Wednesday, September 14, 2005

   this really touched my heart.
Mommy... Johnny brought a gun to school, He told his friends that it was cool, And when he pulled the trigger back, It shot with a great crack. Mommy, I was a good girl, I did what I was told, I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got the gold! But Mommy, when I went school that day, I never said good-bye, I'm sorry Mommy, I had to go, But Mommy, please don't cry. When Johnny shot the gun, He hit me and another, And all because Johnny, Got the gun from his older brother. Mommy, please tell Daddy; That I love him very much, And please tell Chris; my boyfriend; That it wasn't just a crush. And tell my little sister; That she is the only one now, And tell my dear sweet grandmother; I'll be waiting for her now, And tell my wonderful friends; That they always were the best; Mommy, I'm not the first, I'm no better than the rest. Mommy, tell my teachers; I won't show up for class, And never to forget this, And please don't let this pass. Mommy, why'd it have to be me? No one deserves this, Mommy, warn the others, Mommy I left without a kiss. And Mommy tell the doctors; I know they really did try, I think I even saw a doctor, Trying not to cry. Mommy, I'm slowly dying, With a bullet in my chest, But Mommy please remember, I'm in heaven with the rest. Mommy I ran as fast as I could, When I heard that crack, Mommy, listen to me if you would, I wanted to go to college; I wanted to try things that were new, I guess I'm not going with Daddy, On that trip to the new zoo. I wanted to get married, I wanted to have a kid, I wanted to be an actress, Mommy, I wanted to live. But Mommy I must go now, The time is getting late, Mommy, tell my Chris, I'm sorry but I had to cancel the date. I love you Mommy, I always have, I know; you know it's true, And Mommy all I wanted to say is, "Mommy, I love you." ****In Memory of The Columbine Students Who Were Lost**** Please if you would, Pass this around, I'd be happy if you could, Don't smash this on the ground. If you pass this on, Maybe people will cry, Just keep this in your heart, For the people who didn't get to say "Good-bye." Now you have 2 choices, 1) Repost and show people you care 2) Ignore it and you have just proven you are a Jerk

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   i couldnt wate to put this on.



well i had to put this on before it comes on my pics,well anyway ya i gave her a try,hope yal like it.
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Tuesday, September 13, 2005

hahhaha i got my pic in of myself playing my gutair

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Monday, September 12, 2005

   lol
im in school sneaking around,lol im on the internet at school i would get written up for this lol
oh well no worrys if i get in trouble ill get cool chick on there butt.

rock on ever one
andrew
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Saturday, September 10, 2005

   ha ha ha ive just got out of the shower
wow that shower was great i was in there for about a hour normally im in there for about 30mintues,i love taking showers they make u feel so good.wow i feel like now i need a nap lol well its is late right now its about 12:20 right now at night,and im well now going tried but i feel great,and i guess thats what counts(hhhoooooo rraaaa for showers)lol hhmmmm i wonder what time it is in tokyo?

anyway rock on yal in the shower lol
andrew
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Friday, September 9, 2005

   why why why
hhmmm well my day has been interresting well...jess asked me why am im i talkin to her?hhmmmmmm i wonder why? what a loser anyway i though with her i cant take anymore,in other words im just giving up on her,i just cant do it anymore.well anyway other than that my day has been alright a girl(hhmmmm)called me from school and she said hi and stuff like that.im like ookkkkk??? well i havnt got to play gutair much today cause i was cutting the grass lol it was so borning i almost fell asleep on the rider lol anyway after that i rode in the camero(its a 81 model)its pretty sweet,put it needs some fixing up,anyway after that im just now sitting her typing because i got dr. phil telling me what to do?lol (not really)well ill post later i hope tomorow will be fun?

rock on ever one(even cool chick)hehehe

andrew
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Thursday, September 8, 2005

   why in the hell did i do that!
well i just called jess and i wish i didnt cause it just got me pissed she was telling me about her and this guy she wonts to go out with..and its really pissing me off,why on earth did i do that!dam myself dam dam dam ..........dam. chizz the only reason i called her is because well she wonted to tell me something over the phone and well it got to me.but i didnt let her know that though.gosh what am i going to do with myself.why did i call her......gosh.
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   the pain i feel inside
i feel so miserible,im all alone in this big world of ours,i miss her still deep down inside,i wont her back so much and its hard to see that ill propaly never go back out with her again,im such a loser,why must these things happen to me,why is this going though my mind,does anything make sense in this world,or does it not.i miss her still with all my heart and she just cant see that.whos the loser they say

its me(sniff)
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Monday, September 5, 2005

   well today was a good its been a long time since i had one
well i liked today i got to hang out with one of my friends then we went out to go hang out with other friend which i didnt see withen a year.and we talked and talked,lol im glad i had this day.but now i must go to sleep.goodnight ever one
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Sunday, September 4, 2005

   well im feeling better
i feel so good right now cause i think im over my depression(hopefully)anyway i feel so good in side i went crazy on my gutasir let me tell u i was playing it like no other person could play it like,the reason why i feel better is because i went to a place where it makes me feel better(if u know what i mean).anyway ok lets go have fun yyyaaaaahhhh oh and by the way thank u everone that have been by my side trying to cheer me up. ill post later(specail thx to sugar high nut,mikekun,bleach767)
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