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Saturday, April 15, 2006


   I'm back, after sooooo long everyone's probably forgotten me

Moving was hell. I hate to say it that way, but yeah. :) I have so much news to tell since it's been so long since my last post! My life is a lot different now, and it's going great, I think. *contemplates* Yeah, pretty much so. :p

I now live in Saint Charles, Missouri and have a number of things I do with my time. I don't even know where to start, lol.

I guess I should start where I left off. ;) Well, I took my cousin Jason in under my so-called "wing" for awhile and I was able to talk his mother into him coming with me down here. My brother Matt damaged my computer during the move, which is the main reason why it's taken me so long to visit here again and many other things, but I was extremely grateful for his help. Andria, Jason and I lived together for about six months, which kinda bothered me, since Jason was only supposed to be with me till the end of February or so, LAST... YEAR!!! He finished the school year here in St. Charles and I shipped him back to New York with his mom. Whew...

After I sent him back, I moved out on my own again only about three weeks later and I got a temporary job as a model for a women's clothing company called Alloy based in Ohio. I am still employed with them, but it's only a seasonal job. My main job is working as a secretary at the Purina plant in St. Louis. I stil lead my healthy lifestyle too. I walk every morning, but now that I work more than one day a week, I have a lot less free time. I've made a few friends in my neighborhood, so now I'm not just leaning on Andria for company. ^^

I hope to get back in touch with all my friends here on Otaku. It's seems like forever now. And I'm sure I've bored you all now. So, I'll browse around. I still have to add everyone back to my contacts list on MSN too. Aha... *sighs*

Byes~

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Tuesday, December 21, 2004


Couldn't sleep yet again *sighs*

I'm still trying to think about my situation regarding the idea of having my cousin move in with me. It'll be a lot of trouble for me, but I think it may be worth it. Spending time with family is important to me, and I think it will help my aunt Rachael a great deal.

As for other news... *shivers* BRRRRR!!! It's getting cold here, and I am sooooo not looking forward to the end of this week. It's gonna be below zero or just above... maybe? UGH! I like how pretty winter is and everything, but I dislike cold. It makes your bones ache even though you don't have any problems with them. I wish there were ways I could control weather ya know? ;_;

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Monday, December 20, 2004


Family time? o.o

Wow, today was something unexpected. I got up at my usual time and took my normal routine walk, and when I got home, I had visitors? First time any of my family other than my mom and my brother have visited me! I usually visit them, or see them at family get togethers or something. But, my aunt Rachael, who is coming to my mom's Christmas party for the first time in 8 years decided to stop in and say hi to me. So I did my best to be a good hostess and all, but it seemed like her and her two boys, Jason and Daniel were just a little bored. I guess when you live alone, things can get kinda boring, especially for teenagers :P I'm glad I got my place looking better the other day! I hate messy places. >< Cause it makes me look lazy, LOL.



Anyway, she decided to go ahead and give me one of my christmas gifts. *_* A reservation receipt for the 1st and 2nd Inuyasha Movies?! Finally! I'll have them in my possession!!! *laughs meniacally and regains composure* I know that wasn't like me, but I couldn't help it :P She said she got me something else. This really wierded me out, since I'm her least favorite relative. She hasn't bought me a gift for three years, and now she has basically bought me 3? Sounds suspicious doesn't it? Well, I found out why too!!! She was asking me if I could take her son Jason into my home for a bit. Since she and her husband Phil are having problems. I didn't give her a direct answer yet, so I decided to post this question on here and see what you think. Should I look after her son for her? She says it should only be until she finds a place suitable to move to, which may be January or February. For your information, Jason is 14 and is a quite rude, spoiled brat in my opinion, but he's my cousin, so I gotta love him. If I take him in, I may not get to move with my friend Andria, if she decides to do so. This was quite a bombshell for me at the moment. Just a little advice is all I'm looking for. >< Baka me!!!

My Anime attributes are below (me in anime form in otherwords) :P

greenhair
Your anime hair color is green.


What is your anime hair color?
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HASH(0x8efae60)
Blue -> Ahh yes, blue eyes. Well you have a lot of
faith. You don't care about numbering your
friends, you love 'em lots! Your element is
water, and it goes with your personality; vast
and beautiful!


What Color Are Your Anime Eyes?
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The Nerd
You are a nerd, geek or to be less controversial an
intellectual . Smart and Nice. You have the
brains and the good grades. You are good about
everything academical. Though possibly you
might wish that you were the popular girl,
you'd probably be more happier with your
studies and what not, then being popular.


Which Female Anime Stereotype are you?
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Depressed? NO, but the other part, maybe...
Trauma
Trauma. Poor, depressed child... Something really
bad happened to you... let me give you a hug!


..:What's your psychological problem?:.. ( Anime Pictures )
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Saturday, December 18, 2004


   Morning everyone!

Of course it's noon for me ^^

I'm in a really chipper mood today too! So I'm feeling like chatting. Anyone who has MSN and wants to chat, my handle is requiemofdarkness@hotmail.com

I'm trying to think of something else to do, but no ideas are going through my head at the moment. Eventually I may write another poem today, or work on my short story that I am currently writing. :P HEY! I just gave myself some ideas... hahaha!

My friend Leslie is wondering what MyO is, how should I explain? Cause if I do a good job, maybe she'll join even though she's not an Otaku. She likes a little anime tho.

Till next time! Byes~


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Friday, December 17, 2004


   Didn't sleep well

I just woke up in the middle of my sleep time for some wierd reason and I'm just finding something to do till I get tired again. Since Mai liked my poem, I guess I'll post that one :) (And just so everyone knows, I usually don't title them, it causes stress for me to try, hahaha!)


Shooting stars scream across the sky
Shrouded by pale moonlit clouds

I've laid here under these stormy skies
Day after day hoping my wish to come true

The wind wisps the tree leaves calmly
As a howl in the night beckons for an answer

The one night I can't make a wish
It has finally come to fruition and I smile

For sitting next to me is a cradle
A small baby, wide-eyed and hopeful within

Such a delicate, beautiful sight this is
I can now be who I want to be, my wish is granted

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Thursday, December 16, 2004


Boredom galore

Alright, my day was ok. I just wanna get one thing out of the way before I continue tho. LOL

I have an extremely boring life other than the fact of working my job (which I will not tell ^^), one day a week. SO, I usually fill my time doing other things like excercising, shopping, writing, and other meaningless, but meaningful to me, kinda things. LOL!

My schedule for today was:

1.Take a walk
2.Finish laundry
3.Call my brother
4.Go to mall and hunt for last present
5.Work on a part of a short story
6.RE-read volume 2 of Angel Sanctuary
7.Clean my livingroom of empty pizza boxes (I said I love the stuff!!!)
8.eat lunch (at 4:00 pm mind you ^^)
9.Work on next part of short story
10.Get online to waste time ^^... and here I sit LOL

Also, regarding my moving plans (if there is any at all anyway), I will keep those interested informed. K? Wouldn't want to lose the friends I just made would I? O.O

That's about it for today. >< Byes~






Take the Spirit Quiz and visit Castle Diqueria.

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Wednesday, December 15, 2004


   More piccies

Well, I seem to still be new at this online journal thing, so don't mind me if my posts tend to be a little unorthadox! :D (this is the second time I am writing this thing too, *sighs* :P goofs, got to love them)



Ok, well for one thing I might not get to post tomorrow(EDIT: Friday :D ) due to work. My schedule keeps me busy day in and day out, but I only have to work one night a week. This may be a bit of a surprise since I'm new and everything, but I have been considering the option of moving elsewhere. Everything is just starting to feel so dull where I live and I really think it's time for a change in profession. I've been able to save a lot of money throughout most of my current employment, and I feel like I should grow wings and set myself out in the world. My friend Andria has been planning to move to St. Louis early next year, and if I make my mind up soon, I plan on moving in as her room mate. I still haven't set that in concrete yet though, :D A move will take me away from my friend Leslie and my family, but I think it might be best for my own sanity. LOL

Onto the anime part of my post, hehehehe!

I found this pic the other day just browsing and I finally loaded it up on photobucket, I think it is sooo cool! I would kill to have a getup like this!!!



And I also finally got my hands on the D.N.Angel dvd!!! I have been watching it through my internet, but now I have it in solid form, me so happies!!! :D

Till next time, byes~

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Tuesday, December 14, 2004


   Hey everyone!

Too much stuff going on right now, at least family wise anyway! Hehehehe

Had to go around and get everyone gifts. Finally! I had put it off forever it seems! Let's see, a total of 15 gifts, added up to be around $600 almost... ><

Can't believe I actually had that much money! I won't post what I got, curious eyes may notice.

I need to find some more pics to post.

Till next time, byes~

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Monday, December 13, 2004


   POST #2, hehehehe, be warned! @.@

What to talk about... *picks brain* OUCH!!!

Well, christmas is on it's way. I'm not really in the mood for it this year or anything, but at least it puts the majority of people in a good mood.

*finally remembers what to ask* AH! I need music on my site! If some of ya know where I can get ahold of some music files... *gets on knees to beg* PLEEEAAASSE!!! >;)

I'm warning you all, I'm a bag of hot air! Don't continue further unless you wish to read A LOT! *snickers*

Ok, the other day I was shopping with my friends in the mall and we stopped into this local novelty store thingy which sells things like cell phone accesories and other small gadgets you don't find at places like Radio Shack. Anyway, so my friend Leslie gets a wild hair up her butt to annoy the clerk on shift any way she can. *sighs* Let's just say our group ended up getting kicked out of the store. And she gets all psyched up from it, like it made her happy to get in trouble. LOL, so she starts running through the mall like an idiot and Andria and I are left there looking at each other like "do we really wanna act like we know her?" But, of course because we're friends, we follow her, minus the running idea. We get to an escalator and hear her holler up at us from below. She was sprawled out on the floor laughing her ass off cause she had tried to ride the rail of the escalator as it went down and fell off near the bottom.

Life with my friends is a chore I'm telling you! We all have this tendency to get hyper for no reason and cause large doses of laughter for those who witness our stupid deeds and a bunch of embarassment for those in our group who are not involved.

So, we had to leave the mall and go to a drugstore nearby to get some band-aids for her. Then what does she do? She refuses our help and says she's a tough girl and can do without them. *reaches to sky* WHY ME?! >.< j/k... maybe.

Now that my story is done, I should be going huh?

Till next time! Byes~

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Sunday, December 12, 2004


Hmmm... well my site is up :)

Now that I'm officially here I think I should explore some huh?

A deliberation of sorts...

Which of these two fine guys would you choose?

OR

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