myOtaku.com: stars go bye

Ya, well, I feel really weird...
I'm destressed, because one of my friends is going out with this guy again...and I just she knows what she's getting herself into, again.
I'm worried, because one of my best friends, well, her situation is so sweet, and yet scary, to be honest, I'd love to be her and yet at the same time, hate to be her right now...it's so complicated.
I'm happy, because my life has been somewhat romantic haha, and, I have two (or maybe just one, who knows?) awesome new somewhat close friends who I know, from experience, will be there for me when something is wrong. ^-^
I'm amused, because another one of my friends won't say no to this one guy who really likes her, but she doesn't really like him, and I am going to plan something to make her practice saying no...I think I'm going to get a couple of my guy friends and make her practice, haha.
But, I'm also somewhat sad, let's just say, that even though I am no longer a friend of yours, you are still one of mine, and I understand if you don't care, but do know, that I still do...don't you hate it when people grow apart?
I feel all of these things at the same time, and it is just very confusing. Actually, a lot of things in my life are becoming very confusing, in good ways and in bad, but I hope that my site will become clear. ^_^
Well, I hope you have a great week and Happy Valentine's Day!!! =D

XOXOXOXO