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1986-01-21
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1998
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Sailor Moon
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Get into Louisiana State University School of Veterinary Medicine (LSU SVM)
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my friends claim I can sing but I don't trust them
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Thursday, September 1, 2005
More Crap
I don't know why this is, but I seem to be updating my blog thingy every two days. Anyways, nothing looks good and I'm sure you've all heard the news reports. In a little bit of good news, they've finally evacuated Children's Hospital so now my mom is safely out of the city. After spending a night at a friend's house near Baton Rouge, she'll make her way up to where my brother and I are.
No news yet on my cousin, the LA state trooper, he'll most likely have to stay down there to help restore peace to the city, which I feel has now become the "Iraq of America." I going to call my aunt today to see how he is.
This morning after I got off the phone with my mom, I started watching the news for a little bit, but then I finally broke down and cried for the first time in this whole ordeal. It had just gotten to be too much for me; I have to assume that all of my things that I left at "home" are gone, if not damaged by water, than stolen by looters. I don't even know if I have a home anymore.
I'm really sorry to bring you guys down with all this, but I find my myO journal one of the best places to talk; you guys who comment or PM me always seem to show me support, and I thank those from the bottom of my heart that already have.
Right now, though, I just can't stand to watch the news for more than an hour at a time. I've kind of withdrawn into what I call, my emotional stablization phase. This is where I cut myself off from reality for periods of time through, anime & manga, TV, movies, and even RPGs. This has always seemed to work in keeping myself less stressed out and less depressed, first from the normal qualms of high school, than when my brother's friend died back in March, now I hope it will do the same for me now.
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