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Friday, October 14, 2005


   Must cheer up!
I need to cheer up I am so depressed and my fiance thinks it's his fault. it's not but you can't tell him that....he thinks it's his job to keep me happy and when I'm not he blames himself... *sigh*
I wish I wasn't like this I feel bad when he blames himself for shit like this....but nomatter how hard I try I can't change the way I am....

I can't wait to turn 18 and get married! Then I can get my own palce instead of living with my mother! I hate her rules. She won't let me sleep in the same room! She also said that if she finds out that we're having sex we have to get out of her house! Tha's some bullshit right there. I'm not aloud to smoke and I have to get a job, even though my fiance donesn't want me to have one.....I dn't know what to do...I want so bad to hae my own place but that doesn't seem possible right now....Will (my fiance) only gets to work 2 days a week and that is doing nothing for his pay check....he got a wopping 20$ last week....I told him not to spend it all in one place....he's trying to find another job but that's not going too well right now...I have an interview today but I don't think that I'll get the job...I have no fast food experience....and that tends to be a problem.
*scream*
what am I going to do!
*scream*

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