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Birthday
• 1982-08-10
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• Male
Location
• Irvine, CA
Member Since
• 2004-12-02
Occupation
• Head Dispatcher @ Consolidated Reprographics Laguna Shop
Real Name
• Bryan

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Achievements
• I HAVE A FREAK'N HUGE ANIME COLLECTION GOING NOW :-)
Anime Fan Since
• befor I can remember, even went to japan in 6th grade to buy the real thing from the source.
Favorite Anime
• R.O.D The TV (FLCL falls in a close second)
Goals
• Travel all over the place (already have a great start), marry some1 that loves me and have a kid (or 2 if shes up for it), get a job as a computer programer, and stay in touch with the only friend i have left from when i was a small child.
Hobbies
• Being too serious for my own good in the most retarded and playful way possible...if that makes any sence at all...
Talents
• Gifted with programing though I always need alot of resources do to a short memory




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Sunday, January 16, 2005

   the usual...
well...todays post...well the Steelers won so thats cool, but...i dont know...for a long time i have been plauged with a problem that i actually forgot about for a short period of time recently...and now that i remember it again its worse than ever. I had a sister once or atleast we considered ourselves brother and sister even called each others parents mom & dad...it was when life really felt real for me. but as im sure alot of u know or have atleast realized, all good things have to end. when she fell away from my life i was left with such anger i felt as though she had traded me in for some1 cooler...i was wrong...but in my anger i seperated myself from her and started hanging out with my child hood friends and from that i started smoking among other things and slowly choose to hang with them then go where my heart wanted to go, cause where my hearted wanted to go i thought i would find nothing but pain...eventually it became what it is now...a seemingly eternity of sorrow seperated from the 1 i gave all my happiness too until she agreed that i found some1 that truely deserved it and would be my wife...but now that will never happen and the happiness i thought would slowly return to my life reguardless of her presence seems farther away than ever...anyway this is getting too sad for me to type...hopefuly i wont be soo sad for my next post and wont bother u ppl with such trivial matters as my lost heart...i know how to find her and know i can, but i am more afraid of finding her and being denied a return to her life than i am of losing my very soul. . . .
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