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• Star counter. YOU ever tried counting all those darn blinking lights?!
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• The Phantom Thief Ninja

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• I've met Vic Mignogna, I can hold my breath for 54 sec., and I was able to put up this site all by myself!! XD
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• Ummm... around the fourth grade
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• Fullmetal Alchemist, Naruto, Cyborg 009, .hack// series, Shin chan!, Chrno Crusade, Hellsing, Galaxy Angel, Fruits Basket, FLCL (it's interesting..), Kingdom Hearts (I and II), Fruits Basket, Paranoia Agent, Pita Ten, does Invader Zim count?
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• I wanna be a writer, and artist, and maybe make a manga.. But I doubt I'd ever make one. (I'm trying though..)
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• My thumbs are double jointed (like fern's), I'm 2nd out of 11 violas (yes, I play viola) I'm sure there's more, but I'll think of them later. (I'm a procrastinator. ONe of those, "wait 'til the verrrry last minute" kind of people. Meh hehe.)




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Tuesday, February 6, 2007

  I feel that the friends in my life are all leaving me behind. Or am I too far ahead? Reading Mishy's post got me thinking many long thoughts. Why must my friends be attracted to one another at such a young age? Yeah, yeah, I know, I know. We're 13/14 and we're experiencing hormones. But then, we start going out with people we think will make us happy, and it only ends in heartbreak when they say they don't want to be with you. So you move on to another person. Angie and Nestor are just too sickening. Like I've said before, the love is sufficating and smothering me. If they wanna flirt and do all those things that flirty people do, go to another area FAAAARRR away from me. Not that I'm this gothic depress emo-chick who HATES love and lovy-ness, it's just hard to see my friends (if i can CALL nestor my friend anymore) acting the way they are. It makes me think that they're somehow gonna end up like Jody, throwing the rest of their lives away. (Not that I'm saying that Angie'll get pregnant) but they're not spending the time they have growing up. I guess it just makes me kinda sad that they're not acting the way they used to before and I miss that. Nestor doesn't act at all the way I remember from first grade or even seventh. Angie seems different too. I just don't want to see them upset if they break up (are they even going out?) I feel like I have soo much to write about, but I can't remember anymore. I want to tell them that it makes me sick literally, but what would they say? It was annoying at first, but now it just makes me sad. I told Nestor to stop flirting, but (out of the many times I shouted at him) I don't think he ever heard me, he was probably to far away. The only reason I stay in the Orchestra room is because I bring lunch that needs to be heated, maybe I should just not bring lunch at all... That sounds like a better plan. Plus, nestor won't bug me to buy him hot cheetos no mores. oh goodie.
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