Saturday, August 25, 2007

   Wow, I almost forgot to put a title!

Hi everyone! I feel a lot better now, unfortunately, I'm not going to be on as much as before now that school is going to start...hmmm... :-/ Well, anyways, one of the reasons why I was so complexly depressed(I guess you can say) was because one of my friends that I met this summer has to leave in a couple of days(to go to college I think) and I was kinda sad that he was leaving, but, I just found out from a friend of his, that he has a myspace!! I couldn't believe that at all!!! I mean, I didn't mean to judge like that, but I never would've thought that he'd have a myspace! So, ya. And I also have his email address, so, I can still contact him. YaY! ^^ Well, nothing is really going on here, there's just BIG drama going on and a lot of yelling! Why can't I just be alone! My little brother and sister still don't respect my privacy, I guess they never will. Oh, and today is my older brother's birthday! He's officially 23, you know, I don't even know where he is right now! He didn't even answer his cell. hmm...well, I guess I can ask some questions, since I rarely do that.

1. Has a friend or relative ever had his/her birthday and you had no idea where they were?

2. How do you deal with your life changing situations?

3. Is it hard for you to say good bye?

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Tuesday, August 21, 2007

   Frustrated...depressed?

I am getting angry for some reason, I think it's just becuase of worries and stress or something, well, whatever it is, it just doesn't seem to go away, I hate when this happens, I just want to be alone, and away from where no one can find me, only for a little while. Funny, and yet strange, I normally don't sound like this. I just wish that I can get this straightened out, and the big problem is, I really don't know what is it that needs to be straightened out. I feel, I really don't know how I feel, and it makes me frustrated I guess. I wish I could just tell you, but, I can't. Sorry for sounding like a riddle, but everytime I get this feeling, these mix of emotions, that I can never be able to explain, the only way I could possibly explain it, is in riddle-like form, that could possibly be why I really don't talk to anyone when I'm like this. I just stay quietly locked in my bedroom...

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Saturday, August 18, 2007

   I SAW JORDAN PRUITT, DRAKE BELL, CORBIN BLEU!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AHHHHHHHH!!! AHHHHHHHHHHH!!! AHHHHHHHHH!!! IT WAS SOO TOTALLY AWESOME!!! WE WERE LIKE(AMANDA AND I) SO CLOSE TO THE STAGE, THAT DRAKE LOOKED AT US AND SMILED AND RAISED HIS EYEBROWS WHEN WE WAVED TO HIM!!! But sadly, not RIGHT infront, where we could reach Corbin's hand *sighs*...but it was so awesome! They totally rock, and I got a poster of Corbin(heh heh). I wanted to get something that had Drake on it after the concert, but sadly we had to leave right away because my dad had to go to work...waaah. And it was like, so funny becuase when Drake's band came up, his guitarist person looked like WILLY WONKA!!! (mostly becuase of the outfit) and this one other dude on his band had really cool hair so Amanda took a picture of him. But ya, did you know, Drake looks WAY better(in my opinion) in person than on tv, I'm serious!! I can't believe that they didn't have anything that had Jordan in it, it was either Drake or Corbin. Which really stinks but oh well, I really don't want to put any more on this post so if you really want to know all the details and stuff, just pm me or something ok??

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Wednesday, August 15, 2007

   Sleeping over at Rachel's

hi everyone, I'm at Rachel's house right now. It's her birthday so it's like a tradition that we spend the night at her house now. And since my other friend, Sarah, wasn't here on her birthday(it's a tradition that we spend the night at her house too), right after Rachel's house, we're going over to Sarah's house to spend the night there too. Well, we went to the outdoor theatre and got there an hour early so then we could go hiking on the trails, then we went to go see Grease. And at the very end, for some reason, my foot got stuck at the bottom of the chair infront of me, and I started to panic as Rachel was laughing. And as I tried to pull it out, my foot came out of the shoe so I started to pull the shoe out and finally got it out.
Well, right now nothing really is going on, Sarah I think fell asleep and Rachel and I are probably going to put stuff all over her face again(last year, we put lipgloss and a spoonful of pudding, LoL) and Rachel is talking to her boyfriend, and I'm kinda talking to him too, well, sort of...

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Monday, August 13, 2007

   Sorry for not posting in awhile, I was at Myrtle Beach!

I'm back!!! Sorry for not telling you guys ahead of time...yep, I left again, just a couple of days after I got back. Well, my skin is darker now, and I actually have sunburn!!! I mean, I've never ever had sunburn before, my skin just always got darker, so now, my skin is like, I don't know, suntan?(except for my shoulders, well, my left one's red...) Ok, and when I was at the beach, the night before had stormed pretty bad, and there were these tide pools everywhere, and someone found a stingray in one of them, so them this one lady told my dad and so we just played around in the sand and I played frisby with my older brother. Speaking of which he FINALLY downloaded the skillet cd, Comatose, onto my ipod and my ipod just now died because I just can't stop listening to it!! So now I'm just listening to it on my computer(heh). Well, let's see, what else, oh, we went to this Chinese resturant and there was this little girl there(we were waiting in the car, well, my little sister, little brother, and me) and so I was just listening to music and my mom told me. THe little girl was 6 1/2, just like my little sister, and my dad started talking to her in Chinese because she took her book out and stuff like that. It's funny, at home we barely hear dad speak chinese, he's only taught me his his and his brothers' chinese names and some numbers. Because at home, mom and dad only speak filopino(dad-tagalog, mom-visayan, and some cebuano somewhere...wow, I hope I spelled thoses right...). Ok, enough about languages, well, whatever, I hope I didn't make this too long...and I hope it's not confusing...

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Monday, August 6, 2007

   I'm Back, part 2!!

Ok, well, here goes...
Tuesday: Ok, well, I was able to adjust quicker than my mom, so I wasn't confused for very long. Anyways, well, on Tuesday, we went to the pool, and there, there are also tennis courts, and well, I'm kinda in training, my dad is teaching me. So, me and my dad played tennis while the rest of the family swam around. And gosh, we should've just swam with them, the sun was blazing hot!!! And since I was in training, I'm not very good, especially with my direction!! The ball went this way and that!! And well, let's just say that it was a VERY good thing that no one was playng in the other tennis court because they might've had to go to the hospital!! I mwan, my dad would hit it great, and no problem, but the good thing was, that this time was better than the last, because only one ball went over the fence(hehehe...). Ok, well, nothing really happened after that, we went to the pool and my parents saw this guy that really looked like one of my classmates, Addison, infact, my mom said that the the only difference seems to be that this guy had more arm pit hair...LoL!!! xD Well, then nothing really happened until night time, when dad and I were watching this one movie, and I fell asleep during it, only to wake up to something being jabbed into my mouth...as it turns out, there was a juice box on the table next to me, and my dad stuffed it into my mouth because my mouth was open and when I woke up saying "dad!!! Why'd you do that?!?!" he just said "What? You looked so thirsty." THen we both started cracking up!! Well, that's all I have to say for now, what do think of day two??

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Sunday, August 5, 2007

   I'm back!!!

Hi everyone!! I'm back! I missed you guys, sorry that I couldn't bring my mom's laptop...Well, anyways, I had a great time!!! Ok, this might be a long post, but I did a lot so ya. Well, here goes...
Monday: We finally got there. The condo was very different compared to the one that we usually stay at. Well, not very, but it was kinda weird to get used to it because the downstairs looked like the upstairs(in the one we usually stay at) and the upstairs looked like the downstairs(like I said in the other parentheses, hm, did I spell that right?), so everyone, especially mom was confused, there were a couple of times that she asked me if we were downstairs or upstairs. My dad brought his magic mike that he bought from the Philippines a couple of years ago and we sang kareoke, and it would score you on your singing. Well, I guess people were just being nice and not wanting me to be sad when they said that I sang good becuase the highest score that I had was a 45!!! *bends head in sorrow* Well, what also happened was Cheyanne called me(lovedavey) and she was trying to three way call, gah, you do not know how many times she accidentally hung up on me just trying to try!! Well, she finally got it to work and she called Tom, at first, I didn't remember who he was, until he said, "remember on the last day of school and you were the one who wrote that reaaaalllly long message on the sleeve on my shirt?". Then, a ton of people started text messaging me, and I had to tell them that I couldn't text so much back because I didn't have unlimited, unlike some people.
And that was the end of my first day, well, I think I might just tell you guys about it a little each day, because I don't want to overwhelm you and end up straining your eyes and making them bleed, so, is that ok?? Oh, and please don't be dissappointed because I don't really have a kinda funny story here,but I do have some that will be in the next post ok??

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Sunday, July 29, 2007

   I'm still here!!!

Hi everyone!!! I haven't left yet! Ya, as it turns out, I was wrong...we're actually leaving tomorrow!!(my bad) Hahahaha, no wonder nobody had there bags backed and stuff! So ya, I was able to get on the computer again just to let you know. ^^ So, now, for sure I am leaving tomorrow. Well, like I said in the other post, I'll tell all you guys about it when I come back. But I can tell you this, the usual condo that we're staying at has something wrong with it at the moment, I think my mom said a pipe busted or something, so we're going to stay in a different condo. So, that's going to be kinda different, well, hope to talk to you soon!! Bye!! :)

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Saturday, July 28, 2007

   Gone for a little while

Hello everyone!!! Well, I just wanted to start off that you might not hear from me for a whole week!!! That depends, because my mom might bring her computer along, I hope she does. Well, just so you know. I'm going to miss you guys, we're going down to our little condo somewhere. We go there every summer. I can't wait to tell you guys about it when I get back!! I leave tomorrow. Bye!!! Hope you have a great day!!!

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Friday, July 27, 2007

   from anger to breathing

Grrrrrrrrrr!!! I am so mad!! And you know why?? I don't even know!!! Ever since I woke up and got out of bed seems like everyone started treating me like there slave or something!! And then my dad comes in my room all of a sudden and makes me even more mad. Oh, and guess what else?? I get to get a new door knob, one that actually works and can lock. And now that I know that I'm just moments away from FINALLY having privacy, it seems to be taking forever just waiting! I mean, really! Everyone just comes in, no one even knocks anymore. I mean think about it, what if I'm changing my clothes, do you know how embarrassing that is?! ...*finally starts to breathe*... Wow, that actually made me feel better! I mean, I've never really told anyone if I was ever down or anything, I only let them know the good things, sharing only the happy moments. I thought telling anyone about a bad day was just...pointless. Don't ask me why, because I'm not quite sure myself.....

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