending the night at lisa's. long story short: We stayed up talking, the lack of respect for her stuff bugged me...and i attempted to rescue her dvd's, video games, and cds...and put them back in their cases...

so... yeah... I don;t think i told you all this, btu a while back i was going to borrow FFVII from Lisa.. but she didn't know where it was. Well, while i was attempting to "clean" (Which is literally impossible in that biohazard...) I chanced to run accross disk 2... lying face up behind her desk. "Oh! you found it!" Lisa exclaimed.
"Do you know where disk one is?" I asked hopefully.
"Nope!^^" She replied. I wasn't too surprised, she's one of the few people (I think the only person aside from Dragon-Chan actually) that has a room that is worse than what mine looked like when i was five. (picture Piles of junk, and the only clean thing being the bed... which is only clean cuz everythign else is on the floor) At least when i was five i had a respect for cd's (which were my mom's) Dvd's (which were just becomind a house hold thing) and video games (Which is impossible, cuz I'd never even heard of videos games.) Oh... where was I? Oh yes...
"I guess i'll jsut have to look for it..."I muttered. I then looked under the bed, and noticed a half eaten jar of peanut butter. "Hey, there's peanut butter down here!" I exclaimed, nto knowing if she (Or was she a he at that point? Yeah... I think she was supposed to be Hiei... Sadly, I don;t feel like explaining...)...er...he knew or not.
"Give it to me!" the he/she exclaimed gleefully. So i handed it to her. "There should be a spoon under there too." I nearly gagged. I don't eat anything off my floor, and it's 20 times cleaner than the floor that's nto under Lisa's bed... On further expection, I noticed a lot of beer bottels...That's when i gave up. I was nto going to touch those... Makes me wonder if her parents know about these things...hmmm... I doubt it.

Now i think i'm going to jump foreward in time a bit to jsut after my post for 8/29.

Well, to put it bluntly, MY day after that was...Boring...Out of boredom, I played pokemon Crytal for the whole entire day. Around 1:30 (2 and 1/2 hours after i got back) My mom got a call from Susan. (Dragon Chan's mother) Apparently she was wondering where Dragon Chan (DC) was. My mother responded with (obviously, as it was true) "She's still over at lisa's." This did nto make Susan happy, because I was home... But the thign is, I have no control over D.C. She knows her mother doesn't like Lisa, but she doesn't care. I share her mother's dislike, In more than one way. Her mother is concerned because of the fact that Lisa hugs D.C. a lot. I'm concerned about Lisa's Sexuality...I'm positive that if anyone outside our circle ever found out abotu ehr, they'd stick her in an insane assylum. She's that bad. I sometime wonder if the whole thinking there's a guy in her body isnt jsut to disguise the fact that she may be homosexual. And since D.C. seem so willign to believe her, I'm worried that she mgiht get taken advantage of. (Hey... I'm a good friend after all...LOL) I'm more cautious around Lisa than D.C. is, and I don;t pay much attention to what she says...or at least i don;t take it at face value anymore... There was a time when i was just an innocent 6th grader tht i believed her, but that time has passed. I know now that i would have been better off just keepign quiet when she told me about "People" (that's what she calls them...) But I was younger... and way more gullable. not to mention that, but i wanted to be friends with all fo D.C.'s friends. Which include both Lisa and Echo. (they are both on the same level of loopy...)

Back to the story, apparently Susan called Lisa's house, and found out that they ahd goen to the Cyber Cafe. Which is way out of DC's boundaries. I don;t knwo who will be in more trouble with Susan...DC (for obvious reasons) or me (for leaving DC with Lisa alone). This may be selfish, btu i'm hoping DC is in more trouble. Lisa is a worse influence on her than a druggie would be...for all i know she one.

I don;t knwo if Susan managed to drag DC bakc to her house...I'm nto sure i want to know. Well, soon after learning this, I was off to deliver my papers, as usual... Adn i started to rain. I didn't mind, it was summer rain. Warm water, warm air, a nice gust of wind here and there. THe perfect day. Sadly, I couldn't enjoy it like i wanted to... the papers needed to be delivered as quickly as possible because of the rain. When i got home, Ntohgin would haev been able to drag me out of my house except maybe soem kind of life endangerment brought on by some accident. And i'm nto leaving ym house for anyhtign btu papers and Unity tomorrow. I've had enoguh of the outside world, and riding my bike through it to get to a certain psychopath's house... to last me until school starts.
Around 6 pm, I was almost asleep. I was unwillingly goign to take a nap... but my dad interrupted the sleepieness that was slowly creeping over me, jsut as i was abotu to actually fall asleep. I went out to see what he wanted, and He said my mother wanted to talk to me. Uh-oh! I thoguht. This can't be good.

As fate woudl ahev it, she wanted to talk about...Lisa... anyway, this is when i actually found out about the Cyber Cafe thing. We decided to cancel Friday's "arrangements" On the grounds of "A family dinner" Which baisically means that Both me and my mom didn't want Lisa spending the ngiht over here...(I haev more than oen reason... last tiem she spent the night, I got a whole bunch of stuff thrown at me.) This also means that we have make a new plan, so that DC and Reaper 12 can spend the ngiht at my house. Teh only problem being that DC might either: A) Blab to Lisa, In which case we would have to cancel again... or B) Insist that i invite her. (which would have the same result as A) -_-

Well, after a few more hours of ebign bored, I arrived at this point in time. So, now all i need to do i finish this off, and i can go to bed. *yawns* so, my friends, I will c ya all later!
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Today's question:
12)What talent would you really like to have?
MA: The ability to draw. That's the oen thign holding em back from loving my talents. Either that, or the ability to see a person's true intention's. wouldn't that be nice? Or event eh ability ot see a person;s aura. (nto that i really believe in these things...but still...) Or the ability to summon the great Bartimaeus.

Bartimaeus: Who said my name?

Me: I didn't...*shifty eyes*

Bartimaeus: Sure...
Me well, any ways, c ya!!!!
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Tuesday, August 29, 2006

A sad little poem
I originally heard this from Dragon Chan... I thoguht it was really sad. Then a few minutes ago, I read it again at Tokyogrl's site. well... It's not as sad as i thought it once was, Is this a sing? Am i a cold hearted bitch? No, I don;t think so, I ahev a sense of closure for this, that's all...

(i don;t know the title) (Oh, and i changed it a bit...just minimal changes here and there, that's all..)

My name is Sarah
I am but three
my eyes are swollen
I cannot see

I must be stupid
I must be bad
What else could make
my daddy so mad?

I wish i were better
I wish I weren't ulgy
Then maybe my mommy
would still want to hug me

I can't do a wrong
I can't speak at all
Or else i'll be locked up
all day long

When i'm awake,
I'm all alone
The house is dark
My folks aren't home

When mommy comes home,
I'll try to be nice
So maybe i'll get
one less whipping tonight

I just heard a car
my daddy's back
from Charlie's bar

I just heard him curse
My name is called
I press myself
against the wall

I try to hide
From his evil eyes
I'm so afraid now
I'm starting to cry

He finds me weeping
and calls me ugly words
He says it's my fault
That he suffers at work

He slaps and hit me
And yells at me more
I finally get free
I run to the door

He's already locked it
and I start to bawl
He takes me and throws me
Against the hard wall

I fall to teh floor
With my bones nearly broken
And my daddy continues
With more bad words spoken

"I'm sorry!" I scream
But it's much too late
His face is twisted
Into an unimaginable shape

The hurt and the pain
Again and again
Oh please God have mercy!
Oh please let it end!

And he finally stops
And heads to the door
While i lay there motionless
Sprawled on the floor

My name is sarah
I am but three
Tonight my daddy
Murdered me.

This has a message, please pass it on. For child abuse is morally wrong. I hope this has touched all you guys' hearts, it's truly a terrible tale. WHo knows, It may even be true. I know, sad thought. Sorry ot have possibly darkened your day, This was to much for me to just brush away.

ok... i'm doen with the rhyiming... i hope... c ya around!
Squeaker
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   There's a reason why i rarely spend the night at other people's houses...
you'll find out soon enough...

well, yesterday, (Since it's today... and not 9pm yesterday...) Shelby had to leave at like ten so i could get ready for Unity.

I went to Untiy in my very comfy 3 inch heels...LOL, and didn't remember that i had to ride my bike home... No biggie, I'm more concerned over the damage my pedals do to my shoes... (think sharp spikey pedals, very good for not slipping, very bad for not destroying nice shoes...) any way, I got my list of 6th graders now, I ahve 10 of them, (weirdly, cuz we shoudl all have had at least 11, if not 12...) I actually know one of them... she's my friend in AZ's Boyfriend's little sister. (Yes, Her boyfriend lives over here...in OR)

well, after the meeting, I rode my bike home, and thoguht i was the only one there(aside from m' mom), after all, the meeting went an hour longer than planned. but i was surprised to find Dragon-Chan in my house, waiting for me...-_-... we had promised Lisa that we woudl come over, and she wasn't goign to let me conviently forget...

so we went over to her house (after i delivered my papers, and such...) only to find she had just left with her mom, so we came back, and Lisa had just left... apparently while we were looking for her, she was doing the same...LOL... well, we finally caught up with eachother... As it woudl turn out, me (not wanting to seem Anti-Social) ended up spending the night at her house...which meant that a whole bunch of stuff i do at night was disrupted...(like posting...-_-)... and i had to share teh queen sized bed with her and Dragon chan... There was no where else, the floor is a biohazard... (I woudl have slept on the couch downstairs, btu I didn't think i could get away with that either...) Well, as fate woudl have it, I was the oen that got stuck agaist the wall...

I was the first oen to fall asleep, and the first to wake up... and i was even more squished against the wall when i woke up than when i feel asleep... (lisa was occupying over half the bed...) I had to wait until both lisa and shelby moved in their sleep before i was able to get out from under that stupid blanket, and un-squished from the wall... (Grr...) anyways... yeah, so i sat in the comoputer chair next to teh bed and read. After a while, Dragon-Chan woke up. and i left shortly after that... It was too boring, and i wanted to get back home to post...^^...Lisa's more of Shelby's friend than mine... personally, I'm nto very fond of her...she's too weird, and slightly off in teh head... (sure, she's smart alright... but she's loco!)

Her room is a complete mess, It's got Yugioh cards scattered all over, lose DVDs, CDs and video games all over; the under side of her bed is awfully messy... and she treats her junk like dirt! She left her laptop on the floor, where anyone who wasn't looking could have stepped on it... I was futily trying to at least help the varios disks that were scattered about, and i had some of them in their proper cases, btu the rest were under the bed... I took one look uder there adn gave up... there were beer bottles, and a half eaten jar of peanut butter. I mentioned this, and she asked me to give it to her. then out fo nowhere, she said: "There shoudl be a spoon under there too." Talk about un-clean! Oh well, at least i know there's someone out there who can top my worst messieness... (and that's pretty bad... When i was really little, you COULDN'T see the floor...(Yes, I know it's sad... but i was 5...and had a whole ton of crap.)

Hmmm... I think i need ot shut up... I've talked a lot... must be from a lack of speaking over the past 16 hours... I say very little around Lisa... with good reason... (you know she's crazy...) she often enoguh believes that a male anime character is in "The Body" so it's easier just nto to speak... she get's offended if she's "a he" and you call her a she...(yes, I know it's confusing...)
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Today's question:

11) If you dyed your hair another color, what would it be and why?

MA: either bright pink, red, or black... all of them are awesome colors, thoguh i'd prefer black anyday...LOL
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Well, my friends, I'll c ya around!
Squeaker
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Monday, August 28, 2006

   notice... The grin has returned...
yes... Today was very good, and very interesting! ^^ You'll figure out why in a moment... I jsut have one thing to say:

Have you ever read a fanfiction where the author hasn't updated for years, and they say they aren't going to update on their profile? Well, people like that irk me very much, cuz often enough they leave stories unfinished.

Okay, so last ngiht i Had a very hard time fallign asleep... It was freaky... maybe it was because i'd slept so much the day before, but i'm pretty sure that wasn't it...

Any ways, (after finally falling asleep, and waking up multiple times through out the night) I got up at like... 10...AM. MY dad din't bother me... but yeah.

SO, I was bored for the first half of today...I did nothing but... well...nothing.

around 2 pm, Guess who finally showed her face!

If you answered: Dragon-Chan, then you would be completely Right!

as it would turn out, her sister was once again in teh hospital... nto to mentiont eh fact that she was at her aunt & uncle's house for a while. and her grandpanrent's house too.

So, we've had lot's of fun. We went over to Reaper12's and visited with her. We've decided taht We shall all spend the night at my house tomorrow (Monday), so yeah.

After we we're done there, we went over to Lisa's, and we spent about...2 hours? talking to her about random stuff. Mostly going along with her... uhhh... weirdness...

Lisa is kind of living an RP. Both me and DragonChan actually find this a great way to pass teh time, after all, It's a lot of fun. Anyways, so... yeah... and when we're talkign with her, we kind of just play along... (I'm rambling, aren't i?) Anyways, she's pretty weird...But (thoguh it's kind of awkward) she's a lot of fun to be around...

yeah... well, we left there and went to Dragon Chan's house to get her stuff because we both knew my mom wouldn't object to her spending the night. LOL.

SO she's here, and we've spent the past few hours reading FanFiction, and looking at fanart. (though i was itching to get on and update, but she had control of the computer...) Or... she was... and I left a comment on a picture at elfwood.

ok... I personally believe that Marrige is between a man and a woman, btu I'm still so annoyed at Homophobes. They dis a very well drawn picture jsut because it's a hiei and kurama pairing. Yaoi is a large part of anime...just look at loveless and Gravitation. Then there was one guy on InuYasha from the band of seven. Yeah... my comment wasn't exactly... tactful to the homophobe commentors... but they deserved it... That drawing was awesome...

well, any way... yeah... so here i am updating, and Dragon-Chan's bugging me to get off so she can type up the next chapter to one of her stories, so yeah.
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Today's Question:

10)If you had a day to do what ever you wanted, what would you do, and who would be with you?

MA: Oh god! This is hard! I know who'd be with me: Dragon-Chan, Reaper12, Paine 1, Lisa, and Tyket92, nto to mention anyone else that we may or may not pick up from other states. (such as Ohio and Florida)

Waht would we be doing? well, We'd probably all go shoppign in japan! ^^ either that, or we'd transport ourselves into InuYasha... In which case, I wouldn't leave...
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C ya later, m' friends!
Squeaker
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Sunday, August 27, 2006

   Ok, I know who commented yesterday (Aside from Shisu-Dono)
I'm actually kind of happy now... I haev solved the mystery... thanx to Paine 1 ^^

well, I've been pretty depressed lately, huh? I guess it's just the stress of knowing that school's jsut around the bend, and all that. I'll have to make new friends this year. Since all ym old ones are going on to the highschool. I'm pretty sure i won't be able to actualyl get to where i actually accept over 2 or 3 people as my friends. I know a few people this year that i trust... and a few that i wouldn't trust with the life of a mechanical pencil... as i let them borrow one, and i never get it back...LOL

Not to mention that, But Dragon-Chan seems to have dissappeared off the face of the earth. I haven't even heard of other people who have seen her... I'm just hoping her sister isn't in the hospital again...

Wow... It's amazing hwo much more i've written after only 3 hours...

well, I think i'll go now...Again...

Squeaker

BTW: my theme song seems to be that one by Fort Minor. "Where'd you go?" since it seems as if everyone i know is leaving me... my friends are goign to the highschool, Dragon-Chan hasn't show her face for a month, and so on.
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Once again, I have been cursed with an intolerably boring day...
yep, MY life seems to have gotten more boring since Summer started.

But then again, that's normal for me. After all, my dad's fifty, my mom's 47, and neither of them want to go out and do anyhting fun like go to the coast. I've been there for all of abotu 1 day, and i don't even remember it that well. we've never goen to the yearly festival, and i ducked out of going with my best friend because I'm not used to such things. (I grounded myself) And to top it all off, my other relatives, they go to all sorts of fun places, and they never take me.

My cousin was supposed to coem visit this month, but her dad's health took a turn for the worst, and she couldn't come because he needed constant attention. I guess I'll be happy when school restarts. I'll go back to having a normal day, and I won't be quite as bored because of all my classes (Except Social Studies...-_-... Oh well, at least this year our studies are relevent to where we live. We ahve to study American History, which i already have a good enough head start in thanx to my moms.)

well, Today i woke up at 11 am... or there abouts... my dad actually let me sleep... until he woke me up.... to ask if i wanted to go down to the tennis courts and kick his ass...I didn't, so he went out yard saleing instead... and called me up in the middle of the day to ask if i was still looking for a copy of TOS ... which of course i wasn't... I'd already bought it this june... so He passed it up.

And now here i am writing the post, I ahevn't been online all day, (well... that's not technically true, btu i haven't been online for more than 10 or 15 minutes) and I don't knwo how time passed so quickly.

I noticed that there was 2 comment on the last post, btu my computer only shows the one from Shisu-Dono, btu i know there was a 2nd one, cuz i went to the comment manager and read part of it. I don't knwo who it's from, cuz the 2nd comment still won't show up, but i have my theories...

Well, I think i'll go now, c ya around!
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Today's question:

9) What do you wish you had that you don't have now?

MA: There are a LOT of things... on the top of my list are: A laptop, A nintendo DS, season's 2 &3 of InuYasha, all teh DNAngel managas that i do not already have... ANd this list goes on forever.... A million dollars would do just fine... I'd be able to buy most of the things on my list. There are a few thigns you can't buy on my list, btu I'm not going into the subject right now...
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Squeaker
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Saturday, August 26, 2006

If it's possible, my day was more boring than usual...
I've done nothing at all today... I don;t knwo how time passed so quickly, btu i've done nothing.

yeah, I know... I've done littel things like write a bit, and IM with my friends, but that doesn't amke today any less boring...

so...yeah... well... my room's offically a mess again... sort of... I've got random things on the floor between the TV and my bed...

Well, my third fanart has been up since yesterday, just after i posted the 2nd time, so... yeah. I'm probabyl nto going to have any more fanarts any time soon...so... yeah...
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Today's question:

8)Who is someone you look up to and why?

M.A.: Good question... nto sure i knwo that one m'self. Really, I don't know... I've got no people to look up to that set good examples... so i don't look up to anyone... (You know how sometimes in school they'll make you write a paper abotu who you look up to? I always lie on those... I say my mom...and i don't look up to her either...) No one in my family has really ever amounted to anything... So i guess i look up to myself...LOL... I plan to be the first one oin my family to have a really good job, btu first i need to suck up to my cousins in AZ, then maybe they'll pay for ym college... and i can go to a good one... (I mean come on, how many of you have even ever heard of OSU?)
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Squeaker
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