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Friday, August 13, 2004


Broken...
..you know the feeling you get when you're just...not there and know it...i have that.....
after 3 weeks without the internet at my disposal i am sure i was having withdrawl syptoms....but i know that's not the reason for my turmoil.....

3 weeks ago i went to babysit my little brother and sister...the horror...the word 'hyperactive' doesn't cover them...one starts havoc the other will follow and cause it double.....but i still love them...at a distance....
one time becky smashed into matt and got a nose-bleed..i don't like blood..but i had to deal with it while trying to calm the raging 4 year-old....
oh....and NEVER go shopping with them...they get lost and it's just bad....

then after the ordeal was over i had to head for my new home..and this is causing problems for me...
it's taken 2 weeks to get the net organised and 2 days to get it to work...but......
..i've had trouble sleeping..i'm feeling unattached...they say "home is where the heart is.." but my heart isn't here.....i feel cold inside...broken....

...i'm gonna try and get my head sorted...i know i need to.....
..but on the bright side the countryside is beautiful at sunset...

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