Wednesday, January 26, 2005

Sorry.... I won't be here for awhile.
I won't be back on for about a week cause I am grounded and I am not supposed to be online right now.... but my parents aren't home right now so what they don't know won't hurt them.... right.... heh heh heh.... see u later!
*walks off alone and scared*
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Sunday, January 23, 2005

   omg...... they're so cute
I have these little thing where if you play music they dance..... *shreik* they are so adorable*pinches cheeks now* they are so fun!!!!!!! *poke* hehe u all really should see these!
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   Imao.... gahhhhh
I really do not know how I managed to get this tangled up but I did. See it starts with Doug my asshole of an x-bf. Then it goes to Peter, sweet, kind, lovable, who does not like me back like that Peter. Now there is Jeff, who I find no problem flirting with, which is the problem, if I can flirt with them shamelessly for hours at a time, they are just friends. So my dilemna is, I still really like Doug but he is a fucking asshole, and I love Petet to death, but he only likes me as a friend, and then there is Jeff who is not my type. GRRRRRRRR, u know life seems to be really irritating sometimes.... and right now I am seriously considering hating boys... forever. *sobs* tears of blood.
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Saturday, January 22, 2005

   I hope we can still be friends Night Hawk!
SORRY! I shouldn't have been so harsh with the comment. I guess I am really no better than you, cause I lost my temper. But see even if I was close enough to kick your ass I wouldn't do it. Cause I learned to control my anger and annoyment a while ago.... please don't come hunt me down. Sorry again.... I think next time I will just stay out of it!
Missa
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D-12.... YAY!

Video code provided by KEKAI BOY
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Friday, January 21, 2005

   tests and quizzes
GRRRRR. yesterday I had a quiz that I did not even know about because I was sick the review day.... and my teacher still made me take it.... gr 80 questions of pure Biology bull shit! And next monday the semester final is coming up.... like I remember the stuff from the first quarter of school..... and today I had a 12 page German Exam.... which I am absolutely sure I failed..... u know life really sucks sometimes.... not to mention that if I get on C on my report card I will be grounded til the end of time! I'm way over-stressed right now... *takes a deep breath* *counts to ten*.... nope not better! ok...... bye now.....*sobs*

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Thursday, January 20, 2005

   ALLITERATIONS THAT I WROTE.... EXCEPT FOR THE E'S!!!!
Amazing alluring alchemists anticipating an adorable baby.
Busy bossy bulky beavers riding bicycles by the bay.
Classy combative cute cats catering food behind the curtain.
Defensive defective dancing dogs doodling drawings on the driveway.
Eight egotistical egotists echoing egotistical ecstasies.
Many friendly flopping fish faking the flu.
Great grevious goats getting good grades on tests.
Hello you hiking horribly horrible hallucinogens.
Interesting interrogation inquiring the inkling of impish Isabelle.
Joking jingling jesters jotting down jubilant joyful jokes.
Kissing killing kickboxing Kissa kicks back in Kagoshima with a Kangaroo-rat.
Loveable linguistic lamentable Libbie lives on the lanai.
Melancholy melodramatic Missa moodily marches by the magicly majestic manor.
Nice nagging Niah stand naked in Nebraska.
Optimistic opposing onry Otis sit opposite Odie.
Playful perfect prissy Petunia pisses Peggy off.
Quintuplet quietly quae outside Quacker’s Quack Fest.
Randy randomly rakes the rotting leaves of Rebecca’s yard.
Sandy Sanders simply shakes snowflakes from her hair.
Ticklish Timothy toughens up against taking out the trash.
Understandable yet unlovable Ursula unkindly unties Uwe’s uggs.
Voracious Velma vindictively verifies lesser visability.
Warren is wrong about wrapping wool in wings.
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX~.^
You are yelling at yucky yellow Yannie,
Zebras do something that starts with a Z, but I do not no what. Do you, Zenith?

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Wednesday, January 19, 2005

Song type rap thingy that sucks!
I'm sitt'n here cuttin' deep gashes into my arms and legs
and my mom's in the kitchen drinkin' down those huge kegs
my dad's with some binbow from the office
even though he knows it's gonna cost us
and my baby sister she's cryin'
and my older brother he's lyin'
and I'm stuck with my drunk ass mom
when I really only wann think of the prom
and my dad he comes home and he yells at me for no reason
I wonder if threatinin' your family is treason
somedays I ask why
and other's I just wanna die
I'm just a kid, I wanna have fun
but there's my dad holdin' that gun
what am I suppost to do when if I move I get shot
but I just wanna run, but I know I'll get caught
there's noone that will help me
and I know that death is the only key
I'm alone and I'm scared, I just wanna be free
Is that too much to ask?
Is it worth hiding in a mask?
I don't know, you tell me,
just what do you see?
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Tuesday, January 18, 2005

   Hailie's Song
Yo I can't sing…but I feel like singing. I want to fuckin' sing…cuz I'm happy…yea…I'm happy. I got my baby back…yo…check it out...

Verse 1
Somedays I sit staring out the window, watchin' this world pass me by
Sometimes I think there's nothin' to live for. I almost break down and cry.
Sometimes I think I'm crazy. I'm crazy, oh so crazy. Why am I here? Am I just wasting my time
But then I see my baby, suddenly I'm not crazy. It all makes sense when I look into her eyes

Chorus
Cuz sometimes it feels like the world's on my shoulders. Everyone's leaning on me
Cuz sometimes it feels like the world's almost over, but then she comes back to me.

Verse 2
My baby girl keeps getting' older. I watch her grow up with pride.
People make jokes cuz they don't understand me, they just don't see my real side
I act like shit don't phase me, inside it drives me crazy. My insecurities could eat me alive
But then I see my baby, suddenly I'm not crazy. It all makes sense when I look in her eyes.

Verse 3
Man, if I could sing, I'd keep singin' this song to my daughter. If I could hit the notes, I'd blow something as long as my father
to show her how I feel about her. How proud I am that I got her. God, I'm a daddy, I'm so glad that her mom didn't *censored* (want her)
Now you probably get this picture from my public persona that I'ma pistol packin' drug addict who bags on his mama.
But I wanna to just take this time out to be perfectly honest, cuz there's a lot of shit I keep bottled that hurts deep inside
of my soul. And just know that I grow colder the older I grow. This boulder on my shoulder gets heavy and harder to hold,
and this load is like the weight of the world, and I think my neck is breakin'. Should I just give up or try to live up to these expectations?
Now look, I love my daughter more than life in itself, but I got a wife that's determined to make my life livin' hell.
But I handle it well, given the circumstances I'm dealt. So many chances, man, it's too bad - could have had someone else
But the years that I've wasted is nothing to the tears that I've tasted, so here's what I'm facin'…3 felonies, 6 years of probation.
I've went to jail for this woman, I've been to bat for this woman. I've taken bats to people's backs, bent over backwards for this woman.
Man, I should have seen it coming. What did I stick my penis up in? Wouldn't have ripped the pre-nup up if I'da seen what she was fuckin.'
But fuck it, it's over. There's no more reason to cry no more. I got my baby, baby the only lady that I adore
(Hailie). So sayonara, try tommorra, nice to know ya. Our baby's traveled back to the arms of her rightful owner.
And suddenly it seems like my shoulder blades have just shifted. It's like the greatest gift you could get. The weight has been lifted.

Chorus

Outro
Told you I can't sing..Oh well... I tried... Hailie, remember when I said if you ever need anything, Daddy would be right there? Guess what? Daddy's here, and I ain't going nowhere, baby. I love you…(kiss

this is my favorite song by Eminem cause is shows a different side of him that everybody purposely discards so they can make him out to be the bad guy.
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You came from the darkness. Non-trusting, you most
likely will spend most of your life alone.


Where did you come from?
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well.... that kinda sucks.... it's true.... I never let anybody in.... anymore.
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