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Birthday
1989-06-13
Gender
Female
Location
Nevada, if you must know. Right outside of Las Vegas
Member Since
2003-08-02
Occupation
Fan/original fiction authoress • Artist • Student
Real Name
Wouldn't you like to know... Call me Kybok...
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Achievements
Besting the guys at Soul Calibur II
Anime Fan Since
1999
Favorite Anime
Naruto
Goals
To become a better writer and finish/publish my novel. It'll be up on FictionPress.Net soon! I go under SSJ-KybokSilverfang (hinthint)
Hobbies
Writing • Drawing • Spontaneous combustion in Russian mosques
Talents
Eating • Sleeping • Getting an unwanted fanclub • Falling over
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Wednesday, September 15, 2004
Gyuu... It'll all work out...
Emotionally drained, but still trying to smile... I feel like I want to cry and scream at the same time... I feel like something in me just died. Raywing and I had another run-in on Sunday, and so here I was, trying to apologize. I got the feeling that she wanted me to pounce down on my knees and start with the boot-licking or something. Been doing a lot of that soul-searching stuff and a lot of staring up at the sky, wanting to scream and ask if there's a God out there. Though, I know that there is and that he's helping me through this (it could be worse), sometimes everything and everyone just feels so far away...
On a lighter note, though, college classes are going well as well as a few new friendships (and some that are finally going beyond "I just know him/her from so-and-so place") My mom and I had a fight this afternoon, but I'm over it. Just happy that I'm able to keep in pretty high spirits through it all. I rather loathe when I can't pull out of depression. I know that the first part is kind of depressing, but that's just half of me. The other half is loving life. ^_^
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