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Wednesday, June 27, 2007


hey guys. sorry i didn't post.alright. here's what happened. i went to the library, and the second i walked into the door, i realized something. i realized that i was too nervous to do anything. so, i stayed in the teen section[all the way on Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucketthe other side of the library] the entire time and the only time i went even remotely near that area, it was to go to the bathroom. i think the other people who were working thought i was phyco though. haha. the reason being, is after i went to the bathroom, i walked in front of the door[like past it] like 4 times trying to see him. i figured that if i maybe saw him, or he saw me, i'd get some motivation. but, of course, i was all too nervous to do anything. after my dad picked me up, i got so mad at myself that i didn't go through with it. i don't get it. he's my friend. i shouldn't be so nervous, yet i am. ugh. when i told my friend alecs later, she was all like,"no worries...we have allPhoto Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket summer. =]" and i was all like,"yea. more like all summer to forget about me. =[" ugh. and i was thinking about it last night, and it's just that i've decided that i shouldn't be so "omg" about this. well, i guess to state that out more, i'm giving up. yuppers. i'm just not even gonna try anymore. if he asks, that's nice and i'll say yes. but, if nothing happens at HP5[harry potter 5] i'm just not even gonna try. forget it. it's just useless. but, if by chance something does happen, i might try...i dunno.
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