Wednesday, June 29, 2005

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Not ONLY last night did my mom have someone HALF HER AGE stay the NIGHT in OUR HOUSE, but she's having him over for DINNER TONIGHT! If she expects me to sit and eat with her and "him". FUCK NO! She can eat her own shit and tell her all she damn well wants about him, it's not going to change my mind how she feels. u_u;; AHHHH!! SHE PISSES ME OFF! HE'S GOD DAMN HALFFFFFFFFF 1\2 OF HER AGE!! Argghh! I will NEVER like him. No-FUCKING-matter WHAT she says! In other news, I'm bored and probably still grounded because I forgot about the laundry and even THOUGH I did the dishes, I'm probably still grounded.. Because my mom.. is a bitch and she's TAKING ADVICE FROM SOMEONE HALF HER AGE WITH HALF THE LIFE EXPERIENCE!! DAMMIT!! Someone SHOOT ME! Please!

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Monday, June 27, 2005

   Aaahhhhh!! x.x

Been a while since I've updated.. I think I only remember to update when I'm upset or angry and I need to vent. SO PREPARE FOR SOME HARDCORE VENTING! DAMMIT! ><; Well, after Monday the week was slow.. I spent most of it with Candice.. and on Friday I went with her, her mom and step-dad to Geauga Lake in Ohio. It was fun.. I guess.. We had a goal to ride every roller coaster.. And we almost made the cut, and would've but I got sick.. We rode all the major, steal rides and whatnot.. Like.. the Thunderhawk first, then Dominator, and then.. Candice got a drink and I felt compelled to, so I did too. We got Mountain Dew, she got large, I got regular size. Yeah.. finished that and went back to the rides. We rode.. Head Spin, then Steel Venom and then.. the X-Flight. x_x;; Yeah.. and by this time I was REALLY nauseous.. So.. we were going to ride the monorail thinger because it's all slow and whatnot.. but as we were on the balcony to go onto the ride.. I turned and just hurled over the railing. A big wall of mountain dew.. while people where watching and stuff too. It was horrible. x_x.. So I didn't ride anything, ANYTHING, the rest of the day.. But yeah, it was fun nonetheless. And then Saturday I went to my cousin's wedding reception.. and yeah and then today Emily came and she's staying the night and yadda yadda we did stuff. And THEN, I got YELLED at and GROUNDED for not drying my mom's quilt.. One little thing ONEEEEEEEE THING that I DON'T DOOOOOOOO! And I get grounded for it!! >

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Wednesday, June 22, 2005

Quizezz

ANGRY EYES What kind of anime eyes do you have? (picture results) brought to you by Quizilla TRUE BITCH You have great balance and know when it is a good time to bitch and when not to. You get the respect you deserve and you know it! You don't over-do the bitchyness. Go you! (results contain pictures) What type of bitch are you? brought to you by Quizilla SEX APPEAL (results contain pictures) What kind of ANIME BOOBS do you have? brought to you by Quizilla Time-Waster Are you wasting your time?(pics) brought to you by Quizilla Time-Waster Are you wasting your time?(pics) brought to you by Quizilla abuse What is your reason for suicide?(with images) brought to you by Quizilla Causing Trouble What is your strong point?(pics) brought to you by Quizilla Wind Which element rules your life?(pics) brought to you by Quizilla You are a daydreaming kitty! Creative and can get easily lost in your own thoughts. You sometimes have trouble telling which is reality and which is not. Some people have trouble talking to you at times for you are always in deep thought. You also tend to fall behind since you have trouble on what is going on. You mostly like to be asleep, to be in your lil world again enjoying what you have created. You enjoy reading fantasy books or whatever is fiction and you love to write great stories. Many people might compliment on your work for it is very creative and well detailed. You also like to draw or even write songs or poetry. You never want to leave your world that you created. What kind of Kitty are you? Anime pics girlies only brought to you by Quizilla You are a fire angel!! You are brave and a leader! GO YOU!! but you can be very hot headed at times! But u kno how to make ppl feel better and defintly kno how to have fun! What kind of elemental angel are you?*anime pics* girls only plz brought to you by Quizilla You are Blue!! Shy, smart, and cheerful!! What color are you? (anime pics) Girls only!! brought to you by Quizilla You are Black!! You're mysterious, secrective, and protective! You usually like to be alone but sometimes you like to hang out with your friends! You are very protective with the people that you love and know! You are the person who cares more for other peopls too. You are tough also. Evem thought not many people know much about you they know that you can be trusted and a warm hearted person! What's your hair color? anime pics Girls only! brought to you by Quizilla You are autumn! You're usually laid back and calm! You always have great advice for your friends and other people! And you are very helpful! People love how kind you are and just love to hang out with you! What season are you? (anime pics) brought to you by Quizilla You are a mean friend! You think friends is not the most important thing in life! You would hurt the person who tries to warm up to you or even come up to you! What kind of friend are you? Anime pics!! brought to you by Quizilla You're a fox! What kind of animal are you? (anime pics) brought to you by Quizilla Loner What Kind of Girl are you? (pics) brought to you by Quizilla You are the Controller of Darkness. You are pretty much the opposite of the Controller of Dreams. But you are a bit stronger. You are alot faster on casting the darkness in a person's dream. You enjoy seeing the people sturr in their sleep because of the how scared they feel. The scared expression in their faces just makes you feel alot stronger. You enjoy seeing tears come out of their eyes, and their screams from waking up from the horriable nughtmare. You dark aura destroying the light and creating the fear in others minds. What do you dream of? Anime pics brought to you by Quizilla A demon Who's your guardian angel? Anime pics brought to you by Quizilla

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Tuesday, June 21, 2005

   Lol.

Yesterday I didn't get up till like.. 11-12 something, but I stayed up real late so, it makes sense. My kitten woke me up at like nine, I let her out of her cage, got her food and went back to sleep. Lol, I woke up and she was laying beside my foot, like hugging my ankle practically. It was cute. I've grown this new addiction to the game Tibia. Dunno if any of you have heard of it, but I like it. It's pretty entertaining. Most of the time I just stand around, doing nothing but nonetheless, it's something to do! I've only been playing for todays and I've already made friends. My one friend, that got me started on this, he's been helping me through stuff. (Mainly because I'm too lazy to look it up myself. ^^; ) But yeah, I made like two friends.. Not much! But they're friends ^^'.. And I hope to make more. Around.. I dunno..8-9 something I went down the street to my friend Candice's house. We talked and sat and jumped on her trampoline! (Whoo!!) I came back around 10 and started playing Tibia again. Lmao.. No one was really on.. My one friend was but I didn't want to bother him.. ;-; I always feel like I'm bothering people if I talk to them first.. Dunno why, low self-esteem I guess? -Shrugs- That's all for now.

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Wednesday, June 15, 2005

o.o

Hi. Yesterday was okay. Just hung around with my kitty and Brianna all day. THEN around 7:30-8:00 ish and the power went out for THREE HOURS!! >< I was Like NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! And then my mom's "boy*toy*friend" Jeremey and he bugged me and Brianna for two hours and then just like TEN FIFTEEN minutes after he left my mom came home. x_x' I was like: WTF! But yeah, that was my day. It eventually came back on.

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Monday, June 13, 2005

   Wheeeeeeeee

IT'S MY 16TH BIRTHDAY!!! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Friday, June 10, 2005

   OMG!

Omg omg omg omg!! This morning, I got up at like 7:30 just so my mom could come and pick me up and take me to see her friend who does ear piercings so she can inform on how painful and how careful I have to be when I get my ear done. But she was running late of course and she had to take this one kid to work because he didn't have a ride. ^^ He's a nice kid though. She was coming back from dropping him off and she came in the house, I was in the other room at the time, but she was talking to me. And she went "How would you feel about having another kitten?" and walked into my room with a small ball of fur in her hands. I almost died. IT'S SOOO KYOOTEE!! When it gets a bit more friendly, I'll take a picture of it and put it in on my site.

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Wednesday, June 8, 2005

   An update? Say what? No way! Are you serious!

Yes, yes. I'm serious.. To those of you who give TWO SHITS about what I have to say. This is for you. -Cheesy, pissed off smile.- Since the 29th of May, the day before Memorial day.. I've spent just about every god damn minute of my time with my 'dearest friend' (sarcasm for those of you without the option of a brain) Brianna. And let me tell you something.. It Has Been A Living HELL In A Nutshell! As I may have posted before but just for an update, she stayed with me, at my house, for two days while I finished my last two days of school and she finished off two of her four. Then! We planned to go to her house Wednesday night so she could finish her last two days. BUT! She got out of school suspension for those days and didn't have to go. So I was fucking stuck with her for longer than I wanted. u_u' But anyways. It's NOW the 8th of JUNE. So I've been with her for TEN DAYS!! Now that may not seem like a lot to YOU people but you DON'T KNOW Brianna. (Lucky you -Glares.-) For those of you who do know her (which is few) HAHAHA! You're fucking stuck just like me. Anydangway.. It was fine at the beginning.. She didn't start annoying me till like.. I dunno. Day one. v_v' But really started annoying me on.. err, Monday? I think. Yeah. 'Cause my mom had to stay the night at Brianna's house with us because in the morning (We were getting up early), we were all going to Pittsburgh to visit Brianna's parents and shop a bit. The ONLY reason I wanted to go was to get a Dragon stuffy that I saw in the one store a few days before when we went the first time. o_O;... But yeah. That was the *ONLY* reason. (I emphasize repeatedly to get my point across, don't take it offensively or anything) So.. Monday night. Brianna made dinner for us (How nice you say? Bullshit) it was some chicken and noodle thing or something. Whatever, anyways. I ate in her room with her in the only air conditioned room, and my mother ate in the living room. (Hah) So I finished and set my plate down to relax for a bit before I took it to the kitchen. I wanted to wait for a commercial. And immediately she gets on my case and goes "Oh, no! You better rinse off your plate and put it in the dishwasher. I'm not here to clean up after you." And I was just like bleh.. So a commercial came, but I really had to pee, so I left to go pee and whatnot, saw my mom passed out on the couch with still a half full plate of food and I took it from her so the dogs wouldn't get to it. I walked back into the room and sat down to finish my drink. (OH, this whole time she's on the phone with someone she likes that lives in another state. u_u) She asked what I did, so I told her. She just 'randomly' rolled up a magazine and smacked me in the thigh with it. I was like "What was that for" all snappy and she goes "I dunno.." so I got pissed off. Then she got pissed off at me for being pissed off and flipped out on me, saying shit like "Don't give me that attitude. I cooked for you. I don't ask that much of you! Just put your dishes away after rinsing them off!" "You know better! You should've scrapped off the food on your mother's plate into that little garbage in the sink and put it away!" Blah blah some other bitchy stuff. So after she got up and took HER PLATE and mine to the kitchen, I left. I saw her go back into her room, Still on the phone. And blah blah. So I went into Brianna's parents room, the room I was sleeping in. (creepy, I know.) I left the door open, flipped on the light and just sat down on the wooden floors, leaned against the water bed and wrote a depressing poem. Because I was depressed and pissed off. And at the bottom I wrote myself a little Author's note or whatever and to sum it up, it said something like "I hate life and no one will ever be happy with what I do." (x_x The only bad part of that, is that I left it out and my mom read it the next day and asked me about it. But oh well, it's true.) Then, in Pittsburgh, we were going through shops and what not and we were in the Gap and I wasn't really complaining (even though I was) but I feel I was more or less, insulting every peice of clothing and bullshit that the store sells. o.o.. But Brianna, as usual, always bitchy, she well.. bitched at me for "complaining too much" so I was like, "Okay, I'll go stand by my mom. She doesn't care and actually joins in with me" And walked away. Then I just sat there, on a chair in the store, nearly in tears because I was SO much more than pissed off.. Then when we got out of the store (finally!) and I just sped a head of them. I couldn't stand hearing them talk about me and have the parents try to help us sort out our differences. Because it won't fucking work. Brianna is ALL about HER and HER NEEDS. She doesn't give two shits about me. And if she DOES happen to slightly, she doesn't fucking show it. So, she actually told me yesterday that I had to find something else to do for the rest of the night because SHE was tired of ME. WHAT THE FUCK! What about me Being tired of her! I just can't fucking leave. Her mother doesn't want her to be alone. -Mocking tone.- So I was like, Son Of A BITCH. -_- So I just sat there the remainder of the time, silent, untill we left. I was silent through most of the car ride then I was like. Fuck this. I'm not going to let her put me down. I do that enough to myself. So I used my mom's cell phone to call Emily and see if we could hang out. We could.. I went there yesterday, and we went bowling with Emily's sister and some of her friends. They were nice. It was fun. I got my HIGHEST SCORE IN BOWLING EVER! 106!! x.x Whoofuckinghoo. -Cheers unenthusiastically.- But yeah, It was alright. I got to rant and complain to Emily and she ranted and complained back about the stuff that's been going on recently in our lives. That's always good. So I stayed the night there and just got back home at like, I dunno.. 3:54 and 53 seconds. o.o.. Yeah, so. I have to wait for my mom to get home, which should be soon because it's now 4:54. (I've been typing this for an hour? o.O Stupid distractions and brain cell explosions) So we can figure out if Brianna can tolerate me again and if I can go back to her hot hell house. x_x; That's all for now, I'll try to update again as soon as possible with as many complaints as I can muster up by being stuck with Brianna. Oh oh!! I'm on a Godsmack binge so if anyone has ANY Godsmack songs, pictures.. anything related. Lemme know. And also! My mom said that I could get my ear pierced at the top.. those bar things that go across the ear. I don't know what they're called but her one friend does it. She's going to take me to see her some time this month hopefully. That's all for now, I swear.

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Tuesday, May 31, 2005

I didn't die!!

Nope, nope. Dispite what you all thought, I didn't die. I'm actually do well. Which is odd. Schools so close to being out I can taste it. One full day left and I'm not going the last half day. ^^ -Dances.- Welp, I guess I should explain what I've been doing. Over the weekend.. Friday Log - Went to school, don't remember what I did, came home watched comedy stuff all night. Slept. Saturday Log - Got up at like 7-8 in the morning and watched a movie marathon on the Sci-fi channel till 3am Sunday. ^^ It was great. Oh I took an hour off of the movies to watch Yu-Gi-Oh! ^_^v Sunday Log - Watched some more movies, then went to my friend Brianna's house for a Memorial day dinner thing with her family. After that, she packed up stuff and came back to my house. She's going to be with us for probably for the whole month of June. Her dad has cancer so her mom and he had to go into the city and stay at a hotel while he gets treatment. -Nods some.- It's sad, so I'm trying to be supportive, but Brianna gets on my nerves some times. x_x; She's staying here till Wednesday night. Then we're going back to her house so she can be there for her last two days of school. Then we haven't really decided upon it, but she'll probably come back here just so she can use my internet connection. u_u But oh well. It's hard for her right now, I guess..

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Friday, May 27, 2005

Thinking..

I have decided that thinking too much is really bad for you. And that's all I've been doing these past couple of weeks.. I think (there it is) that I figured out where my life went wrong on one aspect. Way back in 2000-2001 in like 7th grade or something, we (my brother and I) got our first computer (Scary isn't it?). We got it for christmas and had to share it. So we came up with a system involving every other day. Well it was like that for maybe a year, maybe not even that long. I don't remember. But eventually my brother got his own computer and I started to get on the computer everyday. That was the downfall. Why? Because on those days that I wasn't on the computer, I would day dream. Create stories in my head, sometimes acting them out as I watched tv in the living room. Weird, I know. Childish, I know.. But it helped me stay sane.. Or as sane I thought I was. It was my life, and I miss it. The computer has ruined me... In other news.. It's Friday. And I have 3 and 1/2 days of school left, including today. And honestly I'm glad!! I hate my school. In math yesterday, I pretty much broke down and sat in the back of the class on the floor by the wall for more than half the period.. Then I just kind of wandered it mindlessly while the teacher gave advice to this one girl in the class and other's played cards. That was pretty much that day..

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