Birthday • 1992-12-31 Gender •
Female Location • in a never ending story... Member Since • 2007-04-24 Occupation • high school student Real Name • Abigail
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Achievements • making it this far Anime Fan Since • Sailor Moon (ya, I'm a fan) Favorite Anime • Air Tv, Fruits Basket, and a ton of other ones :D Goals • make it through high school and to be successful in life and to go to Heaven Hobbies • anything creative really ^_^ Talents • I'd like to think I'm talented in singing, dancing, playing instruments, writing songs, being easily amused, being able to care for everything, and more =)
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Well, I'm just a mixed up emotional person is all!
If you hadn't read the title of this post, I strongly suggest that you read it because it is very true. I've had such mixed up feelings about everyone and everything lately and I feel as though the only person I can talk it out with is GOD because I fear that if I let anyone else become involved with my deep thoughts and contemplation that they may grow sick and weary of it all. Also, it may offend them of people they know. If you hadn't realized it by now, I am the type of person who tells some things about myself, but doesn't share matters that tend to "go deeper". But, I have an exception when it comes to the otaku, for some reason I feel as though I can confide some things here because even though I would be pouring my heart and soul out before you, and you may know things that many people probably don't know or realize about me, I still remain as an anonymous person to you all in a way. Well, anyways, I don't know how this happened but somehow, I suppose my "private advice giving" has been spread and now a lot of people are turning to me for help and now I think I'm getting involved in atleast 7 dramas suppose you can say, and that isn't even counting my own. Somehow though, I feel funny, I'm not quite sure why or how, but I just do. It's not really that great a feeling, but it isn't horrible either, so the only word that can come to mind about it is simply 'funny'. I'm not quite sure, in fact, I'm not quite sure of anything at the moment, actually for awhile. I feel as though I'm on my borderline of my fantasy and my reality. It's kinda nice, yet a part of me worries about my so called condition. You know how you feel when you wake up after a great night's rest and you had this fantastic dream and you are still in wonder and awe, yet questioning if it were truly a dream and wishing to go back to it? It kinda feels like that in a way I guess.
Well, hey everyone. I'm so sorry it's been so hectic for me. Ok, well, let's see, last week was spirit week, which was so much fun!! Liz-anya and I had gone shopping just for the week! The first day was mix-match day, so I wore a really high and colorful knee high sock, and a plain short one, then a t-shirt that my older brother got me from an anime convention...which can you believe that he went to one without me?!?! But its ok, atleast he got me something =D Oh, and I also wore a pink tie haha. Next day was twin day, so Liz-anya and I were twins, which everyone thought was funny because we look nothing alike, and she's Cacausian(I hope I spelled that right...) and I'm Asian LoL. Next, was character day, and I was Luci Lou from Charlie's Angels! haha, and one of my friends said that I should run down the hallway, do a cartwheel, roll over, and pretend I have a gun and sneak around LoL And Liz-anya was Cameron Diaz and we found a Drew Barrymore last minute, but ya, Charlie's Angels!!! Woo! Next was decades day, and I was dressing from the 70's, and finally, spirit day!! Friday was the homecoming parade and the sophomore float's theme was egyptian, but everyone kept thinking we were greek!!! I could'ne understaand it, I mean, we even had a pyramid there and everything! Oh well... :-/ we also lost the game...grrr... :-(
Anyways, I'm a majorette now. Yup, part of the band. We're doing a dance to "Gonna Fly Now", you know, that Rocky Balboa song? Woo! We dance and twirl a botan(not flags, so we're not color guards) we're still getting everything situated and stuff, but I wonder if next year we'll end up wearing what majorettes usually wear(basically the high boots and possibly short skirts, idk, I just hope I don't freeze my butt off if we go through with the skirts...) It's so much fun and the band people have all become friends of mine, even though I don't know most of there names haha
Let's see, another thing, do I look Japanese? It's so funny because these two guys had asked me, and liz-anya, yes, one of them was that one guy =^-^=, and we just had this funny, random conversation in the hallway because we are let out of class early most days, and so we just talked until the bell rang. To be honest, I may have a small percentage of Japanese in me, but I'm mostly Chinese and Filoppino, with a little spanish in there somewhere, but my parents say that when it comes to my features, Chinese dominates my looks, in fact, my little brother is the only one who has spanish features as the dominating look. So ya.
I've delt with my problems that I was experiencing last post just in case any of you guys are wondering. Basically, when it came to their relationship problems, they've learned to keep me out, probably because I said I'm sick and tired of it, and I don't talk to them very much haha. Thank goodness!!
Ok, one last thing, I love how laughter and a smile can just brighten peoples days. There's some drama going on in gym class between two of my friends, but I just avoid that and try to cheer them up. And Tasheena was telling me as we were talking that that's why she just loves to be around me, because I'm always so happy and I don't let things get to me, well, most things I suppose...but ya, I just I love how something as simple as laughter can have such a tremendous impact. It's true, you should always notice the simple things in life. ^-^
I hope you all have a great day and I'm sorry if this is so long, I just had so much to tell you =D oh, and Liz-anya, I'm so sorry I yelled at you, it was just such a hectic two weeks and I lacked so much sleep and was getting tense and my attention was so divided that I had a malfunction and ya...I'm sorry.
Hope everyone has a great day and amny more to come!!! Love you all!! :-)
Well, here I am again, soaking in my pain. If you guys don't realize yet, my problems aren't exactly mine. These problems are my friends', but because they are my "friends", I take them as my own problems as well. If this whole blog will sound like me just rambling on and on, then I'm sorry, but my so called "friends" are so confusing, but I'm not going to worry, I'm going to pray, and let GOD worry. :-)
So here's the deal. This is my brutally honest opinion of them when it comes to this subject. Basically I think that three of my "friends" are not ready for a relationship that goes past friendship. I honestly think that they flirt too much and are like little school girls who don't know what they want but want to jump into everything so quickly. They should really figure out what they're doing because they've all ready hurt way too many hearts and I don't think they even realize it. Honestly, its plain ridiculous really. They all should just take a break and actually think about what's going on for once.
Well, now that I've gotten that off my chest while listening to Skillet, I feel a bit better. Anyways, besides these complications that I usually bury deep within my conscience that rarely come out, my life has been going great. ^-^
Don't worry, this week was awesome!!! Ok, so first off, Saturday I went shopping with Liz-anya and at Kohl's, we had total A.D.D.ness and we were staring at silverware (who knew they were so shiny!! What? Stop looking at me like that...LoL) Then, we went to go see the Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants 2, then we went to Rue 21. That was where I had my embarrassing moment...I was looking through some T-shirts on a clothings rack when the whole thing just fell over making this huge thud! I looked around and just tried my best to fix it and just walked away from there after that...ya...haha, then we went shopping at other stores and stuff, it was a great day! ^-^
Then on August 25th, it was my older brother's birthday. Also on that day, I got my learner's permit! Yep, and the next day I drove around the parking lot at my high school haha. It was really something ;P Then, Wednesday was my first day of school, so here are my classes:
1. Fashion Merchandising (we will actually be designing and making clothes and stuff)
2. Honors English (my teacher is awesome! She even taught my older brother when he was there, and he's now 24!)
*then I have first lunch with Addison, so he and I go to lunch and sit together*
3. Girls Physical Education
4. Advance Biology (this teacher is hilariously crazy! I mean really, he loves to kill squirrels...)
And ya, school is pretty good, and ya. I hope everyone here is doing as great as I am, well, I'll update as soon as I can, bye-bye and have a great life! ~~~major hugs~~~
Hey everyone!!! I'm in a better mood haha. It's really funny, you know my sob story? Well, I don't know how to explain this, but I've actually been talking to them, and it makes me realize how much I've really missed them. I shouldn't be upset that they changed or anything like that, I should just appreciate who they are and that they are still my friends ^-^ even though yes, they are different, I noticed when I was talking to them, that theres still a piece of the person I know in there, and thats enough to make this girl happy ^-^
Well, life's been going awesome! Well except this one problem, but I would just like to avoid him as much as possible, I think I just need some space away from him for awhile.
Anyways, my life has been lately ruled by anime. For-reallzzz you guyzzz (hahaha). Lately, I've been watching Full Metal Panic and the fumoffu thingy, D.N.Angel, Gravion, Gravitation (I know, I know), Wedding Peach (what? It brings me back to the sailor moon days), Nanaka 6/17, and I've just now finished School Rumble and Bamboo Blade, oh, and I'm also watching Mythical Detective Loki Ragnarok. Crazy huh? And I seriously want the Air Tv soundtrack, all the music on there is so pretty!
Well, I would like to thank the people who are still on here and who comment me (you know who you are). It's real nice to know that there are still people on here and that I have not been abandoned.
Oh, and another thing, Cheyanne and Nick, if you guys are reading this, did you do something to my site? Because it's purple and you can see through it now. Well, I just want to say thanks and that it's sooooo cool! I love it! Just like I love you guys ;D
Hey everyone. Don't you just miss some things? Don't you wish that you could ever just go back to the way things were? Like, you wish that people who were so close to you never changed at all and that you were still the best of friends? Well, it's really sad actually...why do people change? One moment, there your good friend, and as if you knew who the person was and everything, but the next moment, you can barely tell who that person is anymore. I had that happen to me once, and she was one of my best friends. After that had happened to me, I promised myself that I'd never let that happen to me again. I always blamed myself for the things that've happened, I used to think that I wasn't a good enough friend. Eventually, I've come to believe that it may not be my fault, that maybe they changed because of their own reasons. Well anyways, the unfortunate part is, that it happened again. After the first time, it was hard to make a new best friend, but then I did. Funny, the reason why we got to know each other so well in the beginning was we both were anime fans, I don't know if she still is, but I am. So once again, a dear friend of mine changes, so much that I can barely recognize the person. It hurts. Having someone who you used to trust with everything and could tell them anything, then later on the only thing you really can say to them is "Hello".
I have a problem. I've had this inkling about who one of my many friends like...and today, I found out that my inkling was correct. My friend does like this person. But...the last time I checked, this person has a girlfriend...but, the last time I checked was last year. So, I don't know if they're still together or not. But, I'm not very sure whether my friend knows this or not...and I don't know whether to tell her or not, because like I said, that was last year. So who knows his current status??? Well, it's all confusing if you ask me, but I'll try my best to not get into it...only when necessary.
haha, am I the only person who even gets on here anymore? Oh well, that's fine with me, because I honestly could care less if anyone reads this. Ofcoarse, it's nice to know people do...but the main reason why I'm posting this is to have some say in things, a way for me to open up, you know? Express what I'm going through. ^_^
I absolutely love this song, I even put it on my myspace. The song is Innocent, by Stellar Kart. And, what it says is what I want to be, "...I wanna be innocent, every part of me..." Because that's exactly what I want to be. =^_^=
Anyways, besides the song, I really like the music video too, it cracks me up every time I see it...and you know, I can serious;y picture me, and some of a select few of my friends who would seriously do something like that, haha xD So, well, enjoy! =D
Well, I'm just a mixed up emotional person is all! 
hmmm...summary of 2 weeks haha 
My wounds torn open... 
Yay! ^-^ 
...A part of my sob story... 
CALLING ALL GUITAR HERO AND DDR LOVERS!!!