myOtaku.com: stars go bye

If you hadn't read the title of this post, I strongly suggest that you read it because it is very true. I've had such mixed up feelings about everyone and everything lately and I feel as though the only person I can talk it out with is GOD because I fear that if I let anyone else become involved with my deep thoughts and contemplation that they may grow sick and weary of it all. Also, it may offend them of people they know. If you hadn't realized it by now, I am the type of person who tells some things about myself, but doesn't share matters that tend to "go deeper". But, I have an exception when it comes to the otaku, for some reason I feel as though I can confide some things here because even though I would be pouring my heart and soul out before you, and you may know things that many people probably don't know or realize about me, I still remain as an anonymous person to you all in a way. Well, anyways, I don't know how this happened but somehow, I suppose my "private advice giving" has been spread and now a lot of people are turning to me for help and now I think I'm getting involved in atleast 7 dramas suppose you can say, and that isn't even counting my own. Somehow though, I feel funny, I'm not quite sure why or how, but I just do. It's not really that great a feeling, but it isn't horrible either, so the only word that can come to mind about it is simply 'funny'. I'm not quite sure, in fact, I'm not quite sure of anything at the moment, actually for awhile. I feel as though I'm on my borderline of my fantasy and my reality. It's kinda nice, yet a part of me worries about my so called condition. You know how you feel when you wake up after a great night's rest and you had this fantastic dream and you are still in wonder and awe, yet questioning if it were truly a dream and wishing to go back to it? It kinda feels like that in a way I guess.