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Thursday, September 27, 2007

WHY?!!?!?!?! : '(
I decided to put my real feeling on the page.
You will feel much sorrow if you read, so i suggest you not.

WHY GOD?!?!?
Why did you you take away the people who were precious to me?!?!
WHY DO YOU HATE ME!?!!!!!!?!!!

Did you care?
Did you care even as I watch my grandmother suffer?
Or have my Grandma die alone????
Why did you give my grandfather no hope?

Did you care???????
I needed them, they comforted me. They were my happiness and my courage.
And now they are dead.

Do you want me to suffer alone in the dark?
Hiding my wounds and broken heart.
I linger in the night, whispering their names, that they might hear me.

But I know I will not hear the reply.

I want to see them.
I miss them.
I want to be with them.
But you dont care, do you?
Even now, i still must hide my misery.
I show them the smile they want to see
Not showing them the pain i feel
The broken heart.

So here i am, day in and day out.
Still looking for them.
Looking, seeking searching.
i call their name, they donot answer.
You took them away.
My family.
I hate you.

I dont want this pain.
I WANT IT TO END!!!
I want them, i want to see their face.

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