Friday, February 18, 2005

   Nyehehehehe

o.o I'm bad. I'm on the one of the school's laptops again. o.O; Doing this all not with-ish permission-ish and what not. But today the regular librarian is back and he trusts us more apparently so I can do this with less paranoia. o.o (Did I spell that right? Oh well) Welp. I'm going to go and do some more stuff.. Because I can't do it at home untill my BROTHER fixes my COMPUTER. ><; -Reminds herself to yell at him.- Bye y'all. ^-^

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Wednesday, February 16, 2005

   Ehehehehe

Omg. Omg. Omg! e.e My internet is being a prick and won't let me load web browsers. So.. o.o; I'm at school illegally(According to school rules) using the internet for 'personal and not school related issues' because I'm bad. >_>;; So SHHH. Hushy, no one telly. Not that any of you even know where I live or go to school. Heh. But Yeah. Anyways... IT RAINED AGAINNNN TODAY!! ^-^; Wheeehehe. Yeah.. So. Moo. I love rain. Well I better go now, the stupid sub teacher in the library keeps walking around the room looking at all the laptop screens. x.x Welp, bye byes for now! And I promise to update more often when my brother gets off his lazeh assh and connects the network so I can switch computers and get the internet back! Whoo! o.o -Waves and scoots off.-

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Wednesday, February 9, 2005

   Hi hi Y'all!

What's up! Hehe. I'm in school while typing this message. o.o I dunno why but I'm in a really good mood right now for some reason and all day I have been. That's a first in a while!! Whoohoo! ^^; Ummph. Yeah Well, just because I'm happy doesn't mean I have anything to talk about. So.. Have a great day everyone and enjoy my happiness while it lasts!! -Winks, giggling.- :: Later that day :: Oooo! I figured out why I'm soooo happy. Ehehehehe. o.o; It's raining!!! -Dances in the rain.- It's a rainy, dark, foggy day. That's why I'm happy. And.. other reasons. o.o Maybe. Possibly.. BYES! ^^

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Monday, February 7, 2005

   Hangin' On..

Right now I'm just kind of here.. Part of my life is wonderful, going great and I'm happy. But because this part remains in the shadows.. it brings the other parts of my life down.. I feel extremely confused and out of place.. I wish I could talk to someone about this but I don't know what they would think.. I don't know what I would think myself.. This is a poem I wrote a while back when I was feeling confused like this.. Just.. Yeah, enjoy. Or whatever.. Consistent Something slips through my mind. Ticking, tocking, ready to unwind. Carrying thoughts of the darkest kind. Whispering, screaming, sending me a sign. Always there to terrorize. Clicking, spinning, bound to rise. Bringing me closer to my demise. Reaching, clawing, growing in size. A destructive rotten prize. Singing, ringing, senseless cries. Dragging out these lonely highs. Forcing, coursing, desperate lies. My mind is racing to beat hesitation. Pounding, skipping, helpless resurrection. Nearly reaching the destination. Cursing, bleeding, this exsasperation.

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Saturday, February 5, 2005

   Mrh..

You are a dark girl. You have a really quiet and really a i dont' care attitude. You like to be alone and that is what you enjoy. You don't like to be around others and you'd rather be away from here. You have a get away from me look and others find you bitchy and self-rigious. You'd rather read than be at a fair but that's ok because that's who you are. Who are you inside????? (LOTS OF RESULTS)girls only brought to you by Quizilla Graw.. I feel so crappy today.. One by one things begin to confuse and crumble.. My moods have changed so much and so fast between the different people that I talk to.. It's just.. Mrhh. The internet sucks.. No one talks anymore.. No one.. does.. anything.. I guess I'm just invisible now? Hmh.. Oh well I guess.. -Slowly slips into a state of depression...-

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Tuesday, January 25, 2005

   Uggh...

Bleh. Welp, today officially sucked. People kept bringing my down and pissing me off.. =/ Stupid bastards.. Anydangway. I know this site looks very boring at the moment but I plan to *try* to make it interesting. My life is pretty stinkin' boring if you don't know me.. So.. Yeah..

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